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SUPERGIRL ↳ 2.06: 'Changing'

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“Okay,” Alex said, “listen, prepare yourself. She’s acting… strange.”
Lena strode next to her, clenching her fists as if she could grip her own cold fury with them. The audacity of Danvers
(Alex)
to call her in like she was some employee after what Kara had done to her, was shocking. She would have told her to fuck right off if not for the desperation in her voice. She almost hung up on her when Alex said it was about Kryptonite, and they needed an expert.
Outside the exam room, Alex directed Lena’s attention to a screen. Some two-bit “villain” (how she hated that word) was on the screen. She wasn’t sure what he was going for with his outfit but he looked like a cross between a cable repairman and a wannabe Ghostbusters with a helmet that reminded her of the cap on a salt shaker. He was thrusting a wand device at Kara, spraying her with a fine pink mist.
Some of the substance had been gathered into a small vial, currently residing in a lead canister. Lena turned the vial in her hands, watching the tiny, powdery crystals flow over each other like sand.
Lena swallowed, hard.
“She’s not on a rampage, so it’s not red kryptonite.”
“It appears to be pink kryptonite,” said Lena.
“Your scientific skills of observation astound me,” said Alex. “Marie Curie would be so proud.”
Lena gave her a flat look.
“Fuck you, Danvers. I haven’t had a chance to say this to your face yet, but fuck you. Fuck all of you, playing your little games mocking me to my face when we were supposed to be friends.”
“We were friends,” said Alex.
“Not friends enough for Kara to tell me the truth.”
“I told her not to,” Alex said, coldly, “and I was right. Maybe I kept at her too long about it, but she ended up keeping the secret because she was afraid you’d flip out and blow up your whole friendship over it, you fucking drama queen.”
Lena screwed the lead canister shut. It looks like it was meant to hold radioactive flour.
“Do you want my help or not?”
“Please save her. I’m prepared to deal with your sanctimonious bullshit if you save my sister.”
“I’ll need to work on the sample, but I should examine her first. Is it safe?”
“She would never hurt you.”
Lena rolled her eyes. Alex stared at her flatly.
“You two, Jesus Christ. If you were anyone else I’d just call it out, but fuck it, let’s keep this professional.”
Lena crossed her arms. “Call what out?”
Alex arched a brow. “Should I start with the office full of flowers or the literal billion dollars you spent on her?”
Lena’s nostrils flared and she felt red creeping up her cheeks. “That wasn’t about her, that was about keeping Edge from owning his own media empire. Murdoch is bad enough.”
“It’s a fashion industry magazine,” said Alex, “and Edge could just start his own. The difference is Kara worked at CatCo, where you started working instead of…”
“Do you want my help or not?”
Lena huffed. “Fine. Let’s go.”
Alex opened the door. Kara was seated sideways on the exam table, swinging her feet like a bored child. There was a faint pinkish tinge to sparking points on her pale skin and she looked up with a slight pink gloss to the whites of her eyes, visible at a distance.
“Heyyyyyyyyy~”, said Kara.
Lena blinked.
“Kara? How are you feeling?”
Kara stared at her hands. “Why are you here? I thought you hated me now.”
Lena felt a sharp sting of regret deep in her chest, but brushed it off, like crumbs from her sleeve. It was as meaningless as crumbs. Kara’s honeyed words were always to sweeten her lies.
Kara resumed staring at her hands. “Humans call them fingers, but I’ve never seen them fing. Oh,” she giggled, wriggling her fingers, “there they go.”
“Kara?” said Lena.
“Oh, hi, I didn’t see you come in,” said Kara. “Some dude sprayed me with glitter and now I’m all funny.”
Alex leaned over. “We only got her in her by convincing her the Backstreet Boys were waiting inside and she spent three hours singing those stupid songs with Nia before I called you.”
Lena licked her lips. “Ah, I see. Kara?”
“Yeah, babe?”
Lena flinched. Babe? What?
