#currently it's

It might be that I'm a sad masc lesbian who is somehow fighting off the family addiction of cigarettes and whiskey. But it's always the sad looking kind-of dads who turn to drinking because expressing their emotions in a healthy way is scary.

me, after three dots from stardom: oucH.

so currently it’s about Nie Huaisang feeling incredibly at home with the dead, more than with living people, and oh, i might actually have to add a bit about how he probably prefers them, much less messy without blood gushing all over the place. the only living person he feels a connection to is a guy who is actively about to get killed and huh, maybe that says something about Huaisang but oh well! too busy finishing his revenge, no time for introspection, moving on!

Me after RNM: this is such a Malex song omg

UGH MY BEAUTIFUL PERFECT PRECIOUS BB SPACE MOSES