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Orion: I didn't expect you'd need to sort all these books this early in the new year.Β
It's very nice that Toma and Shin even finished up their club activities early to lend you a hand...
Hmm, this is the only magazine that looks tarnished out of all the ones we sorted, right?
Shin: Y/N, this one's also ready to go⦠Ah!
The music magazine over there⦠Can I have a look at it?
Shin opens the magazine
Shin: I knew it⦠I've always wanted to check out this feature on the issue.
Orion: β¦An indie band special? Shin plays bass, so I'm curious if he's getting inspired by stuff like thisβ¦?
Shin: This band's indie, which means they're not super famous.
But I really think they've got the talent, and once they drop their major debut, they're gonna blow up for sure.
Orion: Out of nowhere, Shin's eyes light up like crazy. He's definitely a big fan of this bandβ¦
Shin: Are you gonna get rid of this magazine? If that's the case, I'd totally love to have it.Β
Orion: Uhh⦠is there a rule that says books that are no longer in their prime can't be picked up by anyone who wants them?
He wants it really badly, though; I feel like it should be fine to hand it to him.
Choices
1) You can have it.
2) I want to read it too.
β You can have it.
Shin: Thanks. I missed out on buying it when it first dropped, and now I can't believe I finally snagged it here.Β
I wasn't really into helping at first, but I'm actually glad I showed up in the end.
β I want to read it too.
Shin: You want to read it too? I'll check it out first and then lend it to you. How about that�
Orion: He must really love this band if he wants to read it that badly.
If someone really wants it that badly, we should just give it to him.
end Choices
Shin: β¦Last year I was solely focused on studying to get into this schoolβ¦
I never would've guessed that a year later I'd be here sorting books with you on the first day of the new year.Β
Orion: Last year was when Shin took his entrance exam, huh? β¦He mentioned he picked this school because of its scholarship program.Β
β¦When the topic first came up, I didn't think much of itβ¦
But doesn't it make you think that Shin's family situation might be a little complicated? Like, he prepares his own lunch and is always looking to save a few bucks.
Shin: β¦I gotta admit, I wasn't sure if coming here was the best idea at first.
Orion: Ehβ¦!?
Shin: Ever since my dad accidentally took someone's life, the way people see me has totally shifted after allβ¦
No matter what I did, my dad's actions were always there, and I started to feel like there was no point in putting in much effort anymore.
But you and Toma were just the same as always; you guys didn't change at all.
You have to go to school until junior high, but after that, it's totally up to you if you want to continue to high school or not.
I was thinking about skipping high school and just diving into work, butβ¦
"There are paths that only open through learning." That's what you said, remember?
"Your employment possibilities will improve if you go to school, and you have nothing to lose even if people say bad things about your dad."
When you said that, I knew right then I wanted to try going here.
Instead of just sitting around, it's way better to give something with potential a shot.
I can still decide what I want to do with my life, so I want to do my best.
Once I started thinking that way, it felt like I could take on the world. So, I owe it all to you for me being here now.Β
β¦Thank you.
Y/N: (Ahβ¦)
Flashback
Y/N: Hey Shin, it's getting pretty lateβ¦
Shin: Ah⦠Sorry, I'll finish this real quick.
Y/N: β¦You're reading one of these books again?
Shin: Yes, just because I made it in here doesn't mean I can take it easy.Β
Y/N: β¦Looks like Shin has really changed a bunch over the time he's been in the dorm.
Shin: β¦If I made a change, it would be because of you.Β
Y/N: Me�
Shin: β¦If you don't get it, that's fine. I'll tell you some other time.
Y/N: If you say it like that, I'm getting curious. Hey, tell me.Β
Shin: I said I'd tell you some other time. Focus on your librarian duties for now; no need to stress about it.Β
Y/N: (Geez, you could've at least told me.)
(I'll find a way to get it out of you eventually...!)
