àȘâ⎠this love
steve harrington x fem!reader fluff
a part of my this love au !
cw: plot inaccuracies (for the plot, sue me)
how every member of the party realized you and steve were in love, true love. this time, it was will.
you and will werenât really that close. you joined the party only after the whole upside down thing unfolded.
when you took multiple beatings in an underground russian base, refusing to let a single piece of information slide, he realized you were strong. not physically, but where it really matters.
he really saw it after vecna picked max as his next victim.
everyone was sleeping over at the wheelersâ, staying close, eyes on max. everyone was in shambles; max was one of their best friendsâshe was a member of the party.
you, miraculously, held it together. not for yourself or for your own sanity, but for the kids that found themselves roped into unfortunate circumstance after unfortunate circumstance.
you didnât make will feel weak when you caught him crying, you did the exact opposite. you didnât tell him to wipe his tears and man up, in fact, you encouraged him to let it all out. âthereâs no shame in feeling.â you told him. âfeeling means youâre strong. donât let anyone convince you otherwise.â
and he took your advise to heart.
you thought everyone other than you and steve were asleep.
will wasnât.
will didnât have many good male figures in his lifeâwell, other than his moms boyfriend, bob. he died before will and jonathan could fully accept his presence. will understood that he was an objectively good man, but he didnât truly feel it.
he was waryâof course he was! itâs not easy to accept that good men exist after his own father turned out to be a grade A asshole.
he loved steve harrington and trusted him with his life. but boyfriend steve? he was waiting for him to mess up. waiting for something to happen. he knew it was wrong to feel that way, but itâs all heâs ever known. his father royally fucked up, bob died, hopper died, everything always ended badly in relationships and it was always in the hands of the man. all the deaths were sacrificial. they knew the hurt they would cause, yet they still went through with it, and will resented them just a bit because of what they put his mother through.
he was drifting off to sleep but forced his eyes open when he heard you and steve talk. your voices were almost drowned out by dustinâs snores and the low hum of the water heater tucked away in the corner. will strained his ears to catch the end of steveâs sentence.
âiâm just so scared.â steve admitted, swallowing the huge lump in his throat.
will heard the vulnerability in steveâs voice, something heâs never heard before. in retrospect, will shouldnât have assumed steve was just constantly strong and level-headed, but it seemed impossible for steve to ever.. be scared.
he knew steve harrington to be many things, but never scared.
âsheâs just a kid.â he added after a shaky exhale.
will was wide awake now. it shook him to his core to hear steve admit to being scared.
âi know,â you sighed, rubbing his back. âbut sheâll make it out. sheâs the strongest person i know. even stronger than me.â
âsheâs strong, but never stronger than you.â steve acknowledged, pressing a kiss to your temple as he shifted you onto his lap and pulled you close.
will contemplated closing his eyes. it seemed like a moment too intimate for him to witness. he saw you in a way heâd never seen you before.
your jaw wasnât clenched like you were bracing for impact.
your eyes werenât darting around cautiously as if you were waiting for something to jump out of nowhere and attack everyone.
your shoulders werenât tense like you were carrying the weight of the entire partyâeven though, in your defense, you kind of were.
there was one thing that still remained, though. the furrow in between your eyebrows. heâs never seen you without it. it got so bad that during the summer, you got tan lines in between your eyebrows.
steve smoothed his thumb over the wrinkle and you melted into his embrace, cheek smushed against his chest. âdonât want another tan line over there, do we?â steve hummed.
âjust shut up and hold me, harrington.â you grumbled.
âwhatever you want.â he pressed a kiss to the top of your head. âwhatever you want.â he repeated, pulling you in even closer.
you snuggled in to his chest and your eyes fluttered at the sound of his steady heartbeat.
you sighed contentedly, somehow melting even more. your bones felt like jelly and you could swear you felt your spine decompress. the pressure you always carried in your lower back gone.
âi donât know why people do yoga when they can just sit in their boyfriends lap.â you murmured. âi can feel my back untense.â
untense and wasnât a word, and will was confused on why steve didnât comment on it. he found that you made your own words up sometimes, and steve always went with it. sometimes, he even starts using them.
steve looked at you with eyes will has never seen him deploy. not with nancy or with anyone before. âiâd morph into a yoga mat if youâd ask.â
you smiled at himâreally smiled. a smile will hasnât seen on you since way before the russian base. a smile you now reserved for steve, and steve only. âi think youâre fine as is.â
âyou think?â steve scoffed jokingly.
âi know.â you corrected, pushing yourself up to press a kiss to his lips.
he leaned down so you werenât holding yourself up. will thought his position seemed so uncomfortable. it probably was, but steve would rather die than have you putting in an inch of unnecessary effort.
âiâm gonna marry you one day, you know.â he said solemnly.
will shut his eyes. yeah, he definitely shouldnât be tuned in. this was a conversation between you and steve only.
he couldnât help but listen on.
âoh yeah?â
âyeah.â he said firmly. âiâd do it right now.â
âdo it.â
âyou only deserve the best and most grandest proposal.â the end of his sentence was muffled by his kisses.
âi donât need all of that.â
âi want to give you all of that.â
the next morning, will found you two in the same position; you curled up in steveâs lap, and steve twisted in a way that had to be unbearable but it gave you the most comfortable position to sleep in.
when you woke up and set a plate of pancakes in front of will while waiting for the rest to wake up, he couldnât help but ask. âhowâd you know steve was the one?â
you paused for a moment, âheâd do anything for me. iâd do anything for him of course, but heâd do quite literally anything. you know, last night he offered to morph into a yoga mat.â
âwhat,â will let out a breathy chuckle, pretending not to have witnessed the entire encounter. âthatâs so weird.â
âhe offered, though.â you shrugged. âhe also never ever makes me cry. the only time i do is when he treats me so good i start feeling so much and i donât know how to correctly portray my feelings. he beats himself over it because âa tear is still a tear.ââ
âyou love him?â
âso much.â you emphasized.
âand- and how can you be sure he wonât hurt you?â that was the dreaded question.
âi donât. but i know steve doesnât have a single bad bone in his body. he wants to act all tough but deep down heâs marshmallows and rainbows.â
âhey!â steveâs raspy voice rattled through the kitchen. will tensed. this was it. he managed to cause the first fight between you and steve. you two were gonna break up and it was all his fault.
âiâve got a reputation to uphold, missy!â he put his hands on your hips and pulled you in for a kiss. it wasnât demanding, just soft.
you parted your lips with a click! you turned back around and poured pancake batter onto the pan. fresh for your boyfriend, because thatâs nothing short of what he deserves. âcome on! the kids know how much of a sap you are for me.â
âyeah.â he nodded, wrapping his arms around your waist and nuzzling his face into your neck. âjust for you.â he repeated âlove youâs into your neck until you pushed him away giggling saying it tickled.
will realized that maybe not all men are bad. especially steve.










