✧.* 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐯𝐞 | 𝐬.𝐛.
pairing: dbf!sirius x fem!reader
content: 18+ MDNI mention and description of bad kink practices, mentions of no aftercare, age gap [ reader is early 20s sirius is late 40s? early 50s? idk dad age ], actual aftercare, lots of petnames, nudity but no sexual interaction.
the second the familiar ringtone echoes through the room, sirius' eyes snap open. it's too dark, too early for it to be his alarm, so annoyance bubbles up in his chest as he rolls over and reaches for the phone resting on the bedside table.
the screen is bright, making him squint as he tries to read the name on the caller id. he's barely awake, and his eye sight is not what it used to be, so he gives up trying and picks up the call.
"this better be good, s'the middle of the bloody night."
there's some shuffling on the other side, but it's otherwise quiet, and when he finally hears it, your voice comes out as hushed whimper. "hi, um—sirius?"
he pulls the phone away from his face to make sure he's not dreaming, but sure enough your name is flashing on the screen, and right above it he makes note of the time. 2:34 AM.
"y/n?" he heaves himself into a sitting position, rubbing roughly at his face. "what's going on? are y'alright?"
"yeah um—" it's not particularly unusual for you to mumble, always a shy little thing, especially when it came to him. but there's something in your voice that squeezes at his throat.
"kid, take a breath." his feet are already on the floor and he's reaching for his pants. "where are you, love, d'you need me to come get you?"
"i-i don't know I jus'..." he hears a wet sniffle and that's the nail on his coffin. he reaches for his keys.
"baby, text me the address, alright? m'already on my way."
"i don't know where I am," he's already picked up on your slurred words, and part of him is worried you're drunk, alone, and wandering down a dark street in the middle of nowhere. "I think—oh I see a 7/11."
he breathes hard through his nose, already sliding into his car and turning the key in the ignition. "alright, get in there and don't talk to anyone alright? can you share your location with me, sweetheart?"
"okay."
he keeps you on the phone for the entirety of the ride, never quite asking what happened, because he'd hate for you to get upset when he doesn't have you safe in his arms.
the glowing 7/11 sign finally comes into view, and he lets out a relieved sigh when he spots you in the store, skimpy red dress glowing bright under the fluorescent light.
you're stumbling out of the store before he even puts the car into park, but he moves just as fast, jumping out and moving around the car to get you in his arms. when he does, he notices your hair smells like smoke and there's the familiar smell of beer wafting from your pores.
you're crying quietly into his chest, arms wrapped tight around his middle and hands gripping tight at his sweatshirt. his lips brush the top of your head, and the steady beat of his heart becomes an anchor in your hazy state. "doll, can you look at me?" he murmurs against your hair, trying to pull away slightly to get a good look at your face. "have you been drinking?"
your grip on him tightens, and you rub your face against his chest like a little kitten searching for warmth. "no," you whimper, "I mean.. y-yeah but only two beers I jus'—"
sirius tries not to get frustrated, he tries not to grab you by the shoulders and shake you until you tell him what the fuck is going on. so he takes a deep breath and grabs at your upper arms, pulling you away so you can't hide. "I can't help you if you don't tell me, doll."
"we uhm..." your eyes are glued to his chest, "we had sex and uhm..." your lip starts wobbling and you bite down at it to keep the tears at bay. "I don't know, I just feel weird."
"okay," he concedes, only because he can tell something's off, and he'd rather have this conversation once he has you in his clothes and tucked in his bed. "let's get you home, baby."
