#deaf!au

The Epilogue to Shards of Polaris is up! 

Thank you to all those who have been on this journey with me! It is a bittersweet feeling to be done with this 62 chapter fic! 

heeyy! i've never read bts fics on either tumblr, instagram or wattpad so i really can't help you with that. what i can do however, is rec you a few twitter aus that i immediately remembered when i read your ask. i read them a long time ago though, so i don't really know anymore what they were about or how well i liked them. i'll also try to find some decent works on ao3 :)

taekook

ღ taekook au 

「taekook au」in which jungkook finally enters college. on his first day he meets a beautiful guy at the administration office who seems to be a freshman as well, but he's too shy to talk to him. turns out the beautiful boy is jungkook's roommate ― and he's mute.

ღ taekook au 2 

Kim Taehyung is the notorius school badboy. On his recent school punishment, he was assigned to be the close student guide of one of the new tranferees, Jeon Jungkook.But there's a catch: Jungkook is blind.

yoonkook

ღ Small Talks by licornes {T, 7,0k, blind!jk}

ღ Love Looks Not With The Eyes by Iandslide {T, 2,4k, blind!jk }

ღ listen closely (my heart beats for you) by moonsteps {T, 13,0k, deaf!jk}

namkook

ღ even in this desert, it might rain by raplinelover {M, 23,1k, blind!jk}

Ok so. AU where Lloyd is deaf. Goes with the same plot of the show.

He’s signing ‘I Love You’. He can read lips bc the people at Darkleys didn’t bother to learn sign,but most ppl don’t know that which leads to some funny moments where people will say things thinking he can’t understand when actually he can.

>Cecil is an ASL interpreter at a local college

>Carlos is a deaf student

> Cecil is late so he takes the bus

>and the driver is rude but Cecil says nothing

>but signs a string of curses at the back of the driver's head after sitting

>Carlos laughing because he understands

>Cecil blushing because he wasn't aware anyone could understand

>Carlos explaining that he was born deaf

>Cecil telling Carlos that he was intrepting at the college for a science class and that he was running late

>Carlos smiling and telling Cecil not to worry because Dr. That is alway late

>Cecil relaxing a little but snapping up as he regestures what he was told

>Cecil asking how he knows

>Carlos telling him that he was the only deaf STEM major at the college

>Cecil laughing as he relaxes once more.

>he had worried it would have been akwkard

>they work well together, Carlos teaching Cecil science puns

>Cecil teaching Carlos French sign language

>inside jokes

>Carpooling

>Carlos telling Cecil that he wonders what Cecil sounds like

>Cecil being hella confused because Carlos can't hear???

>Carlos putting Cecil's fingers to his throat and making a humming sound

>Cecil doing the same but whispering "I think im falling in love with you"

>Carlos looking up in shock

>Cecil being prepared to be fired

>but Carlos kisses him

>and Cecil is S H O O K

>but in a good way

>and when they get married Cecil puts Carlos' hand to his throat so he can feel the "I do"

>and Carlos says it out loud

>his voice is rough but it's the first time Cecil has heard him speak ans it was the most beautiful thing he's ever heard

deaf composer! yoongi x librarian! y/n

genre; calling all soft yoongi community, angst, angst, maybe one more angst, sprinkle of fluff, maybe lots of fluff

warning; none. 

Read chapter I

Read chapter III || chapter V

Sometimes people forget. They forget where they last put their wallets. They forget important appointments. They forget their glasses were right above their heads the whole time. They forget that the black keys of the piano also make music.

I am one of those black keys, before I met him. A boy, who screamed the loudest and heard the deepest.

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chapter IV

Namjoon walks quietly towards you and Yoongi. The closer he gets, the more prominent the taller’s sad eyes are, and from those eyes, you could guess that Namjoon knows exactly what might have happened. When you let go of the hug, Yoongi is startled from the sudden lack of warmth, his shoulders still shaking a little, but his quiet sobbing are now replaced with calm breathing.

Hyung, do you still want to have dinner? Namjoon starts signing. He knows it is a stupid question. You thought Yoongi will only shake or nod his head for an answer, but he signs back an answer instead.

Can we go back home, Joonie?

Of course, hyung.

Don’t forget to pay the food, okay? Also, can you please tell the owner I apologize for the chaos I have just made? Yoongi signs longer than what he usual does this time. Namjoon is about to say that no matter what happened, even though he is not there, he knows it is not Yoongi’s to blame. But he can keep that conversation for later.

The three of you walk to where Namjoon has parked the car just a few minutes ago. No wonder he is gone for quite some times because the parking lot is not as close as what he has thought. You hear the beeping sound of the car keys and are going to say goodbye to both Namjoon and Yoongi when the taller man offers you a ride home. You shake your head, symbolizing a no.

“It would be best if I leave both of you alone,” you add.

“Please, y/n. It’s dark and dangerous.” Yoongi looks at you before signing a Please. You sigh and hop onto the backseat of the car.

