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Chronic Pain

1 to 3 on the Pain scale(of 10) at the very least each day

If i have work, i finish the day most of the time at 7 or 8 on the scale

This pain bc of work is mostly from the lower back to my feet

This pain includes the one in hips and lower back and is often so bad that it provokes an urgent need to go to the toilet where i will have diahrrea

The pain is often so bad that I need to do breathing work to try and calm myself and i have difficulty continuing to work.

This pain causes me a lot of stress before and during work.

I also have a lot of pain in my hand, wrist and fingers which is exercebated by work

I have chronic pain everywhere (each joints), but those talked about before are the most present.

My ankles (especially the left one) is really unstable.

Chronic Fatigue

Always tired. Worse because of my job

Sleeps most of the time i'm not working. If i'm not sleeping, I'm at least laying down or sitting.

Neurological Symptoms

Carpal tunnel syndrome in both hands and cubital tunnel syndrome in left hand

It has been around 2 years since the problems started

I'm unable to write or draw for more than a few minutes without feeling some numbness and tingling in my hand.

I'm right handed so it happens mostly in that hand, but my job makes me use my hand a lot so I often get similar symptoms in my left one

Happens a lot when I sleep

I also have weird numbness that travels from my feet to my head and causes a little bit of vertigo after a few hours on my feet. It's a weird feeling and is almost constant when it starts, but there are "shooting" of numbness from time to time that goes a bout of vertigo that is worse.

This one is hard for me to explain...

Menstruations

I haven't had my periods since the start of December, so around 7 or 8 months (this post is made in July) and it's impossible for me to be pregnant

In 2021, I had 6 periods in total.

I have a lot of acne and body hair.

I am overweight.

Jaw

A lot of pain and it worsen when I talk or eat.

My jaw clicks and pops and it seems like everytime I open my mouth wider than needed to talk, it sublux. Aka it pops out of its socket and immediately goes back in.

My mouth opens in a sideway V. So it goes to the right then center itself again.

I can't open my mouth wide.

My jaw will sometimes lock and presumably, the only reason it doesn't stay that way is because my joints, including my jaw, are somewhat hypermobile?

This is all of my main symptoms right now. One thing I didn't mention is my stomach problems that causes me to often go to the toilet with diarrhea.

Some of the illnesses I've considered are fibromyalgia, FND and Multiple Sclerosis. The only one that is apparently dismissed is MS since I did a MRI last year and there wasn't any lesions... (an mri I had to beg my doctor for btw)

I really want to change family doctor(I've wanted for a while), but I don't think there are anyways to do so in Canada/Québec until he retires which will apparently be in 2 years. And then, I will have to wait for years to get a new one and the thought brings me so much anxiety and grief over the fact that I may never know what's wrong with me...

I want help to find ideas of what illness I could have and ways to manage the symptoms at home...

If you live in Canada/Québec, I would also love to get an idea of what to do with this doctor business.

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