Deactivating/Deleting Soon
Hi all. So a decision to deactivate/delete has been weighing on me for a very long time. While I’m grateful for the people I met including the love of my life @taylerrr being part of this community no longer brings me joy or happiness. I think for a while I’ve been feeling this way and I think a part of it has to do my own mental health. For the last few months I’ve noticed a decline and I think I truly started feeling that way when I started posting pictures. Looking back, I was posting for all the wrong reasons, spending hours finding the perfect one, timing it correctly, adding captions, sometimes starving my body and constantly checking my tumblr. In the end it resulted in a lot of anxiety negative comparison and sleepless nights. It’s part of the reason you don’t see me post any more. I log on here and every time all those negative emotions flood my mind and I feel my energy completely shift. This wasn’t a healthy trend for me. I also didn’t like some of the cattiness on here and some backstabbing I endured. I’m not writing this vulnerable post to discourage anyone who enjoys this app to delete..but I am encouraging you all to recognize when it’s time to leave. Wishing you all the best with many sessions in each of your futures. Thank you
