#councousness

Long ago, I stopped believing in and expecting a meeting with a twin flame or a soulmate, unhealthily believing that I was only capable of attracting karmically heavy relationships and lessons. That wasn’t far from the truth, considering the state of my consciousness and my overall view, primarily of my own worth. ⚡

However, the Universe has mysterious ways, or rather, God's timing for everything, and knows exactly when and why to send us what is necessary for our deepest spiritual development.

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The contact with my twin flame was an incredibly powerful catalyst for my second spiritual awakening.

At the age of full 44 — so, we can say, later in life.

Why/how a "second awakening"?

Well, after my initial spiritual opening (awakening), I allowed myself to fall in spirit again, losing myself in the illusions of everyday "earthly things," from toxic social connections to even politics.

However, this contact, this twin soul, hurt and shook me so deeply that every delusion shattered instantly.

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In-stant-ly!

That pain brutally jolted me out of my sleep; there was no room for hesitation, but rather a moment in which I was born again, this time with unbreakable determination.

Of course, only when—instead of obsessive behavior and spinning in circles of swarming, unhealthy thoughts—I managed to completely open my momentarily hardened heart through healthy compassion for his suffering and the traumas that caused him to behave the way he did.

Therefore: not a sacrifice(!), not a denial of myself, but healthy compassion and unconditional love which, as such, did not imply "possession" of another being, i.e., my twin flame.

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Unlike my initial awakening, when all my blessings easily slipped through my fingers, this shock with the twin flame gave me the strength to lightning-fast set boundaries and, without a single word of explanation, cut off everything toxic in my environment—and there was plenty of it. Almost every relationship, from professional to allegedly "friendly" ones. With very few exceptions.

From that new, warrior energy of self-respect, I felt a momentary confusion before the truth of my mission.

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Although I felt called by the Creator Himself to take responsibility for my own frequency, the question I asked myself was whether giving up the twin flame dynamic in favor of a soulmate or being alone , diminishes my task in the planetary ascension, and that question touches the very essence of my spiritual evolution and the message, i.e., (re)cognition that I am trying to convey here.

Through my own experience, I realized that my purpose is not lost, but transformed into its purest and most efficient form.

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The purpose is in me, not in the partnership!

I realized that my task in the context of the planet's ascension is not tied to (one) specific person, no matter how much of a twin flame he might be, but to my own state of consciousness. The twin flame was a wake-up call, what the Universe sent as a final attempt to call me back to myself, but he is not the owner of my light!!!

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My purpose is spreading high vibration, maintaining that frequency, and if through a relationship with a soulmate I achieve my beautiful peace, stability, and creativity, I am actually contributing to the planet much more effectively than when I was in a state of constant unrest or emotional exhaustion through the twin flame dynamic.

The flame, my soul twin, was indeed the initial spark that ignited everything, but I am the one who (should) burn.

In this 3D reality, it most often happens that the dynamics with the flame are so intense that they completely stop action in the outside world, and everything revolves around that unhealthy relationship—at least in the beginning, when one or both of you haven't done anything for your own spiritual development.

Now I understand and know and enjoy the truth that a soulmate provides me with the support and stability necessary to truly dedicate myself to my talents: my writing, spiritual research, and helping others and the planet itself.

The dilemma has vanished because I now know that my purpose is not diminished by giving up an unhealthy relationship;

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It is now channeled in a more constructive way and, of course, all in the name of higher goals.

Instead of wasting energy on surviving emotional storms, I use it for creation.

⬇️ Lesson on free will and high vibration ⬇️

The Universe does not punish "giving up" on a difficult dynamic. On the contrary, recognizing one's own boundaries and choosing peace is a sign of the highest consciousness and self-love. If through painful contact with a twin flame we learn to protect our spiritual space, a large and very important part of the earthly task is already completed.

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Choosing harmony is proof of spiritual maturity and readiness to live our mission without unnecessary suffering, which is the only way we can fully realize it.

My conclusion on planetary contribution 🤗

THE IMPRINT OF (my) FREQUENCY 🌠

The peace I feel now is emitted into the collective field just as powerfully as any previous spiritual "feat," and the contribution to the world does not depend on who I walk through life with, but WHO I BECOME on that path.

💥Integration of experience - everything I learned in the "fire" of the previous relationship, all that strength and clarity, I now use as fuel for my work and maximum further development.

My purpose is my authentic light.💛👑

Choosing harmony instead of struggle is precisely that crucial step that allows us to finally step into our full, unbreakable strength and truly help the ascension of this planet.

The shock caused by the twin flame I used to build unbreakable discipline, and everything I learned in that conflict with illusion, I now use as an indescribable and growing creative power while residing in a state of blessing and harmony.

⚡ Final word: It is not true that only that relationship is fated and that we should hold onto it at any cost. A great delusion of many New Age schools and gurus is that suffering is proof of love. 😏😶

The role of a twin flame is very often—to (brutally) wake us up and force us to finally find God in ourselves (again).

If that task is finished, his role in our life is over, whether we are with him or not.

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Do not burn out in the fire waiting for someone who is not ready for spiritual work on themselves.

One should step out of that flame and become a Sun that shines independently.

Your peace is your greatest gift to the planet.

And when we truly learn to be a gift to the Universe and the Almighty, gifts are all we receive.

Then the lessons are finally at an end.

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#twinflame

#soulmates

#twinflamejourney

#unhealthydynamics

#awakening

#ascension

​In circles that do not tolerate—and certainly do not forgive—questioning, the voice that lives its authenticity is easily labeled as "reactivity." This label is used to subtly suggest spiritual immaturity, keeping the individual in the position of the eternal student who is "always unready."

