#dearaaron

Dear Aaron,

It has really been a while since the last time I have written you a letter, hasn't it? Well, technically I should not be writing you any letter anymore because I already wrote a closure letter although not addressed to you.

But I miss you... a lot... very much.

I cannot tell you how much I miss looking at you for so many unknown reasons...I miss looking at you as if I trace the details of your face. I miss talking to you, all the jokes, the deep conversations, your greatest pieces of advice to the most nonsensical topics we could ever cover. I miss having a reason to talk to you, I miss watching you work, I miss listening when you talk about a thing so wisely yet having so much innocence about it. I miss how you go silent when you do not want to talk about a thing anymore. I miss seeing you regularly, I miss having a reason to be of your contact, I miss you.

I miss you so much that I myself find it inexplicable, too. Albeit the knowledge of moving on from you to be very hard, I can never be ready with the level of difficulty I told myself to be of a happening.

Hi, Aaron, I miss you a lot. I know I shouldn't but I hope to be a part of your daily life again.

Loving always,