#cory monteith edit

ANNA QUINN AND FINN HUDSON

Just like what Ryan Murphy said in his interview, I lately discovered Glee on Netflix 2 weeks ago and have been completely hooked to it. Its kinda problematic and not the perfect show, but like a guilty pleasure of mine now. And suddenly in the first episode i fell in love with this guy

So like many, I googled him up. It showed

CORY MONTEITH

I didn't really read in detail, just scrolled down and I read 'Lea Michele - Former Partner' and i thought maybe he's single currently. I kept scrolling and suddenly i read - 'Cory Monteith dead aged 31'

My heart almost stopped.

All of a sudden I was hit by a truck

I was at such a loss of words. I'm still in denial, everything feels like some bad dream. Ever since then tears have rolled down from my eyes whenever I'm done with an episode. I've also started watching behind the scenes and Cory was so gorgeously goofy in them, i feel like sobbing after every video - be it the rollercoaster, the flip cam, award show hosting and interviews et all.

I'm venting this down today because I suddenly feel this affecting my mental health and I dont have moots because there still isn't much awareness about this show among my irls and almost everyone on the internet has probably gotten over with it in the past 7 years. I'm sad not just because Cory is no more - I'm sad because I did not get to cherish his life when he was around. I was probably a 10 year old in the Gulf with no information about this show. And i dont think i knew I would fall in love with someone who'll be gone forever by the time.

I'm still trying my level best to put things behind and cherish his memories but the scar that phrase left on my heart is probably here to stay. I still can't wrap my head around the fact that I'm never going to see my latest crush Cory Monteith again. NEVER EVER. I keep imagining what the scenario could've been if he were here today. He was already a sensation, today he'd have been a huge acclaimed star and one of the most handsome men in the world with ladies going crazy for him such as myself. The dimpled smile, the freckles, the god gifted height, the immensely deep eyes deserved so much more, I just wonder why God took him away from all of us.

It sucks being late but gosh I miss you way too much Cory 💔😭. I hope you're in a better place now 👼. I love you, forever. - M

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Cory Monteith (May 11, 1982 - July 13, 2013)