#crazy shit.

to this day, I think about when someone was talking about composting (probably some fucking. youtuber.) and they were like, oh yeah, I compost my veggie trimmings / food scraps. I had to do a lot of research on it and you need to get these worms and you put your compost into this tumbler and make sure to check the ph and it's in this sealed container and and. diva, you don't need Compost Equipment, I'm looking at you and I can see that you're standing in a yard. you can throw that shit on the ground. put it on the dirt. lay the food down on the fucking dirt

the thing about heathers the musical is that high school is genuinely just like that

the whole “i keep choosing you but you never choose me” is so insanely egregious and purely robert it actually takes my breath away. how many times has he tries to interfere in her life against her wishes…how many times has she stuck by him even when he was being the worst person in the world…how many times has vic forgiven him for doing horrible things and how many times has robert lies to vic about the horrific things hes done. and yet in his mind she’s the one rejecting him and being selfish because she isnt allowing him to dictate her moral compass.

no okay let me get this straight. poor choice of words i’m aware. buck buckley (post hookup mid crashout) heard tommy “mostly” joke about eddie being competition for him because of buck possibly having feelings for eddie. which tommy is apparently no longer worried about perhaps because he was not subject to the canonically unbearable level of Eddieranting that ravi was prior to them meeting up again. buck (from such hits as Yeah I Guess So) takes a second to load and then of COURSE denies it because eddie who is straight rented the house and therefore did not technically own it. now ideologically i dont agree with tommy but he kind of went off with .😐🙄okay. buck (pissed tf off) proceeds to tell tommy what can only really be interpreted as an affirmation that buck has feelings for eddie and doesn’t actually have feelings for tommy at which point tommy goes Ok Whatever again and runs out on the fucking feast he somehow made before buck woke up like a sim who’s been queued to make 8 meals in a row at 6am. aforementioned time before buck woke up also includes when he got it all (plus champagne rip) at a corner store? anyway. buck is still naturally shook up and swings by his sister’s house —the same sister who was abducted + is back now + she’s fine + she’s pregnant now + the two things are. not related— to go How Dare He because huh!! this must be a sensitive topic or something!!! he has graduated in this timeframe from tommy saying that eddie was “competition” -> buck has “feelings for eddie” -> buck is “In Love With Eddie” which buck says verbatim out loud twice. maddie who has watched buck be insane about that man for roughly 8 years is like🤨👀🤨👀are you?? and gently tells him with words it wouldn’t be that crazy if he Was in love w. eddie (common maddie w) and with expressions that it’s only a matter of time buck comes to the same conclusion and is mentally preparing herself for That capital t . buck repeats the fact that Eddie is Straight ! and vehemently denies being in love with him.sorry. denies being in love and/or “HOPELESSLY PINING” for him. no comment on whether or not it would in fact be hopeless if eddie wasn’t straight. good to also note here that nobody has questioned eddies sexuality atp or even in the whole episode. though omg i miss father brian already. anyway he halfheartedly says he should probably call “him” so maddie who thought he meant eddie is sooooooo behind the idea until she figures out buck is in fact planning to call tommy maybe and in a trademark WWED (what would eddie do🙏) moment she tells him he should absolutely not call tommy (COMMON MADDE W). buck doesn’t disagree. this is a real thing that really happened on our screens this week. and there’s more to it. and there’s more to come. smiling through it all can’t believe this is my life etc

lol there's no way I'm focusing on work for the rest of the day. I should just go home.