Know what pisses me off!? We had a house fire about two weeks, the person that started the fire, he won’t take blame! Saying he doesn’t know what it was, when he does! He is playing the victim! I hate this shit! HE IS MY BIO FATHER! I’m beyond pissed, I live with family because I can’t afford to live on my own, and don’t have anyone to stay with. It sucks that because of his fucking dumbass, we’re dealing with this shit! No one wants to give him blame! I so want to give him blame! But if I do, I won’t hear the end of it. Because he is keeping the house together when he isn’t! He is just a fucked up man and doesn’t give a shit about anyone but himself! Should I report? I know the investigation is still underway. because he deserves to go to hell! He has put my and family through hell!! I am done with his shit!!

Or are there actual healthy father-daughter relationships out there

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To the dude that left me, you disappeared so quick you left me with a blur of your figure. Only got a chance to call your name once but you were gone before I could understand your respond. You were the one I looked up to, when I was dependent and naive. My innocence was for you to protect but instead you just became absent. You just left me pain. To the dude that made an infinite whole in my heart, I’m trying to build a jigsaw of the night sky. How is it possible for a stranger to hurt my heart? I never even learnt your favourite colour. You abandoned me for your appease while I shed tears and felt pain. I just felt unworthiness. To the dude that left my mum, thinking she wasn’t independent enough to care for me. She’s the one that showed me love and care, more than you ever did to me. She’s the one who taught me how to walk, talk, write and read. She grew me up to be the independent lady that I am today. To the dude that gave me tears, you were never here to wipe them away. I had thought I did you something. I thought that maybe I wasn’t good enough or maybe I wasn’t what you want. I thought you thought I wasn’t your blood. Maybe I did something that I couldn’t remember or maybe I said something. I never knew why you vanished. To the dude I give a second chance, you made it seem as if I had left you. I tried my best move forward with you, but you only wanted to stay behind. I prayed that we could make things right but you just made my heart ache more. You placed the blame on my mum; you placed it on her family. You blamed others for what you did. Whether you accept or reject what you did I just want to say I forgive you.

"Oh, hey there, guys~"

He studied Dean now, eyes narrowed, from where the boy sat at the edge of the bed, but each time Dean was to glance up, he'd glance back down, busying himself in his work.

John gave something of a grim smile, nodding his head in response. ”Hey, kid.”