#crisea

The very best of my Sith Inquisitor, Crisea.

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Cotton On aviator shades | M+P+E hooded poncho | Gray worn out denim shorts | Brown ankle boots from Korea | Dark brown frill socks from The Landmark

HYPE on LOOKBOOK.nu: http://lookbook.nu/look/4289271-Dreamin-and-trippin-down-south

My boyfriend and I, together with his cousins, one day decided to go to Tagaytay on a whim. Nothing special, just to spend bonding time somewhere else haha!

And so I took that opportunity to ask my bby to take outfit pictures of me, sorry I wish I wasn't this vain LOL. And I wish my boyfriend wasn't that hard to convince everytime I ask him hahaha! (ang arte ko daw kasi) Thank you love <3

^I love this hooded poncho so much. It has all the elements that I like - feathers, tassels, the hood, and the polkadots! I feel a bit like a mori girl, yeah just a bit. Toinks ;)

So there I am, looking at the horizon, acting so deep, emotional, and all that.

^These ankle boots are from my other mom, lol. It was from Gab's mom, given to me as a graduation gift. Thank you <3 Tch, my own mom didn't give me any hahahaha!

^I love this exposed shot, taken by my bby. I dunno, I feel like I'm going to dissappear and go to where the seishis are lolol.

^I think this was a stolen shot, probably... err or not? :)) Taken by the steeps slopes = dramu effect. What? Hahaha!

So below are our derpy pictures, which by the way is normal selves. @u@

And when I do.. (by Zulueca Crisea De Guia) Sometimes I just feel the need to dress down.

Especially when I totally frustrated. Days like this come several times a month, and ever since I finished college, my frustration doubled compared from years before, one of the major reasons is my age.

Not to boast, but I do get a lot of people telling me that I look younger than my age, around 2-3 years younger. I appreciate it a lot, since I don't want to look my age at all hahaha, but it really is frustrating and heavy on the inside.

Because I feel like I haven't enjoyed my teen years that much, it went by so fast. I had a lot of dreams back then and thinking about it now, I haven't really fulfilled most of it yet. It's not that grand or anything, just small things like having a lot of time to sew, craft, cosplay, audition for lots of shizniz, and a bunch of silly teenager stuff. I wanted to prove something back then but my "forgiving" and "kind" nature took over and gave in back then, because I thought I could change my guy then who restrained me ;ls;. But meh, I wasted A LOT of precious time. 2 years of nothingness. Airhead.

I'm not that old, I'm 22. Turning 23 in a couple of months. It's not too late I know, but other factors like work, and some other responsibilities, keep holding me back a bit. The idea of marriage, and having a child, is also almost there. Yes, I want to get married to my boyfriend of almost 4 years, but after that he wants a child already, and I don't. Not yet. Not in 2 years. I'm not even good with kids yet, they annoy me and they scare me ;A; (sige ako na masama haha!)

And it's all because of my never ending frustration of doing something for myself. I'm working on it now, but then I lack inspiration. With no one supporting, all I have is myself for these things to happen. Some of them cannot be achieved anymore because of my age, despite of how I look.

Reasons, I have a lot of them. But past is past anyway, all that matters right now is what I should do. I just need to be more decisive. All is well in my life right now and I have nothing to worry about.

HYPE at Lookbook!: What took you so long? (by Zulueca Crisea De Guia) A no-brainer outfit for a cloudy and busy day.

This was from some months ago, I felt too lazy to open my other online accounts that's why I only posted now. Anyway, who cares? :)

I love this hoodie so much, but it shrank after I handed it over to the dryers, ughhh.. I'm not comfortable wearing it again, and I'm VERY VERY sad about this.

Aside from that, my college years have finally ended, YAY! I'm graduating on October 20. I'll miss my school and my few treasured friends from there ; A ;. De La Salle-College of St. Benilde molded me into something good, and when I say good, I mean I'm more nicer than ever, lololol. Well, I learned lots of important and essential things in life, I think I've matured in some way. I really can't describe it properly.

Since I've no class already, I've been hikki for weeks now, only using my Facebook and Twitter, reading manga most of the time, and sometimes practice dance and song covers for the lulz. I'm frustrated with a lot of things and I can't help doing whatever comes to mind. I hate getting bored hahaha!

I still can't get my drive to sew and draw again. I'm not idling or something, I just felt out of sorts on it as of now. I love doing them but I'm just not that inspired, I'm more inspired doing covers now or doing fanfictions with my friends. Well, I think I just missed doing those things, school kept me from doing it.

Crème brûlée escapade (by Zulueca Crisea De Guia)

This was from last month. I found the dress in my usual thrift shop, and I find it very comfortable, surprisingly. It was in mint condition and it still had a tag on it, luckyyy hahaha! 

Earlier that day, I was having a hard time what vest should I wear with this dress, because it matched all of them ;u; And good thing I wore this light dress because it was so humid that day. My bag's so bulky because I brought with me my iPad and a lunch box. :)  I forgot to take a picture of the scarf, which I got last year. It's from Bossini and it's so soft and fluffy! It also has a very beautiful and delicate design. I'll take a better shot of it next time.

That's how dark my skin is now, from the football games last May and my afternoon commutes to school. 

Shot by Lalli Kier at De La Salle-College of St. Benilde

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