Feeling secondĀ ābestā
Especially if you are theĀ ānew additionā.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā In a polygamous relationship like the one I live in, no one has roles. In my eyes, we play our own roles anyway, naturally. Our man is the head of the house, and we are the help and support. As it should be. But....feeling second best...
Ā Ā Ā You just have to remember that there are some things that you have that the other might not, or even him.Ā
Fully be yourself..to unleash this peace.
Ā Ā Ā .....When it comes to being with a woman that is also with a man.....its a little weird to me to be honest, only because. As a woman, I can only do the same things he can, but more feminine, if that makes sense?Ā
On the flip, he can do things I canāt with a feel Iāll never have..Ā
Its no secret that both of the women involved are totally in love with this man so his touch is everything, which means its craved. Personally, I prefer the male touch. But then again, with a female certain things are more focused on and drawn out, You know what Iām saying....lol but I canāt say that for everyone.Ā
Ā Ā Iām a little more sensitive, so my feelings are involved as fuck. Venus in Scorpio....in a polygamous relationship? Go figure. Anyway, when I fall for you,Ā
IĀ
Ā Ā fallĀ
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā forĀ
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā you...Ā
Ā Ā Ā I always have to remind myself that the things that are done are also for my enjoyment....but it doesnāt always feel that way...I forget often and then have to recenter myself. Just like in any relationship, be it with one or fifty, there are ups and downs. You gotta remind yourself why you do this everyday.Ā
Ā Ā There are stubborn pieces of myself that I struggle with that are in my way of letting me live how I want to live, happily. Until then flourishing and security is the challenge.Ā