"b-but I don't wan—"
he cuts you off, leading you to the car and making sure you're strapped in. "I'm taking you to mine."
the drive to his place is quiet, and every time sirius sneaks a glance at you you're resting your head against the window, nibbling distractedly at your thumb while your free hand fidgets with the hem of your dress. he also notices the goosebumps on your legs where your dress is riding up.
at the next light, he reaches into the backseat and throws a wrinkled sweatshirt at you. "put this on, love."
it's almost endearing how much you struggle to get the stupid sweater on, but your glazed over eyes make his worry worsen and he steps on the gas.
soon enough he's opening the door to his flat, putting the keys down on the entrance table while he watches you fidget in your spot. "go sit down."
the command is like a bolt of electricity down your body, and before you know it you're stumbling towards the couch, dropping down on the expensive leather before looking back at him with hopeful eyes. he watches you closely as he takes off his shoes and hangs up his jacket. the silence is heavy until finally he's standing in front of you, giving you a thoughtful look before dropping to his knee and reaching for your foot. "give it here."
you watch, captivated, as his hands try to make quick work of your heels, letting out a couple muttered expletives whenever the straps get too complicated, and then he's letting his thumb press gently against the sole of your foot which he's sure hurts after spending the entire night on six inch stilettos. when he starts to moves towards the kitchen, your hand moves faster than your brain, reaching out and clinging to his arm with a broken whimper. it catches him by surprise, and when he turns to look at you he has a pensive frown on his face. "I'll be right back," when your grip tightens and your bottom lip quivers he sighs, moving his hand to touch gently at your chin, thumb pulling at your lip. "promise, won't be a minute."
when he comes back he has a glass full of water and what you assume is tylenol in his hand. he hands it over and watches as you take a gulp, wiping hastily at the drops that drip down your chin. he pushes the glass back towards you when you move to put it down. "all of it, doll." you mindlessly do as he says, all the while keeping your eyes on him while his scan down the side of your throat, watching as it bulges with every gulp. when there's not a single drop left you heave, trying to catch your breath while he takes the glass. "good girl."
it's the way the words make you whimper and clench your thighs that makes everything fall into place.
"you said you had sex," he starts, taking a seat on the coffee table in front of where you're sitting. "was he rough with you?"
"y-yeah uhm..." you shift, hand flying to wipe roughly at your wet cheek. "yeah he was, but uhm I wanted it, 'said it was okay."
he nods but doesn't say a word, watching as your eyes follow his every move, begging for something, a touch, affection, praise? he clears his throat. "did he take care of you after?"
"uhm, h-he uh gave me a towel... yeah," you choke, your next words a tiny whisper accompanied by a shrug. "that was nice."
he snorts, but he's not amused. not in the slightest. some asshole thought he knew what the hell he was doing, fucked you into submission and then left you pick up the pieces. it enrages him, really, to know there's people out there not giving their partners the care they deserve, the care they need after sex like that.
"alright, sweetheart. here's what we're gonna do." you're already nodding, and if he wasn't so pissed off he'd find it adorable. "we're gonna get you into the shower and get you cleaned up, yeah? then we'll get you into some warm clothes and then you'll go to sleep. sound okay?"
your nod is eager but your eyes are still a little unfocused, the little lisp is back when you speak again, "will you stay?"
his heart clenches, and he can't help but reach for your face and rub a soft thumb over your cheek. "I'll be right there with you the whole time, baby. promise."
after a clumsy nod he's able to maneuver you down the hall and into his bathroom, helping you slip out of your dress. it is then that he notices you're not wearing any panties. "doll, where's your underwear?"
you give him a slow blink before you look down at your bare bottom half, and then you look back at him with another even slower blink. "dunno."
he sighs, quickly shushing you when the sound makes your lip wobble, and then he's pushing you under the warm water. "I'll go get some clothes ready okay? call me if you need som—"
"wait y-you said you'd stay." you're giving him those eyes again, the ones that make him want to bring you into his arms and keep you locked up away from the rest of the stupid world.
he gives you what he hopes is a comforting smile and then takes a seat on the lidded toilet. "I'll be right here, then."
the gap between the curtain and the wall gives him a perfect view of your naked body. you stand under the stream of water, making shit work of rubbing the soapy loofah down your arms. his eyes trail down the slope of your neck and the delicate lines of your collarbones, down the curve of your tits and the softness of your belly. and when they hit home-run, he grits his teeth at the slick cum he knows for a fact is not yours sticking to your inner thighs. when you make a move to turn off the water, never once aiming for the mess between your legs, he speaks, reaching to cover the knob before you can reach it.
