#dearestdiary

I think I have to vow to not buy more clothes for another year.

I am a woman. Not a “lady” or a “girl”. Please don’t call me either of the latter. 

The absolute frustration that overcomes oneself when you're reading All Power to the Soviets and Lenin's arguments against Revolutionary Chauvinism in defence of actual socialist revolution and you overhear a tutor explain to a student that the revolutionaries were "whacky" but thought what they were doing was good.

I want my blog to look like revolution and like magic at the same time.

Headshot photographer made an analogy about casting directors picking actors, and people picking phones. It kind of backfired because he compared an Apple iPhone to a “cheap, Chinese knockoff”, asking which one I’d pick. Aside from it being rather racist, I had to admit that (while I knew what he was alluding to) I actually did not know which I’d pick because I am quite poor. I also hate Apple and hate Steve Jobs.  

Can't focus on much because of my mouth ulcer, but worried that I'll take painkillers and just fall asleep. 

I got my internet back yay! I also really want to buy a pastel-goth style choker, so now I can go on Etsy again. Anyone know of some cheap stores?