#dearjuly

Hey you, I’m not much of a talker huh? I thought of doing this entire thing with photos and everything but then i don’t just cuz blogging by phone is immensely different. It’s not the same, venting out isn’t the same. it’s like everything’s rushed. and I just can’t rush written content or else it’ll end up like shit, like the last photo i’ve posted. To be honest I have no idea what it’s about. damn my grammar even sucked and I remember thinking hard what to caption it. And I reread it today, it sucked. I posted that post whilst i’m settling in my computer at work and my mind is all do this post already you need to work and design websites for people, hurry. Somehow today everything is. everything is fast paced, everything is chop-chop! someone will be there screaming at you. “Where are you!?”, “Where are the files!?”, “Where is it!?”. it’s not like you’re not doing a good job or it’s not like i’m doing a good job but it’s just that every one is so up to speed and wants everything done this instance. it’s honestly sickening.

I’m tired of it. tired of these things I need to do to satisfy other people’s needs. What about my needs. Don’t you just want to drop everything and Go Away? To go to a place where you can settle down. where you can calm your tits and sit your ass down. have a cup of coffee and just be at peace. live a dream and just refresh. Just to get away from this fast paced world you’re living. 

Well it’s hell of a ride July and you’ll hear 3 more weeks of it, My rants I mean about how pissy this month will be...

Let’s Talk again tomorrow,