โ iโve never cared for anyone the way i care for you. โ
by the time her underground adventure ( for lack of better terms ) was over, claire was already out the door. then out of the hospital. then out of an office room that should have listened to her at least a week prior except for the fact that things never fo the way she wants. in all this, nothing could have prepared the world for the loudest fuck bomb ever dropped in history - courtesy of a police officer reminding her that they're still waiting for her to swing by the station for her deposition. how could she even begin what a huge conspiracy is hiding behind the false idol that is actually the story about the hero of penamstan?
yet claire stays compliant throughout all of it, setting her record straight about it... with a little sprinkling of lies here and there - wanting to reach out to the mad dogs to talk about their contribute in penamstan, see if by any chance they would have liked to vouche for her project. it's a dumb story, fallacious at best and stupid at worst, but they don't question her: it makes claire wonder how much they know if they do, or if they're only letting her off the hook easily because they know one call to chris would have this circus over in less than a minute.
either way when she leaves, claire feels very little relief on her heart. the thing that makes her mad the most is that for budgeting reasons neil hadn't wasted a second to tell her the motel room rented through the ngo card could not sustain anymore expences for her detour, leaving claire trapped to stay over at leon's apartment until she was cleared to go. the silent tratment she's been giving him surely doesn't make things any easier, well aware that one of them will eventually have to say something else beside can i stay over? and yeah, no problem - but claire's never been good at keeping thing easy, let alone when her heart wiggles its way in the middle of them.
she doesn't expect to find him home already by the time she arrives, awkwardly trying to take off her jacket from her good shoulder now that other arm is blocked in the sling the hospital gave her. when leather lifts up and a splash of red comes into view against white wall, claire's breath hitches - of course he'd swing in to help her, god forbid leon ever stops treating her like she's always in need of him ( which could be talked about, if only she wasn't so proud )
I'VE NEVER CARED FOR ANYONE THE WAY I CARE FOR YOU. she almost misses it when leon speaks, barely leaning into her yet she can feel his breath against her ear. it makes her mad really - does he truly think she doesn't know already? that she doesn't feel the same toward him? men, unbelievable. "your caring is borderline babying," she counters, glimpses of their reflection caught in the mirror, fingers accidentally brushing against his hand. "if you love me, you should trust me." a pause, body leaning back just enough to initiate an attempt of embrace. "i sure as fuck trust you."