#dear johnny

happy birthday to the man, seo youngho aka johnny aka the fashion evaluator aka friendliest of nct aka 90% legs giant aka one of the sweetest humans beings in entire world. i really didn’t know how i first found johnny, but i know this man deserves love and appreciation for his existence. he is so considerate for nctzens and super supportive for all his members and more. from johnatography to now johnny’s communication center, he has brought a lot of happiness to many nctzens by feeding us content. i definitely think johnny has come through a lot over these years and i can’t wait to see him do even more. i admire his dedication and passion that became my motivation to pursue my dreams. i am proud of who he is now and always will be. lastly, thank you johnny in all that you do, remember nctzens will always have your back no matter what. 💌

#mary ellen mark #photographer #april 1994 #dear Johnny

The thing I'm most afraid of is that if I have to make this choice.

"You don't need to get upset when I mess up, a polite correction would be fine" 😐 "Its embarrassing to be corrected so don't say anything" 😒 "You don't understand why it's so hard for me to switch pronouns" 🙄 "If you can't handle it, then you shouldn't come around because I don't know if I'll ever be able to get it right" 😑😑😑 PLEASE, for the love of God, please go into a deep hibernation and do not wake up until you have some friggin sense. Your ignorance is like being forced to listen to someone claw their nails on a chalkboard. I cannot handle.

Also if you have the chance, serenade us with your piano skills.