“How are you feeling?”
“I feel great,” said Kara. “Kinda… kinda relaxed but excited. I’m excitalaxed! I made up a new word!”
“Would you excuse us a minute?” said Lena.
“Sure,” said Kara.
Lena stepped out and closed the door after Alex joined her.
“Alex,” said Lena.
“Lena,” said Alex.
“She’s high,” said Lena.
“I know,” Alex sighed.
“That’s incredibly dangerous. If she was just a dumb blonde we could let her sleep it off, but she can bench press an aircraft carrier. What if she gets some inane idea in her head and levels half the city?”
“She isn’t going to hurt anyone.”
“Didn’t she throw Cat Grant off a building the last time she was under the influence of something? It was on TV, Alex.”
Alex scowled. “That was different. Also she had it coming.”
Lena’s brows shot up.
“What? She was a bitch to my sister. She made her cry like three times a week. I don’t buy into that hardass girlboss mentor routine, I never liked Kara working for her. It was a relief when you bought the company, I had hopes someone would finally be looking out for her. She’s fragile, Lena.”
Lena blinked. “What?”
“Yeah, turns out that having your planet explode and losing your entire culture, family, and way of life, then losing your foster father, and then having to kill your aunt who is your mother’s twin sister can do a number on you. Might make you a little bit clingy and weird and paranoid about losing everyone you love. Shit, Lena, out of that whole list I just lost my dad and it was not make me a drunk for six years and captain of the varsity slut team. And I’m gay.”
Lena stared at her.
“Why does everyone I know need therapy?”
Kara chose that moment to throw the door open, making them both jump. She was grinning ear to ear.
“I don’t need therapy, I need rum,” said Kara. She turned to Lena and stage whispered, “alien rum that I can get drunk on.”
“I don’t think that’s a good idea, Kiddo. Why won’t we go sit down and try to rest.”
Kara snapped her fingers. “I know what we can do! We can go clubbing! Come on, Lena, let’s go clubbing. If I go clubbing with you it’ll make Lena jealous.”
“We are so fucked,” Alex muttered.
Kara started forward, but Lena stepped in her path and pressed a hand to her chest.
She froze, staring open-mouthed at Lena. Lena could feel the muscles flexing under her palm and fingers, the nearly infinite strength pressed against her simple touch and yet yielding to it.
“Kara,” she said, softly, but firmly. “Let’s just go back in the room, okay? You’re intoxicated by the altered Kryptonite you’ve been exposed to and you’re not thinking straight.”
Kara looked her up and down, slowly. Lena felt a hot tingle pass through her and her legs quivered in her slacks. Kara’s eyes had gone dark and her chin dipped slightly and holy shit she was staring directly at Lena’s mouth.
Alex looked at her nervously.
“Lena,” Alex said, in warning.
“She won’t hurt me,” said Lena.
Brainy walked into the lab. “I have good news,” he said. “The half-life of this particular type of Kryptonite is very short, by my calculations it should only last a few… hours…” he trailed off, then added quickly. “I have business elsewhere, excuse me,” and fled the room.
Lena gave Kara a tentative push and the invincible Kryptonian stumbled back. Lena ended up guiding her into the room again and sat her down.
Alex began to follow.
“It’s fine,” said Lena.
“Are you sure?”
“She won’t hurt me. Close the door.”
Kara sat down and stared between her feet, fiddling with her hands.
Lena waited for the door to close and sat down next to her.
“Are you mad at me?” Kara whispered.
“Yes,” Lena murmured. “I’m so angry at you that it makes me want to scream.”
“Oh,” Kara said, her voice small.
Lena sighed. “I’ll never be mad enough to let anything happen to you, Kara.”
“But you’re mad.”
“I’m mad. I let you in, you didn’t do the same for me. I let you see who I am, good and bad, and you held back from me.”
“I’m sorry.”
“I know.”
“But you’re still mad.”
