#cygnonymous

So I made a drawing of Gabriel and Levon for Cygnonymous for christmas! :D (Yes, I know it's late, but better late than never!) 

... The list is not so small. ._.

My To-Do List:

Fiction

World of Warcraft:

The Dark Rose (Rosmary)

On the Edge of the World (Tovaras)

Eternal Flame (Kija)

Dead, but Alive (Fin’Doras)

Dragon Age: Origin:

Just a Little Rose (Alistair/Jowan)

Well-Worn Journal (Theron)

Mass Effect:

Sentinel (M!Shepard/Kaidan)

Gundam Wing:

New Hope Home (1x2x1)

Illusions (1x2x1)

Original Story:

The Sunguard

The Sunguard – Touched by the Sun

Art-Projects

200 Theme Challenge

Tovaras’ Journal

The Red Jackals Guild-Picture

Special Friend Project (Guild and Friends)

“People in WoW I give a damn about” project

The Tinder-Box (Comic)

Special Drawings

Frank Davison

Young Kevin w/Data-CLU

Pandy Christmas Present (Levon/Gabriel)

Happy Valentines Day (Tovaras)

Rule 1: Always post the rules.

Rule 2: Answer the questions the person who tagged you has written and write 11 new ones.

Rule 3: Tag 11 new people and link them to your post.

Rule 4: Let them know you’ve tagged them.

(I was tagged by my wifeys mandyshepard and mercy-shepard. I'm answering mandy's questions though)

Questions:

1) Kill, Shag, Marry : TIM, Hackett, Anderson? Kill TIM, Marry Hackett, Shag Anderson? Or Shag and THEN kill TIM afterwards, Marry Anderson, Kill Hackett.

2) If you could play the lead in one TV series what would it be and why? Buffy on BTVS! Obvs cause she's a BAMF.

3) What one act in your life are you most ashamed of? There are a few, but none that stick out as things I regret so desperately. Probably any form of bullying that I did when I was younger and stupider.

4) Have you ever got so drunk you woke up with someone you don’t know? Nope!

5) If you could change one thing about you what would it be? Give myself the ability to freaking draw. Or the ability to not suffer from depression.

6) What was the last thing that made you cry? My girlfriend saying she loved me. The way she put it was so beautiful I started crying <3

7) What did you want to be when you were a child? A writer.

8) If you had to pick would you become a Werewolf, a Vampire or a Ghost? Werewolf. 

9) What’s your comfort food? Bacon bits. Or my mom's pasta sauce!

10) What’s your most prized posession? My computer. It has my big music collection, and my years of collected writing, and years upon years of pictures.

11) What’s your guilty pleasure? Maybe Sailor Moon Sera Myu? I don't know, I feel like Barry Manilow and Yanni might count, but I think anyone who dislikes them is freaking crazy. CRAZY. 

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My Questions:

What is your biggest fear?

What was your best birthday experience?

What has been your longest relationship?

What are three of your favorite books/series?

What was your first fandom? Not necessarily the one you were involved in online with, but the first fandom you loved? (Example: Mine was Power Rangers. I was 3 years old.)

What kind of plastic surgery would you ever consider having? When you get older do you think you'll have surgery done to keep you looking young?

When was the last time you were a patient in a hospital?

Dean or Sam? xD

Fuck, Marry, Kill: Kai Leng, Joffrey, Voldemort?

Dogs or cats?

Three favorite musicians/bands?

I love every single one of you. Not just for your involvement in my fandom, but for being amazing people that I consider a legitimate family. You have changed my life so fundamentally, I cannot even begin to explain.

I remember joining a join.me viewing of Pandy drawing MP art, and being friends with Deb (shenkolove at the time) and Peg, and having one of you say that I should for sure join the RP group. And I wanted to for so long, but when I was given a real invite, I felt... accepted.

I mean, in kindergarten, I told my class that I had watched Beauty and the Beast the night before. At once, the class decided to pretend-play Beauty and the Beasty based on my suggestion. Everyone got a part. I got excited; as I was the one who had the initial idea, I was sad that I was not Belle, but I was excited by the idea of having a role. I asked, from the end of the table where we sat eating lunch, who I could be. Chip, or Babette, or anything? 

My friend, Christina, from the end of the table (which seems so long now, as if she sat there at the opposite end of a room in judgment) said words I will never forget:

"Oh. YOU can't play with us."

I have been an outcast my entire life - I've always wanted to be part of a group. To be part of the RP group means more to me than I can put into words. I don't mean to be melodramatic: I feel, for the very first time, like I belong. And it is amazing. 

Thank you.