You tell Namjoon where your place is, and turns out it is just a few blocks away from Yoongi’s. The drive back is painfully quiet. Namjoon asks you what had happened in the restaurant and you explain everything for him. In the end of your explanation, you almost miss the taller man’s single tear.

When Namjoon is about to reach the intersection near your place, you ask him to stop the car on the side of the road. It will be easier for Namjoon to stop here and make a U-turn rather than driving a few meters away from your place for another U-turn.

Can we send her home instead? Yoongi starts signing when he realizes Namjoon is going to stop on the side of the road for you to get off, and so Namjoon continues driving.

Your place is not the fanciest, but it is your home. Taehyung and Jimin often come over to spend a night or two with you when they have time, and it was the best memories ever. Namjoon stops the car right in front of your apartment. You get off and walk in the old building, thanking both Yoongi and Namjoon beforehand. Yoongi lowers the window on his side, signing a Goodnight, y/n, while Namjoon mouthing a see you from the driver seat. They do not drive away before they are sure you are inside, safe and sound. And right after the door behind you closes, your stomach rumbles.

Namjoon is sure that Yoongi has fallen asleep on their way home. He then remembers that none of you had eaten anything, and despite Yoongi’s prior complaint, he stops at the usual restaurant and buys something to eat in case either one of them is hungry. But the food is never eaten.

Two weeks pass rather quickly. You have not seen Namjoon and Yoongi since that day, and has been so busy with your school works and part-time jobs. 

Jimin and Taehyung have spent the night at your place for almost two weeks since you look almost depressed most of the time. You fulfill your lamb skewer promise with Taehyung, knowing that Jimin will go together with the two of you. You can see how the siblings are reluctant to ask what had happened and they also do not want you to feel obligated to explain it to them, so they remain silent. You love how these two understand you more than anyone else, you know they will always be there for you when you need them.

So, how’s your date with that Jeonguk guy? You sign to Taehyung, fluent enough to sign a complex sentence now. It has been one month, no wonder.

Couldn’t say we are the couple goals, but Jeonguk is really cute. My uwu could bust just by the thought of him. He really is the nation baby boy. Jimin and you simultaneously give Taehyung the ew look. 

So, ultimate question, did you get the kiss you deserve, Kim Taehyung? Taehyung is now blushing. His ears turn red as you finished signing. He did.

What about you, y/n? Taehyung signs, hopefully it is the right timing to ask you this question. 

Y/n, you really don’t want to talk about it? It has been two weeks and you still look sad. Do you fight with that Yoongi guy? We haven’t heard you talking about him recently. Although it was both silent, you could sense worried tones from the two of them. You sigh and decide to write down what have actually happened two weeks ago in the restaurant; they deserve to know. No matter how much you love signing by now, writing is still undoubtedly easier for you rather than signing the whole situation out. Jimin and Taehyung read it and let out another sigh near the end.

Jimin a, you start signing, do you have experiences like this too? You really couldn’t see anyone hurting Jimin, neither does Yoongi actually. But when the elder signs out a Yes, of course, you could just hope that whatever happened to Jimin before was not as bad as the one you experienced with Yoongi.

You are working in another library when Namjoon comes to visit the usual one, but Taehyung is there and the man recognizes him. Namjoon has been contemplating whether he should see you or not for the last two weeks. But he knows you must have been as startled as Yoongi because it is your first time encountering this situation. It also takes him quite a few bad experiences before, sadly, adapted to it.

“I’m sorry can I help you with something?” Taehyung asks him.

“I am actually here for y/n, is she around?” Namjoon asks the staff reluctantly.

“Y/n works at different library on weekdays. You can leave a note and I can pass it to her or perhaps I can give you her phone number if it is urgent,” before Taehyung could say anything further, Namjoon has asked him for your phone number. Taehyung gives your phone number to Namjoon, knowing that it would be best if you could talk things out. Namjoon thanked Taehyung and wasted no time sending a text message to you; wanting to meet you.

Y/n, this is Namjoon. I got your number from your work partner in the library. I am sorry, but could we meet up? You are just about to change into your uniform when you receive the text from Namjoon, eyes widening on the text written in it; it sounds important.

Sure, there’s a café near the intersection of my place. Could we meet there at three after my shift ends?

I will be waiting, y/n. I’ll see you soon. He replies in just a matter of seconds.

You always love talking with Namjoon. It feels like this man know the world like the back of his hands. The way he chooses his words and structures his sentences are also weirdly satisfying. But what tragic and sad will remain tragic and sad no matter who says it, “It happens a lot, sometimes it was worse because people actually hit him,” Namjoon explains. The Americano tastes more bitter than usual in your lips.

“How’s Yoongi doing though?” of course you want to know about the other man’s well-being. Namjoon shook his head.

“Working. Has not say a word to me, usually it takes quite a lot of time for him to start speaking up again,” the taller man took a sip of his hot cocoa.

