#dancing partners

Well, I think she's been nicer to me now. And if she starts sounding mean, I stop smiling and try to say something kind of jokingly to let her know and so far it's worked a bit.

Well anyway, she got a dancing partner for "the prom for the older ones" which we have on Feb (day before my bday!!). Aand a little while ago she started dating the partner of hers. I also have a dancing partner but we're not close at all. If anything, I feel like we're a little awkward around each other.

Today we were sitting under some stairs at school because there's a little couch and it's peaceful there, kinda. It was first me, her and this other girl and that c-friend (cruel friend) was being on iPad all the time. Then I started using phone and of course they both immediately said about it that I'm all the time using my phone. What else am I supposed to do when they're not even talking to me? Anyways, then c-friend's boyfriend arrived and I felt awkward because they cuddled a little. They didn't kiss tho, thank god (for my eyes, haha). And then a bit later my dancing partner came and said "hii, can I come here" and I smiled at him saying yes and he sat down almost opposite of me. Then that other girl was using c-friend's iPad and c-friend and her bf were complaining that we weren't socializing.

Then c-friend was like "hey" and made suggestions with her hands that me and my dancing partner should get together and I looked at her in a surprise and kinda uncomfortable and said (this is a made up name) "Sally!" and I didn't look at the guy at all. She was like whaaat and I said "oooh baaad..." and continued using my phone.