#cryptic-mystic

Not BATIM related but as an artist, I’d like to share my commission journal with everyone. ♥

For those who weren’t informed: My DeviantART username is Cryptic-Mystic: http://cryptic-mystic.deviantart.com/ I post lots of other art there, so please feel free to check it out.

Commissions are always open, I offer a variety of them. I also create adoptables and YCH’s if anyone’s interested. From now on I will be accepting commissions through Tumblr as well. Payment outside of DA must be either through PayPal (message me for details) or Ko-fi.com.

sorry yr having such a rough time. thinking of you and your radness <3

hey thank you so much fsanvfnvievo

little things make a big difference for me re: this. like i wear a androgynous cologne and boyish underwear… SECRET GENDER MAGIC?

yeahyeah like. i haven’t bought a binder yet because i am Very Poor at the moment, even though I feel like it would make me feel a lot more like myself -- but i have a sports bra that flattens my chest a lot that makes me feel better, which i wore today, which was nice.  but like i had this moment today where i was talking to our intern and he was like, i’m going to wear a suit for the auction on friday! and i was like that is awesome!!! and i realized that i couldn’t say that i want to wear a suit too. i realized that even if i owned one, people wouldn’t think i looked nice, they would think i looked weird. i realized that whenever i dress more ~neutral~ whatever that means, the people around me probably think i don’t look as nice and when i wear lots of makeup (so, every day that they’ve seen me) they’re all seeing it as me being really “”””girly””””  and idk i just feel. sad. and i feel like they all just think i look like a girl, like i don’t look alternative enough or enough like the ~~internet model~~ of genderqueer to ever come out to any of them or ask them to use my pronouns or. anything like that.