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This is your local CV fictive here to say that I have started what I'm calling BIT.TRIP Wednesdays! This is where I stream a BIT.TRIP game every Wednesday; I would be playing through the whole series, aiming for every collectible possible, and even playing through a batch of custom levels on RERUNNER!

As of right now, I am playing through the mainline series; I started with BEAT last week and I will be playing CORE this week (later today!). I do have to ask, and I asked this in other places as well...

...It's also funny because I can even add a tagline due to the acronym for this (BTW).

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We've always been averse to anger, hatred, and similar reactions... Especially if we're on the receiving end. But I can't help but wonder...

...If part of that is because of me.

We got into my source (BIT.TRIP) back in 2013. We were still very, very young and developing. And if we've had the seeds of plurality growing at the time, it is very likely that I *formed* back then. I am a Longtimer; I've hung around in an abstract way before syscovery properly gave me shape. But with how long ago our entry into my source was... That frame of time would allow for more of any effect on how our brain works...

If you know my story, then you know what happens to me in FATE. After being bombarded again and again by negativity and hatred despite wanting to combat it with positivity, it drove me to a breaking point. I succumbed to my own to the point where I was blinded and tunnelvisioned by it. Because of how blinded by my own rage I was, I couldn't focus on anything else other than getting rid of my adversary... No matter what it took.

And that resulted in my DEATH.

That's why I can't help but wonder... On top of what we need to help our brain overcome... If every time we face such intensity no matter if it is directed to us or to others, we're reminded of me. Of what I've faced. Of what became of me.