“But it has almost been what, two or three weeks?”

“I know. I just couldn’t force him. No one can,” your conversation is disturbed by Namjoon’s phone. He takes it out from the pocket and probably looks at the name written on the screen before his eyes widen.

Seokjin.

You sense the changing atmosphere around Namjoon. Whoever was on the other side of the phone must be important. “Fuck, but deadline is not until next week, why-“ he blurts out, not remembering you are there. If Seokjin calls, that means he will be on his way to Yoongi’s.

“I need to go,” Namjoon tone threatening, you can feel he was panicking.

“Where to?”

“I don’t have time to talk to you now, y/n. I am sorry but I’ll talk to you again later, fuck-“

“Namjoon, fucking calm down. You are going to Yoongi’s, aren’t you?” you ask him sternly, and the taller man nods his head.

“I will not let you go alone. I am coming with you, for your sake and for mine. I don’t want you to do stupid things while driving,” you pause. “And I’m not going to wait for another two weeks for him to magically shows up. I have enough waiting, and if he cannot reach me, I will reach him,” determination is present in your speech. The taller man gives you a small nod, with his clouded mind he hopes that maybe you could help him with something.

“Get into the car, we need to be there fast,” Namjoon starts the engine and drives off.

Seokjin rings Yoongi’s apartment bell several times before realizing that Namjoon is probably not home and Yoongi is too deaf to hear. Of course, he does not want to wait any longer and decide to call Yoongi instead.

Yoongi’s eyes widen when he sees Seokjin hyung video calling him. He has no choice but to pick up his call, or else, Namjoon will be in trouble. So, he does. Yoongi presses the accept button with the younger’s figure on in his mind. It’s going to be okay, Yoongi.

Hello Yoongi, Seokjin starts signing. Can you open the door? Yoongi signs a Yes for him. He walks with his shaking legs, remembering the same exact feeling he has two weeks ago when the old man’s hand was holding his collar; except now, you and Namjoon are not here. Yoongi physically feels himself shrinking when he sees the person behind his front door.

Yoonie, how are you? Seokjin signs eagerly. Yoongi was silent, he shakes his head to the older one, knowing exactly what he wants.

I’m sorry, hyung. I do not have it yet. The song, I- Before Yoongi could finish signing, Seokjin interrupts him mid-way.

Are you procrastinating now, Yoongi? His signing changes, quicker as if he is angry, leaving no room for argument.

Something came up last two weeks and I couldn’t write, and the deadline is also not until next week, why-

And do I want to know about that, Min Yoongi? What if I want my things early? Yoongi quickly signs out a No.

Give me two days, the pale composer quickly adds, give me two more days and I’ll submit sample songs and beats to you.

Seokjin looks pleased with the offer Yoongi has given to him.I’d better see an e-mail from you in two days, got me sweetheart?

Yoongi nodded. Just don’t touch Kim Namjoon.

I won’t sweetheart, I won’t. Seokjin leaves with nothing but the news that he will be getting his things done in two days’ time. Yoongi feels his legs weakened and falls to the floor as the door in front of him slowly dissolving the man’s figure. He knows Namjoon could be home anytime and he does not want Namjoon to see him in this stage. Yoongi tries his best to basically drag himself back to his studio.

Namjoon and you arrived shortly after Seokjin left. He dashes into the house, to what you expect is Yoongi’s working place, and you follow.

Is he here? Did he do anything to you? What does he want? Namjoon signs as quickly as possible. You could not understand what he is signing as Namjoon signs them frantically, but you always get the he slipping quickly from his hand. Who is he? That is all you could think about the moment you see Yoongi being okay with your own eyes.

Yoongi realizes that Seokjin must have called Namjoon too earlier. What are you talking about, Joonie? I am here alone the whole time. No one is here today, and he decides to lie.

He called me. That fucker called me just now. I check the deadline and it is next week, what does he want this time?

It’s okay, Namjoon. No one is here. Please don’t panic, let out the breath you are holding, your face is red. Namjoon let go of the breath he has been holding, probably since he received the call. Yoongi smiles, exposing his gum. God, Namjoon misses his smile, and so do you.

Now, can you leave me alone, I have work to do. Namjoon agrees obediently, his hyung is okay. But still, he feels uneasy; he knows something is not right.

Yoongi then fixes his eyes towards you. And, y/n, long time no see, he signs, eyes curved into the crescent moon you have longed to see.

And for a moment, everything seems okay.

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Hello everyone! Here’s another update. Firstly, I would like to apologize. I don’t want to introduce another OC as an ‘antagonist’ and I wanted to include all the boys in the story. Seokjin is a fluff ball of uwu and I love him just as much, but please bear with me for now because [redacted] [redacted]. *wink*

"he did not see a starry summer, he did not see a bright light he lives in constant anarchy of eternal darkness“

blind artist!freddie x deaf violinist!brian