So i recently set a few things up to help me with my disorders. Im tired of being stuck so i at least have to try to get unstuck somehow. I am in therapy and recovery groups, Its been tough to express my emotions and recognizing what im going through. I need a change so im doing the damn thing. OH im also changing eating habits, and im 70% enrolled in school to become a auto mechanic. I figure it would help me to fund my instruments sometime in the future so i can play again, Anyways i pray this works cause i have no idea what else im gonna do if i stay stuck.