"you're not done, baby, keep going."
"b-but," your eyes flutter closed, a little more aware it seems, and a tired frown grazes your face. "can you just do it, please?"
it's not like he hasn't seen you naked before... not like he hasn't noticed every time you flash him a view of your panties or 'forget' to wear a bra whenever he comes around. and it's also not like he hasn't rubbed against your ass as he squeezed by you at family barbecues or run a hand up your warm thigh under your mother's periwinkle tablecloth. but there's something here, something about your vulnerable eyes and wide open heart that makes him pause. "are you sure?"
you give him a smile, and just like that he finds himself shedding his own clothes, keeping his briefs on, and jumping into the shower with you.
his hands take over the loofah, and he runs it over your shoulders and down your back, over the swell of your ass and the back of your thighs. when he turns you around to face him, he hesitates again, hovering over your pussy. he taps the loofah right on your navel. "m'gonna go right here, okay?"
you nod, leaning forward instinctively and pressing a kiss to his chest, right between his pecs.
"gonna be the death of me," he mutters, and then swipes through the curls right above your pussy and between the puffy lips. he coos when you flinch, letting you lean against him as he cleans the sore area, trying his best not to put too much pressure on the sensitive nub. "I know. I know, sweetheart, almost done."
soon enough he's got you wrapped in a fluffy towel he tossed in the drier before your shower and leading you into the bedroom.
"arms up," he slides his old college shirt down your arms and over your head, watching as the hem tickles at your upper thighs. "into bed you go, doll."
he leaves you under his sheets as he goes searching for a bottle of water and some snacks, and by the time he's back your eyes are fighting to stay open, but he can see the movement of your toes wriggling under the blanket.
as soon as his back hits the head board you're on him like glue, arms wrapped tight around his middle and face buried into his shirt. when you speak, your voice is quiet, but there's a surety that wasn't there before. "thank you for coming tonight... you were the first person I thought to call."
"I'm glad you did." he hates the thought of someone else seeing you like this... he's pretty sure he'd strangle anyone who dared take his place. "so this guy..."
you sigh into his chest, once again rubbing against the fabric of his shirt like a little touch-starved kitten. "nothing bad happened, I jus'... we had sex, and it was... intense I guess? not bad, jus' a lot, and he didn't—he wasn't—" you laugh tiredly, "I don't know, after we were done I jus' needed something from him... m'not sure what, but he didn't know either I guess... jus' started playing video games and told me to lock the door on the way out."
sirius' grip tightens around you, both with intentions to comfort you and to hold back from driving back to that asshole's house and kicking his ass. "you know that's fucked up right? he should've taken care of you after."
"yeah," you sniff, squeezing him tighter. "but I have you, and you feel better than he ever did anyway." a little smile grows on your face at his silence. "I really hope you make a move soon, m'getting sick of these guys."
there's a rumble in his chest and then he's tilting your head back, catching your chin and rubbing a gentle thumb over your bottom lip. "one day I'm gonna fuck you like you deserve, m'gonna mold the shape of my cock in your pretty pussy and then I'll take care of you like you deserve too." he smirks. "I'll ruin every other man for you... once I have you no one else will compare, trust me."
"they already don't," you whisper, finger tracing the line of his lips, and he doesn't miss the way your thighs rub slightly against each other, or the way your breath catches.
"sound good?"
"yeah," the little smile is back as you kiss at his jaw. "that sounds wonderful."
"good," he smirks, pulling you back down on his chest and sighing contentedly as you settle against him. "for now though," he reaches for the bedside table and begins unwrapping a granola bar, pressing it to your lips with a grin. "eat."
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a/n: would anyone be interest in a pt.2 where dbf!sirius finally fucks you like you deserve? lmk <3












