#caleb-ghost

Thank you for constant support. For being there, patting my head, holding my hand and hugging me when I needed it.

2012 has been a hard year for many, me included. Have I had it the worse? Probably not. I've had it pretty good, when thinking about it, all things considered. Sure, some days have sucked monkeyballs, but I've had good days too.

And I hope I have helped in creating more smiles than I have made people annoyed.

I like to think that I am not high maintaindance, but sometimes insecurities takes me over, especially in times of stress, and I get my own, personal little raincloud following me for a day or so before I manage to chase it away. So to those I have pestered while the raincloud has been over me; I am sorry and I love you for holding out with me. You should all have a freakin' medal.

Last night was a boiling-point for me. The day before a very important (and yet unimportant) delivery. My final delivery for this year. Am I done? Far from it. But in 3 days, I will be on my way -home- and I will have the time to just sit down and breathe. I will have a cat on my lap, privacy for a little while and just... Repair myself.

I think it is needed.

So yeah. Thank you.

Thank you cuppaandlamingtons, for listening to my breakdowns and giving me advice. For preventing me from quitting when I wanted to. Thank you cygnonymous for the very same.  Thank you pirateypeg for being awesome, showing more strenght than I could ever hope for. Thank you mabbonetsamhain and caleb-ghost for hours of grand fun, laughs and good fun as well as support.  Thank you joasakura for the chance to play with everyone. I hope I haven't dissapointed and I hope to play more in the future.  Thank you nymfetamine for being a strong, wonderful, beautiful person. Never forget that. Thank you livvyowl for being my best friend. <3 you. 

And thank you to those who might never see this, but I hope you know anyway. Because I try my very best to show it or say it, whenever I can.

So, I might be a bit early, but hey. Just in case the world goes under on Friday, yeah?