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Dear Jupiter (02.05.17)
I feel empty today. 101 things float around in my head, yet I am unable to feel any real emotion from any of it. Is it because I just don't care anymore?... perhaps. Is it because I don't know which emotion to feel or focus on?.... also a very possible maybe. I feel like a horrible person, I feel lazy, I feel unproductive, I feel sad, I feel angry, I feel frustrated, I feel self conscious, I feel scared.....if I'm honest, most of these emotions are a story for another day. Let's focus on the unproductive and scared: Tomorrow I will be faced with a challenge , an exam ti be exact, and just like any other, I know I overcome it.... so why do I keep putting myself through so much stress and anxiety over something that won't matter in 2 years time ?
Hello and welcome
Hello. I have a name, but I do not wish to use it in this Blog, so I will just call myself Jupiter.
Yes, this blog is called "Dear-jupiter-blog", so this means that I will be using this site as a diary from now on. I do not expect anyone to read this blog, I just need it to get my thoughts out on the open. I know it may seem strange that I went to a public website to post about private thoughts, why not just get a physical journal/diary to write in? I just feel that a diary is still too secret, and writing in something that people can’t see makes me feel like I haven’t written anything at all. By using Tumblr, it just makes me feel like someone is always listening, even if no one is. Stupid isn’t it.Â
I did have another tumbler blog, but I deleted it because I felt that I was no longer that person, and needed to start fresh.
So here goes,
Hello to my imaginary listeners! Welcome to my thoughts... my demons..... my life.