#dearserendip

I have so much I want to say to you, but the timing isn't right I'm so in love with you, I think I'm losing my mind

So today we found out that we have 6 days left. 6 days.. I thought we'd get more of a warning, but I guess we're built for tougher situations. I just hope you know how much you mean to me and how much I lean on you to make life worth something. Although, these are going to be some of the longest months ever; there's no one else I'd go through this with. I love you. I love you so much.

Today your at MEPS & I miss you so much. We're talking about when you should ask to ship out & I'm so torn about being productive & trying to never grow up. I love you so much, & I want the absolute best for you.

To put it simply, I love that you're a simple man. I love that you don't have to spend every minute you're not at work, out on some day trip to some place. I love the fact that you can make lazy days seem so adventurous & that you'd rather go to the movies instead of the beach. I love that our honeymoon stage hasn't ended, I love you so much.

I'm so proud of you. I'm so proud to stand next to your everyday, to be the one to hold your hand. I'm proud to be the one who gets to kiss you & be there person you depend on. I look at you & want to yell to the world how wonderful you are. I love you so much & I'm so proud of you

APRIL 7,2016 Last night we went to your kind of Disneyland & it was the most beautiful thing to see you so excited. We went to the comedy store in Hollywood to see one of the greatest line ups ever on the 44th anniversary of the legendary comedy store. You listen to podcasts more than any other person I know & you messaged one of your favorites for info on the time you should be there. Steven Randolph was nice enough to give us a tour of the historical venue & we walked through all the haunted back rooms & halls where so many greats had been before. We even stood on the stage that we'd be watching where Richard prior, robin Williams, Jim Carrey, David letterman, & so many others had started their careers. He took us to the room where all the pre-show gatherings are held & the all glass piano coffee table that Richard prior purchased for everyone to do coke off of was. I have never seen your eyes so wild & bright. This was one of the greatest nights of my life & I love you so much for opening up my world to yours.

April 5, 2016 You’re a cutie for sure ♡

Thanks for changing my mind about love. Because before you, I thought it didn’t exist for me♥︎