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Graceâs opinions towards her patients tended to vary from calm indifference to veiled hostility, but Grace had always liked Davis. At first, she just liked him the way she liked most broken, tortured things: as a specimen, almost, one that she could poke and prod and bend to her will. But Davis always had more backbone than that - he wore his failure like a badge of honor, let it feed him, bolster him, until he became a thing that pushed when she pulled, dug in when she prodded, bent when she wanted him to break. He became more than just specimen - another sad, sorry backstory of priviledged America - and became instead... heartbreakingly human.Â
It was why she was so disappointed that their months of hard work and progress were so abruptly derailed when Davis received word that his child was all but lost to him. She couldnât even say it was a set back, because he bore no resemblance to the sullen, agitated man who skipped more session than he made when theyâd first started seeing each other. It was just... different.Â
Davis showed up to every appointment on time, made polite conversation with April in Reception while he waited, and for all intents and purposes, he was a courteous, obedient patient - closed-off, sure, but always gave just enough to keep treatments going. But when Grace look into his eyes now, she saw no pain, no fight, nothing. It unnerved her more than anything else.Â
They were twenty minutes into their session, and Davis was just looking numbly out the window. Grace had run out of things to say to try to coerce him into conversation, so had instead taken to clicking her pen insistently, hoping that maybe she could annoy him into action. Click click. Click click. Click click.Â
Nothing.Â
âYâknow my father was a grief counsellor. Back in Belfast,â she said, taking a chance with something personal. It felt dangerous, somehow, more so given the silence of the room. âI always swore I never wanted to be anything like him, and I suppose Iâve got reasons all my own why I went into psychology, but it seems sort of inescapable, doesnât it? The ironyâs not lost, at least...âÂ














