Well gosh, gee golly :D

I like my eyes, my hair, my sense of style, my sense of humor and my taste in music xD

What I don’t like is people posting videos of their friends or whoever random person and they kinda laugh at them or anything because first, that’s rude and second, does the person know you’re posting them not only on your story but for the whole world to see? I also don’t like seeing kids there. I mean I don’t mind if I see families having fun but like kids filming themselves or each other. I just don’t feel so safe about that. And I also don’t like when people post videos of themselves DRIVING and the radio or whatever is playing music loud. Firstly the music is annoying and secondly, don’t use your phone while driving! Oh yeah, and I also don’t like the endless amount of vids of ppl partying and being in a bar or a concert where again the music is too damn loud for your potato phones to handle XD

And of course the things that I like about the map, there are less of them than those thing I don’t like. 

Relationship status: single .

Lipstick or Chapstick : lipstick .

Last music I listened to: Ae Dil Hai Mushkil

Top 3 shows : SPN / TWD / GOT.

Top 3 Characters : Dean Winchester / Daryl Dixon / Jon Snow .

Top 3 ships: I have none.

Relationship status: been single ever since I was born into this cruel world  

Lipstick or Chapstick: lipstick

Last music I listened to: when I’m on my computer just tumblring around and other stuff, I tend to listen to heavier music. like Evanscence which I’m listening atm, Within Temptation, Nightwish... giving myself nostalgia :D I also love lisening to Pvris and Porcelain Black these day. I have tons of music I love tho. I do like the music everyone else likes, the ones that are played on the radio. I like The Chainsmokers - Paris and others, aaaand Finnish music with Finnish words

Top 3 shows: well, umm.. my all time favorite is The Walking Dead. then there’s also Gilmore Girls which I looove. and I really liked that Dirk Gently’s detective thingy. and Doctor Who and Sherlock........ Skins! I loved Supernatural but I stopped watching after season 9, I dunno why... kinda tired of it just never ending :’P I love comedy shows too, and Friends is my absolute fav of everything. Oh, and I love Misfits. from Netflix I’ve now been watching Waterloo Road and I quite like it. I’ll just highlight the ones I really really really like from these that I mentioned. oh and ps. I also like anime   

Top 3 Characters: omg. uummm. well.... Joey and Phoebe from Friends, Petyr Baelish from GoT, Michonne and Rick and Daryl from TWD, Dean and Sam from Supernatural, Lorelai and Rory from GG.... I’ll just do the highlight thingy again....

Top 3 ships: I’m not the most shipping kind. but I have this on-off ship of Petyr and Sansa. like, in a way it’s so omggg yesss probs bc Sansa is young and Petyr is not but Petyr is haaawt and I have a things for older men and for Petyr/Aidan Gillen especially so maybe that’s why... but yea, on the other hand I’m like “leave Sansa alone you creep, you can’t be trusted” :’) umm.. Rick and Daryl! definitely. I love them, I love them together. also from GoT: Brienne and Jaime!!! *insert heart-eyes*

It started with Negan and his men already having me and a lot of random others (many girls) as... some people they wanted to make part of their group. But it was like, we were kinda prisoners because we weren’t trustworthy yet.

And there was this big house in which we all lived in, or something. And we were given some rooms with a lot of beds so many had to sleep in the same room. And every one of us were so scared. And it was winter.

Negan then at some point started going around talking to all of us and it was like he wanted to claim all the girls for himself. Probably because of all those smuts I see here in tumblr, lmao. But then there was some.. I don’t even remember what but we had to do some sort of handy work but one of the girls broke something and everyone got so scared that if Negan found out he’d be so terrifying even though it was some little thing. So I hid it and luckily he never asked about it but the feeling of being afraid all the time...

His men walked around keeping their eyes on us, and they were mostly fuglies but then one of them looked exactly like Max Thieriot. So I thought he was cute, but I didn’t like him because he was one of Negan’s men. And when I was sitting on a bed in my room, he and some other guy came in there to just keep an eye on me and he looked at in such a mean way and I was just quiet but I was annoyed xD

Then at some point I was alone in the room and Negan came in there. IRL I’m a very curvy girl, big, so I was that in the dream, too, so I hoped Negan wouldn’t pay me much attention because I’m not as pretty as anyone who’s thin but ofc I am the main character of my own dream so Negan liked me very much. And he never wanted to hurt me. But there was some random thing going on, two girls writing each other notes that they hid in books and Negan knew about it and gave me an order to find the books with the notes. I hesitated to do that so he stopped smiling and raised his voice to tell me to obey him. I kept my pokerface whenever I had to deal with him but goddamn the fear I felt in the dream felt so real! So I gave a book to him with the notes and he went to deal with it. One of the note writing girls came in the room to pick something bc she had to go to see  Negan ofc and I was crying and saying sorry to her.  “He made me. He knew about them and just ordered me to give them to them. I had to. I’m sorry!!!” And I felt so... terrified. You don’t even understand.

Then some time after Negan wanted to spend a nice evening with music and us people around him. He wanted to dance and he picked me. I never could look at his face much but I tried a little and I tried to smile if I felt it was what he wanted but I couldn’t do it properly and he was, like, kinda disappointed about it. About me not warming up to him. But he didn’t hurt me. There were some girls who wanted to be his favorite and they didn’t like it that it was me who actually was.

Then... I remember we had to do stuff outside, and it was still winter, yes. Lmao. Everyone was wandering around. Negan was going with the others and I was left with that Thieriot guy and we talked and somehow warmed up to each other. He seemed to like me and I started to like him and I hoped that someday he’d help me go away. We were walking around and then we were gonna go somewhere.. like, further away so this other guy of Negan’s was like “hey where you think you going” but Thieriot talked to him so he let us go but then the guy was a little pissed at something and pointed some thing written on some random wall. And it was some random text I didn’t even understand in the dream so I asked wth does it mean and Thieriot was like “Well... apparently you’ve *done something* to betray Negan”. And then it was somehow known that I had to deal with Negan bc he knew about the text and I was afraid and I was like “But... I could never do that. I wouldn’t dare!! I wouldn’t” and Thieriot agreed and I was like “So, like... one of the girls has done this... to frame me” and then Thieriot agreed again and I was so scared. I was like repeating “Oh my God I’m gonna die. Of course Negan’s gonna kill me. He’s so gonna! I’m gonna die” but then I woke up to my alarm clock.