#dearfutureme

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Nag-flashback sa akin yung usapan namin ng mga baby girls ko sa church about them praying for their future husbands e students palang sila. Makes me wonder ngayon kung bakit nga ba hindi ko pa sinisimulan ipag-pray everyday ang future husband ko? My prayers always includes my parents, siblings, friends, church and non-believers as well as guidance sa akin everyday. Pero hindi ko consistently napapanalangin ang mapapang-asawa ko. After all the failed ligawan stage na nagkaroon ako, parang hindi na ako nag e-expect masyado sa mga kalalakihan lalo na sa panahon ngayon. Pero napaisip nga rin naman ako, very loving akong tao, my greatest dream is to become a 'mom' nga eh. So how come na nawalan na ako ng pag-asa? Just because of one heartbreaking experience and silly guys who tried to pursue me? Don't get me wrong. Sobrang na-enjoy ko ang single season, like the flowers, hatid-sundo, random dates and such pero nandito na ako sa point ngayon na gusto ko na mag-start ng family. Pero I am gonna pray that it will be with someone na mas love ang Lord before anything else, love ang family ko, soft-spoken, a good cook and understanding. Syempre, ako rin I have to be a woman of God. I pray that if we are praying for each other ay maging mabuti kaming partner for each other and that it is God-given. I pray that I won't let my emotions rule over me and that he will always assure me, I pray that we will always surrender everything to God. Today, I will religiously pray for my future husband. I pray that we serve God together, I pray that we both will always have God in our hearts. Dito lang me, waiting for you! :)

So, stop thinking that you are unwanted and horrible, because there is someone out there who will want your skills, your expertise, and you.

Dear me, the perspective has chaged going towards the future. I know is started out to be hopeless after we pursued something we didn't really feel passionate about along with the problems that came along with it. Writing this now, I don't really know what to expect of future, but by faith, I hope we finished the following. I hope you finished education in MAPUA and if you did, then ohmygosh I am so proud of you! It was a difficult journey but you made it! But if you're still studying, you got this. It doesn't matter what school you are in right now, all that matters is that you are making progress. I hope you come clean with the mistakes you made as well. I hope you settle with the one you love and I'm pretty sure you will do just that. I am proud of you for still being alive and for being a better person than you were in the past. Whatever you have pursued, may it be music, engineering, or anything else, I know the struggle is all worth it. Thank you for being strong and thank you for learning along the way. Future me is pretty cool no cap.

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I’m such an impatient over-thinker / over-planner I’m the seed planter but so very careful of watering it, yet so eager to harvest the fruit.. #Impatient - #DearFutureMe - #FruitSeeds https://www.instagram.com/p/B0VYGT0InV5/?igshid=1msnarrc5ndab