“Yeah,” Lena sighed.
Kara rubbed at her arms, sniffling.
Great, Lena thought, she’s coming down.
“Everybody changes,” said Kara. “Everybody goes away and leaves me. I’m so scared, Lena. I’m so scared of being alone. I was alone forever and ever in my pod and it hurt so much,” she choked out a little sob. “Everyone goes away and I can’t take it. I can’t stand it. I didn’t want you to go away so I lied to make you stay. I’m sorry.”
Lena, haltingly, put an arm around her. Kara leaned her head on Lena’s shoulder.
“Can I make it so you’re not mad at me anymore?”
Curious, Lena thought.
She wasn’t mad at all right now.
Kara began to sob softly, and suddenly, all at once, being mad didn’t make so much sense after all. She still felt it burning in her chest but it had gone from hot coals to dying embers, from raging magma to something bitter and sticky coating her lungs, making it hard to breathe.
“I think you can do anything if you try hard enough.”
Lean smoothed back her hair and curled the sleeve of her designer jacket around her hand and used it to dry the tears, and Kara hugged her, tightly but gently in her insistent way.
“I’m sorry.”
“I know, darling. Just relax and breathe, I promise it’ll be better soon.”
It was a funny thing, when Kara kissed her. It happened so naturally, so easily, that once it began, Lena was hardly aware how it started. It was not a lustful kiss, though she could feel that was there in the hungry way that Kara’s lips tugged at her own, almost pleading. Nor was it sad. It was hopeful, and it made something flare in her chest.
No, more than that. A crushing blast of warm air snuffed the dying embers of fury in her chest and in their place a new bonfire blazed into being, a sudden explosive joyful warmth that would blaze in her forever until the sun went out and the sky went cold. It was as if Kara had given her some red sun fire.
On instinct she lunged into the embrace and suddenly they were on the table, Kara swinging one leg lazily off the side as Lena straddled and locked lips with her.
"Oh God," Lena blurted, yanking back.
"What's wrong, baby?"
Lena almost fell off onto the floor when Kara called her that. She was sitting on Kara, panting.
"We can't," said Lena. "Kara, please, you're high as a kite."
Kara let out a soft, sad sound. Lena brushed her cheek softly. "It's okay. Just let me lay with you."
Kara shifted so Lena could join her, and they lay facing each other.
"I love you," Kara whispered. "You are my red sun, my scarlet sky, my beacon calling me back from the void."
Lena's breath caught. She tucked in close and kissed Kara on her nose.
"I'm tired," said Kara.
"Go to sleep," Lena whispered. “It'll be okay. I'll still love you tomorrow."
With a contented smile, Kara closed her eyes, looking so peaceful that Lena wanted nothing more than to watch over her.
When Alex came in and laid a blanket over them, she had the most frustrating grin on her face.
Lena decided she'd allow it.
The Hero in Me - part 1
Supergirl. Kara Danvers x Reader
Word Count: 2.8k
Notes: I know people prefer fics with Lena, but God how I love writing this moron here.
Kara isn’t in love.
Not because she isn’t capable of it, or because she doesn’t want to be, but because life asks too much of her, and love is a loss of control she can’t afford. She can’t have someone who matters so much that, if ever faced with the choice between saving the world or saving one person, she might not even consider the world at all.
It’s logical. Obvious. Perfectly clear.
And it collapses every single time she sees you.
I genuinely cannot tell if I like this episode or not 😶 The fight scenes are really cool, but the character bits are lacking and, for the most part, don't land as well as they're supposed to. There is probably a worse finale in the remaining four seasons, but this is… not great 😬
It did though pull me out of a heatwave induced anxiety spiral so it's got that going for it 🤷
The opening fight scene is epic and I love the music.