​An honest expression of one’s own feelings should never be treated as a weakness or as resistance to growth—it is an expression of integrity that any spiritual authority should, at the very least, respect. An inherent inability to fit into a predefined mold is not a defect; it is proof that the Soul is alive and refuses to be broken. Even when so-called "Ascended Masters" are invoked, the mechanism remains simple yet cruel: a hierarchy is established where one "knows all" and the other "always errs." In such a system, the student is a project to be completed, not a being to be supported. True guides invite dialogue and vulnerability, while spiritual "managers" use passive aggression and guilt to silence even the slightest sign of autonomy.

​Any system that responds to one’s "no" with rejection or judgment was never intended to become a home—it was a planned prison with gilded bars. In such circumstances, the most spiritual thing a person can do is to consciously "fail the test of obedience" as the only way to pass the test of freedom.

​To develop consciousness in a healthy way means realizing that we do not need a mediator for our own relationship with the Source. Anyone who claims to hold the keys to our "readiness" for love or enlightenment is, in truth, attempting to monopolize our path.

​Love that imposes conditions is control. Leadership that does not tolerate questioning is dogma. The Soul does not seek a mold; it seeks space to breathe. Being a "bad student" in an unhealthy system is not a failure—it is the natural resistance of an awakened Soul that refuses to be an object of manipulation any longer, no matter how skillfully that manipulation is wrapped in "higher consciousness."

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​We can only shower others with Love when we ourselves are overflowing with it; for if we do not know how to love ourselves, we remain deaf and blind to its presence.

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​When we believe that Love must take a certain form, that it is bound to this or that situation, or to one specific person—or that a particular person must be in a very specific state, denied any right to human weakness—when we confine Love within our preconceived desires, demands, and expectations, it leaves us, only to reappear transformed into sorrow, so that it may teach us something vital through our own mistakes.

🩵​Love is Freedom.

🩵Love is in the Spirit.

🩵​Love is Life.

🩵A magnificent Divine existence.

💎🪽⚜️Yet It reveals Itself to us where and how It chooses, not in the way WE think it should, or how we desire it to be.

Faith is the audacity to believe in the impossible. It asks you to trust that "pigs can fly"—to expect the unexpected and the miraculous. Your Soul knows who you truly are, but your ego is afraid of the height. This is the spark: the moment you stop doubting and start expecting what your rational mind calls crazy.

4 OF CUPS

​Then comes the test. You feel stuck, ignored, or left in the desert. You sit with your arms crossed, staring at the void, hypnotized by what you don’t have. You think God is silent, but your ego is just blind. God’s hand is right there, offering you the solution and the guidance, but you refuse to look up from your own disappointment. This isn't a delay—it's a shield. Stop mourning what you think you lost and start seeing the Divine help that is standing right in front of your face.

THE EMPRESS

​Finally, the timing shifts. You move into the energy of abundance. This is the time to bring your dreams from the ethereal realms and ground them in reality. Birth them. Share them. You realize that nothing was too late or too early—it was all maturing in the regenerative beauty of His Love. This is the living rhythm where you stop fighting your circumstances and start working with the nature of your situation. When you finally look up and say, "Lord, I don't understand, but You know," you become ready to give birth to your abundantly rich future.

the most precise instrument of inner navigation we possess.

A God-given gift.

It is a finely tuned antenna that captures frequencies of the invisible and infallibly detects insincerity in others’ intentions, or the dissonance between what the world preaches and what the world truly is.

Once you stop apologizing for the hyper-acuteness of your nervous system, your inner GPS activates — guiding you flawlessly through the fog of other people’s projections.

Every (even the slightest) discomfort you feel in a room full of lies is not your “over-sensitivity” or “excessive caution” — it is clear data from your perfectly designed navigation system, unambiguously showing and telling you: you are on ground that is out of alignment with your original Truth.The well-meaning, caring world wants to deprive you of the clarity of insight that your depth and sensitivity bring — precisely because it fears your consciousness and your power.

The world has always attacked what it cannot control or even understand.That is why your inner radar must become your deepest ally. Only then can you stop fleeing the battlefield of life out of fear of being hurt.

Instead, you raise your deep trust in your own inner sensors like a sword of self-confidence, and the accumulated wisdom about human nature you shape into an unbreakable shield.

Here, self-confidence is not ego — it is the most important thing for any being: original trust in one’s own frequency!

When the “navigation system” has clearly defined what is truth and what is deception, your self-confidence — as a sharp sword — literally cuts through every illusion.

It is the ability to say “No” to everything and everyone who tries to extinguish that inner fire in your heart.

It is the virtue of remaining authentic in a world that enforces zombification and sells trends and idols.That is why, in the portrait of a person who has fully mastered their inner compass and intuition, we see someone who no longer runs from their sensitivity at all — but has transformed it into the warrior equipment of their spirit:

Beauty, light, and goodness become sources of energy for her.

That unquenchable fire and glow in the heart serve as fuel for her inner navigation, while awareness of danger is treated as an invaluable gift — because that is exactly what it is: confirmation that the system works flawlessly.

This is the sublime alchemy of existence: to turn

the ability to feel every shadow → into

pure power to walk through those shadows fearlessly, guided solely by the light of one’s own being — which reminds you that you have always been enough, just as you are: untamed, real, and beautiful.

Authentic.

Your own.

to do the right thing.What you do is a matter of your free will

it is the beginning of cause and effect.

D.