#darknings

1. @ who u want to be friends w

Aaa my mutuals u guys r so cool @theorathanatos @darknings @cvmshott @luminousstar and a few more but it’s early and I can’t remeber

7. Fave song that u cant stop listening to

Thank you so much! When we first started our journey, my middle was diagnosed hard of hearing (but got better, that’s how odd her specific issues are) and they talked about “following one modality” and I told them they were full of it and put Signing Time on in the background through a chunk of each day. 

Every device we own gets an AAC program on it. I’ve used them myself when I was short of breath and in tremendous pain. Sign language is so incredibly useful--every class my kid joins, the teachers start out not knowing much, and by the time we do our IEP someone walks in, signs a question to another teacher, gets a signed response, and there’s no interruption, and I know it’s because everyone’s been learning sign language for my kid. I’m putting my mostly NT kiddo in a kindergarten class with an interpreter because I want him around Deaf and Hard of Hearing kids to learn sign language better--they’re mainstreamed at his school but there’s only one class with an interpreter, and the school has promised to put him in it so he can learn to sign better for his sibling.

(And it’s a whole ‘nother issue that they’re not teaching every kid at the school sign language... but yeah.)

30. OC1 is severely depressed and does not like technically work out (they hate to move tbh) but they live on a self-sustaining farm so they still get a lot of exercise. Post-zombie-bite they exercise even less bc their body is super fragile. OC2 is not depressed and goes for runs around their property and does more of the hard labor around the farm. After her runs she feels energized but also calmer and it helps her clear her head. She’s a healthy gal.

31. Neither of them drinks much but they do make their own fruit-flavored alcohol that they drink and sell and trade for other people’s homemade alcohol/other resources. OC1 used to be kind of a sad, sloppy disastrous drunk just trying to have a good time but is feeling very attacked right now, but now drinks way less and is more of a soft&fuzzy content drunk. Can get very excited & happy while drunk tho, esp if OC2 is feelin wild n fun. OC2 is a blushy, bubbly, drunk and drinks more than OC1, but can also be very quiet and chill.

32. OC1 doesn’t care too much about fashion but puts a lot of time into skincare. Kinda punk/grungey aesthetic tho when they do put the effort in. Does their eyebrows and sometimes wears eyeshadow and/or lipgloss. Has many ear piercings. Maybe has nipple piercings. Maybe not. Sleeps in underwear/big shirts. Sometimes sleeps naked when it’s too hot. Hair is very soft and clean but messy-looking and is about shoulder-length. OC2 has long hair that she braids or ties up. She likes lipstick and mascara and high heels, but doesn’t wear any of it often bc of That Farm Life. Rocks farm-chic mostly instead. Overalls are life, stereotypes-be-damned. She sleeps in flannel pajamas when it’s cold and soft shorts and bras when it’s hot. They both buy their clothes from garage sales & second-hand stores, but sometimes buy some more fashionable stuff in the city.

33. OC1 thinks bras are the devil, and only wears boy shorts/boxer-briefs, both lacy and cute or simple and soft. OC2 loves bralettes. Sews padding into all her tank tops and wears them as bras. Despises lace underwear, will only wear soft ones.

34. Both are cool w their bodies. OC1 is a little underweight but toned, and fairly tall. Has a very androgynous body type. OC2 is very fit and a lil chubby. Average height. Thick thigh club + biceps to rival any goddess. I may or may not be gay for her.

35. I actually don’t know what their guilty/unguilty pleasures are.

36. OC1 is good with animals but doesn’t really think so. Is surprisingly strong. Good at doing makeup symmetrically. Has really good sense of hearing but bad eyesight. Has a knack for computer/internet stuff. OC2 is not that great at cooking but tries hard at it so 90% of her food turns out pretty good. She’s a very fast runner and has a lot of stamina. Also a good swimmer and is really good at math. Very business-savvy and definitely a people person, both superficially and more seriously.

37. Both love to read, but OC1 reads more. Poetry’s alright, but they prefer novels, especially historical fiction. Also like reading nonfiction, though OC1 has a hard time maintaining their interest/focus throughout a whole nonfiction piece. OC1 reads super fast.

38. OC1 wishes they weren’t depressed p much. OC2 is pretty confident in herself but admires honesty, straightforwardness, reliability, and strong-willed people/people w good boundaries and wishes she could be better at those things.

39. They don’t really write letters, they mostly use email for business and stuff. They do use sticky notes and little business cards/fliers though.

It’s harder not to tune out when I have access to my phone and social media, but for stuff like showering and cooking, it’s ridiculously helpful in keeping my mind on task.

Also for people with maladaptive daydreaming, I noticed that these podcasts almost never trigger my MDD, which is weird bc pretty much every other type of media does.

1.  neon sign wlw or vintage poster wlw (not like 50s vintage just old)

23. bold wlw or soft wlw 

28. smoothie wlw or milkshake wlw

31. stargaze wlw or pick flowers wlw

50. dance in the rain wlw or play in the snow wlw

2. what does your dream gay future consist of?

holy shit.. let  me think of the Core Gay Family Ideals.. a cat or dog. maybe both. Beach House. hanging in bed w my wife every nite. one (1) child. love!

3. do ou have a dream gay wedding?

not rly but i want a fusion indian / whatever wedding!! 

12. have you been to pride?

soo i went to a pride club event the night before and was so hungover i couldn’t go to the parade…. thats just the kind of gay i am.. also i was w mostly straight ppl so that didn’t help LOL/... but that's where I met Girl so!!!

21. what is your favorite thing about being wlw?

girls!!!!!!!!! 💕💕💕