What I love even more ? Alex rushing to Kara (though one has to wonder why Maggie came with her with zero regard for her own safety or why Alex didn't think at any point between this episode and the previous one to offer her girlfriend a bulletproof vest (or, like, a helmet))
(Maggie standing in the background literally : 🧍♀️)
(I swear my heartrate lowers when I see the sisters standing next to each other)
One of the things that did land right this episode is Lena and Lillian. It's often difficult to parse for truth in what she says (especially because Lena is always so insistent that her mother doesn't love her) and most of what she does is self-serving, but she does seem genuine when she apologises for constantly choosing something else over Lena
And the way Lena reacts to it is heartbreaking. At the end of the day, whether or not Lillian loves her or not is irrelevant because she has never put her first a day in her life.
And whether Lillian does this intentionaly or not, she is still hitting exactly where she needs to hit to get Lena to bend to her will 🙃 Such a healthy mother-daughter relationship !
Meanwhile Kara, who never misses a chance to attempt suicide in the season finale, challenges Rhea to deadly combat.
We then take a brief detour via Cat's office for some much needed levity and I have to say that it is so unfair that they gave her back to us for two episodes only to then take her away again until the very end of the show.
Snapper, who unless I'm mistaken isn't even in next season, is not an adequate replacement, for what Cat brought to the show, and I will forever mourn what CatCo was like in the first season.
Cat is CatCo, and it simply was never the same once she left.
Back at LCorp, Lena says what's got to be one of the weirdest lines of the entire show
Why is she saying this ? What's the point of it ? Did you (superhero I have homoerotic tension with) know that Kara Danvers (my best friend who I am in love with and who is ostensibly not you) was dating this random piece of untoasted bread ?
What's the point and why the hell is Kara looking at her like that ??
I hate that Clark compares Mon-El to Lois (🤢) but I do love his conversation with Kara about fighting for the people you love, which picks up on the thread of what Cat told her in the previous episode.
Again, it's not about who you're fighting, it's about who you're saving.
I do hate though this running thing they have about Kara not being able to have it all. It seems like it's just a thin excuse to constantly bring her down, much in the same way her powers fluctuate to fit whatever plot they have going on, and I don't fucking like it.
I do like a good super hug though.
For some fucking reason, the battle for National City takes place on a random roof (???) but Kara looks hot so I'll take it.
Somehow, and in spite of having seen this show multiple times, I always forget the plot twist of Rhea having Kryptonite in her vein ; perhaps because this is a truly bonkers plot point.
Back at LCorp again to learn that LENA GAVE THE REMOTE TO HER SECRET BOX TO SUPERGIRL
What the actual fuck ?
And for a moment, it looks like Kara won't need it, that, burning with Kryptonite, she will still save the world on her own in the culmination of a very, very cool fight ; but of course Rhea isn't holding up her end of the bargain...
And Kara has to poison her boyfriend which, as you can guess, I don't really care about 🤷
What I do care about ? That her first thought is to call for her sister for help, that faced with the worst case scenario, when there is nothing else she can possibly do, she still thinks there is something her big sister can do for her 🥹
So Kara sends the prick away which I would be more happy about if 1. I didn't know he's coming back next season 🙄, 2. it wasn't the beginning of Kara's depressed era, 3. she wasn't forsaking two of her last physical ties to her homeworld : her pod AND THE FUCKING NECKLACE HER MOTHER GAVE HER !!
This is bullshit 😠
On the balcony of sadness, Clark tries to cheer Kara up in a frankly fucking weird way by telling her he would never be able to sacrifice the love of his life for the world and she is so much stronger than he is. I'm not super sure this is helpful for Kara, but I do love the reminder (no matter how accidental) that the prick wasn't the love of Kara's life (you know who Kara wouldn't be able to sacrifice though... ? Yeah, that's right.)
And after sort of implying that she will always be alone because she will always sacrifice her love for the sake of the world, he takes off and leaves his traumatised cousin to cry alone 🤷 He does have a pattern of abandoning her 🙃
No worries though because Alex is here !! And that scene is one of the few that do land right for me in this episode and also the music is so good and if I hadn't been hardcore dehydrated I might have cried 😭
Alex is so worried for her sister and the only thing she can do is tell her she's proud of her for making the hard choice 😭
And she is so desperate to help, she has to do something for Kara, but ! Kara ! has ! already ! started ! to ! close ! off !
