#coping mech

100 cigarettes, 2mg Diazepam, 60mg Fluoxetine, 10mg Aripiprazole, a vit-D supplement, a shower, a can of Stella and a partridge in a fucking pear tree later - and I’m right as rain again.

The Blogger: So I was just minding my own business, waiting for small group to be over... and out of nowhere little "J" starts playing the piano. Normally I don't get annoyed by a piano.... but as of lately, it turned into a scary experience for me. Everyone was chatting away, and I was just sitting in the corner drifting off into space.... when he started playing the piano, I couldn't process what was going on, even when everyone was talking away it was hard to concentrate. I almost felt like I was one of those silent mutes, and that caused me to feel like I was going through an overload. Overloads only happen when there is so much going on at one time... it's normally fine at sports venues, but in someone else's house... that's when you realize you need a coping mech. The coping mech could be about anything, and for me... it would be my mp3.