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You herd me… #controllingrelationship #controllingtheworld #sheepherding #humor #funnymonday (at Catalina Foothills, Arizona) https://www.instagram.com/p/CguCl99LZnP2KvwelMOPyLLow3yQjP-JzHM3ME0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

LRBA 2020 - Vlog #112 Attached Or Detached https://youtu.be/r6Nmu8hE8ek #attachedordetached #relationships #controllingrelationship #ego #theconsciousnessexplorer😃 #theconsciousnessexplorer #whatmadeyousmiletoday😃 #whatmadeyousmiletoday #lifecoach #lifecoaching #spiritualadvisor #manifestation #authenticself #MohnishSharma #spirituality https://www.instagram.com/p/CI8kdXHD-le/?igshid=20et0lugmch

Shepherd’s Door Holiday Party! We Thanks to all our supporters! You helped made it possible for us to continue to provide service to victims of domestic violence. #pasadena #support #nonprofitorganization #cycleofdomesticviolence #survivorsofabuse #community #changeyourlife #changinglives #sexualabuse #stoptheviolence #controllingrelationship #unhealthyrelationships #pasadenacityhall (at Pasadena, California)

So this morning I had a realization and a wake up call about how my roommate treats me. We used to be really close and as time as moved on she had controlled more and more about me and her patience with not fighting with me has gotten less and less. The longest we've went the last three months without a fight is three days. This morning she flipped out on me because I asked her to do me a favor and bring me my nail Polish to work because I forgot it at home. It made me realize just how much our friendship has changed. She has no patience for anything anymore with me and I called her out on it. I told her how I really felt about everything and how the dynamic of our friendship had completely shifted and how she treats me like absolute shit. I stood up for myself for the first time in a long time..and I was super proud of myself. She of course turned everything that I said around and told me I was too "pushy" and that's why I push her away from me. Completely blaming it on me. It really made me realize how controlling she actually is and how much of my life I've let her control. For the first time in my life I'm standing up for myself and realizing I really don't need her friendship as close as I thought i did to survive this world. Rant over.