😭
Now, Kara's lack of impulse control is, rightfully, pointed out all the time but what about Alex's ? Because how does she even jump from "never let her go" to ASKING MAGGIE TO MARRY HER ?
They've known each other for, what, six months ?
And to be fair even if Maggie hadn't left at the beginning of next season, I don't see this going anywhere. They manufactured this big disagreement over kids, but this relationship was never meant to last in the first place. Inadvertantly or not, this season has amply demonstrated that they are not right for each other, and at the very least I'm grateful that we didn't have to witness the writers have them jump through incredibly more ludicrous hoops to keep them together 🙄
Kara, in a Rao tier outfit, seeks refuge one last time in Cat's office (☹️)
(Look at who has belt loops for once !!)
And Cat gets to dispense one last piece of advice. Kara's ability to feel her emotions so deeply is a strength, and, regardless of the state of her personnal life right now, she is going to do great things ; she has already started, both in her journalism carreer and as Supergirl (because it turns out that Cat does know that Kara is Supergirl !!!)
This season ends on a very different note from the previous one. Instead of being surrounded by her friends and family, Kara flies off alone feeling super sad and I'm feeling quite ambivalent about the whole thing...
But !
Fear not !
My girl Sam is on her way 😊
(The Five Stages of Grief Saga) Denial (Kara Danvers v. Natasha Romanoff)
Summary: The five stages of grief after losing a relationship that defined you in many ways. OR once upon a time, you were dating Natasha Romanoff but when her alcoholism became too much, it sent you on a journey to National City but now you find yourself coming back to New York for something you could've never planned for.
(All parts will be found on both Kara's masterlist and Natasha's masterlist).
Words: 2223
Warnings: Mentions of alcoholism, abuse, language, angst, major character death (not Kara, reader, or Natasha).
A/N: So this AU is gonna deal with some rough topics. It's a Marvel/DC crossover. There's gonna be talks of alcoholism, abusive behaviors, death, relapse, self-worth, etc. Just a fair warning across the board. This isn't gonna be a light, fluffy series.
Also, I am working on part 3 of the TPOLASK. Should be posted this week.
-X-
Kara: I had fun tonight :) it was wonderful. I hope you know I meant it when I said I care about you. You make me feel so special and I want to make you feel the same. Because you are.
Blushing at the heartfelt words, you combed your fingers through windswept hair as you stepped into the threshold of your apartment. There was something incredibly sincere about the blonde reporter who’d bumped into you – quite literally – on your second week in National City. It was both refreshing and terrifying, because while you had feelings for her—deep, genuine feelings that you didn’t know what to do with— your last relationship kept you paralyzed with fear and despite Kara’s insistence that she was willing to wait, you just felt… trapped.

