#db2

I've (21M) been friends with my BFF (22M) ever since high school. We know each other better than we know ourselves and we've supported each other despite being outcasts and no one else liking us. He's so kind and caring and I am crazy for him. I hope that someday I might be able to marry him.

But when choosing career options, he had dreams of becoming a singer and achieving fame and wanted to audition to be an idol. I didn't really like the idea, as the industry is very corrupt and the work conditions are extremely horrible. But he just wouldn't let the idea go so I decided to sign on with him as a duo audition. We both get in and go through training, yadda yadda. And eventually we get into this idol group with two other boys, B and H.

And believe me when I tell you that these guys are the worst. Well, H is fine, he gets out of the way and never causes issues, if a bit annoying. But B just can't stop touching and getting up all in BFF's business, without consideration of anything around him. And he's a total phony as he will just buy trendy food and drinks to post online and then pass it off to someone else just for brownie points. He also constantly criticises our dancing or singing because it just doesn't meet his impossibly high standards. Not to mention, he is SUCH a snoop (this will be relevant later).

Things are fine for a while, just working tirelessly and we achieve fame with a hit song and we get momentum. We do meet and greets, concerts, interviews, the whole shebang. But as I said, working conditions are terrible, so I am overworked and tired and all I want to do is just have some alone time with my BFF. But however, that's something that seems to just be too much to ask for as people just keep trying to tug us into work and never giving any breaks or otherwise take up my BFF's time instead. Eventually, I can't deal with it anymore and I hint at people to leave us alone.

Flash forward, it's a hot summer evening and my BFF is out doing work late in the night, because of horrible working conditions. B confronts me and snooped around and reiterated times where I made people back off not in the nicest ways as well as possessions I own that are my BFF's that I had gotten when my BFF didn't really seem to care for them. He called me "a stalker" and said I had "creepy and obsessive behaviour". He said that he was going to tell my BFF about my behaviour and he blackmailed me into staying away from my BFF so he could date him instead. I was not having it and I got extremely furious. I sort of blacked out and next thing I know, I killed B and H.

My BFF ending up walking into the end of this mess and is now calling me a monster, but I don't think I am. I didn't do anything wrong, and this was what was best for the both of us. AITA?

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