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a few thoughts after seeing the supergirl movie today
i liked what they did with kara's character and backstory a lot. i've always thought that kara's experiences with krypton being so different than clark's is fascinating, and getting to see bits and pieces of it was awesome, especially with it being so different than what i've seen in the past. kara danvers from the supergirl tv show was SO much like clark, even though she was older when she landed on earth. she just... got adopted and the trauma didn't seem to catch up with her in the ways that interested me
i love how much her experiences affected her in this version. i loved the concept of cutting off a piece of their planet and trying to make it survive but failing because they ended up poisoning themselves. that's just AWFUL. also loved the little nods to clark's parents being fascist weirdos. but imagine that you're science partners with your brother and you're like hey my idea to save our people is to make a little ark to save as many of us in our home city as possible. and your brother says hey no so MY idea is to send my infant son off in a little pod by himself to take over a planet where he'll have super duper powers and then continue our species as conquerors. and you're like woah dude i didn't even know you were a fascist what the FUCK
kara's grief and loss of self were ++++
i did love the way that her kind heart got her involved in a situation that was completely outside of her purview because this kid was going to get herself killed if she didn't. like. ruthie would have died so many times without her. oh my god
very good core relationship for the movie. i loved ruthie's growth and the way that these similarities fueled the story
the theme of not having to always be nice to be kind worked really well 1 in contrast to superman, who is BOTH nice and kind and 2. as the story of a both a woman and a refugee. because clark is, technically a refugee, but he's the one that came as an infant. his loss of culture and people is much more.. distant than hers. kara was there as she watched her parents wither and die and then send her away into space. she lost her home and was thrust into a world where they no longer existed. she doesn't have it in her to be nice in the same ways that he does, and that's refreshing to see with a female lead
the gender issues were... interesting. i liked the choice to make all of the pirates women, i liked that most of the people that they fought were men and that there was some level of dealing with gender (kara and ruthie both using stereotypes about women to manipulate male characters, the situation with the stolen sisters) but it was also... so viscerally terrifying. like oh yeah all of these young girls are being sold into slavery as sex slaves and broodmares. that's just... happening. hopefully kara destroyed the entire operation but we don't really know that. plus we had to watch an entire black family be killed on screen to cement how "evil" the already evil villain was and provide a point of conflict between our leads. and the ways that ruthie and kara were both subjected to this and also held apart from it were... uncomfortable. i can tell that it was intentional, but i'm still not sure how well i feel like it played
i'm so glad that kara spared ruthie from killing that guy but also that she still killed him. because he needed to fucking die and i was a little worried they wouldn't do it. she wasn't getting him to intergalactic prison or anything and he was going to KEEP DOING THAT SHIT. kara who is not nice but is kind. is not polite but is GOOD
the sound track was pretty solid. not phenomenal, but not bad either
it's nice to be have B list female superhero movies. like. we're not still at the point where it feels like the fate of female led superhero movies DEPENDS on them being good. we got wonder woman and captain marvel, both dc and marvel's best female superhero movies out of the way. now we can have some that are more eeeeehhhh and not worry that they'll be the death knell. and that's nice!
krypto the perfect dog the perfect pup love of my life strife of my strife
Musician Age Gap AU Pt 4
Dropping Esme off at home turns into more than just a simple kiss and ride. She parks and walks Esme to the front door. The tears had petered out halfway home, but it had left Esme shaky and exhausted. And when Alex opens the door to welcome them home, she can barely get out a "how was it?" before Esme bursts into fresh tears and darts up the stairs to her bedroom.
Alex watches her daughter go, then turns back to Kara with an accusatory look. Kara sighs. "It's a long story."
"I'll put the kettle on."
american teenager ethel cain as kara
wait gimme a second I gotta listen to it I’m gonna do a listen for Kara Danvers and Kara Zor el
👎👎👎👎👎👎👎👎 mean your mean to me gosh now I’m thinking of highschool Kara Danvers and how lonely she was she had one friend and he died and she DIDNT make friends after that she didn’t make friends in college either guys her first real friend was Winn (I’m not counting Alex in all this because that is her sister) who had a crush on her then James who she had a ‘crush’ on her next friend is then Lena and Mon-el this is kinda not related but oh my goodness she is not gonna be normal about friendship and intimacy AT ALL!!! So is so lonely it makes me sick
👎👎👎👎👎👎👎👎👎👎👎 once again you mean to me 👎👎👎👎👎👎 KARA ZOR EL IS SO LONELY!!! Her trying to act tough and say she doesn’t need anyone when she doesn’t have anyone like yes girl put up the wall that traps you and her trying to drink eats her problems ooooughhhh my baby her not knowing if she should still worship rao or let it die with krypton since it wasn’t enough to save it anyways “say what you mean but say it like you mean it” to Clark to her dad I’m gonna vomit