Flashback ends
Y/N: (That's what Shin meant back thenβ¦)
Orion: I figured there had to be a reason for Shin acting like that.
Y/N: (Orion...? Why are you disappearing...?)
Orion: Errrβ¦ Please calm down and listen to me first, Y/N. If I start to fadeβ¦
It means your memories are starting to come back to you.Β
Y/N: (My memories�)
Orion: Yes, that means we're making some progress in getting your memories back!
Y/N: (Wait. That means once I regain them all, you willβ¦)
Orion: β¦..
Y/N: (We'll have to say goodbye then�)
Orion: β¦I'll be sad too when it's time to say goodbye to you.Β
But for my sake, you can't just let go of the memories you've treasured up until now.
I'll be right here with you until you get all your memories back.Β
Y/N: (Orionβ¦)
Orion: I've been with you up until now; I know you can do it. You will get them back.
And you have a lot of friends to rely on too. Look, even right nowβ
Shin: β¦Don't act all surprised when someone says thank you.Β
Y/N: (Ahβ¦)
Shin: Seriously, you've been going a bit overboard lately.
You're also taking entrance exams this year; are you sure you'll do okay?
Toma already mentioned he's picked the department he wants to go for, so now he just needs to narrow down his choices for universities.Β
Y/N: (Ehβ¦!?)
(...Ah, he's right. I'm getting ready for my entrance exams too; I can't just keep goofing off like this forever either!)
(I know I have to think about what to do once my memories come back, butβ¦)
(I'm nervousβ¦)
Orion: Y/Nβ¦
Shin: β¦..
Back when I was getting ready for the entrance exams, you kept saying stuff like, "I've got your back; calm down; everything's gonna be alright."
So, why do you look so worried right now? When you make that face, it makes me uneasy, too.
Y/N: (Eh�)
Shin: Your words⦠always encouraged me, y'know.
That's why⦠you can't give up on yourself now.
Choices
1) I'm sorryβ¦
2) You're not very convincing.
β I'm sorryβ¦
Shin: Idiot, there's no need to apologize. I'm not mad at you or anything.Β
I'm just⦠worried about you, that's all. Especially when you make that face.
No matter what I usually throw your way, you never back down and always strike back.Β
β You're not very convincing.
Shin: Well⦠you already knew that, right? Then how about you lighten up and be your usual self again?
But... don't push yourself. I'll know right away if you do that.
β¦It's okay to vent every now and then. I promise to listen whenever I can.
end Choices
Shin: There's still enough time to decide what you want to do and make an effort to achieve it.
Calm down, take a deep breath, and think about what you want to do next.
Y/N: (...Hearing Shin say that helped me calm down a little.)
(And the way he strokes my head is very gentleβ¦)
(It's like he's telling me there's really no need to rush.)
Orion: Sometimes, Shin can be a bit rough with his wordsβ¦
But maybe he usually puts it that way because he wants you to handle it your own way.
Y/N: (I think so too. He doesn't just give me the answer; he encourages me to figure it out on my own.)
(Was Shin⦠always this mature?)
Shin: β¦What are you staring at me for?
Y/N: (...Now he's back to his usual self.)
(But⦠why did he feel like a total stranger to me just now?)
(Weirdβ¦)
Toma: I finished organizing the lexicons, Y/N. What's nextβ
Huh� Shin was here as well?
Shin: Yeah, but I've already finished my work.
Toma: β¦What about the music magazine behind you?
Shin: Ah, about thatβ¦
Toma: Shin, isn't the band on this cover your favorite?
Don't tell me you guys were reading this magazine instead of working?
Choices
1) We were taking a break.
2) We haven't read it yetβ¦
β We were taking a break.
Shin: Exactly. We just looked at it a little while taking a break.
Toma: Hmm. I suppose taking breaks is important.
β We haven't read it yetβ¦
Shin: E-Exactly. We worked hard until just a few minutes ago.
Toma: Right. Then⦠I'm sure it's okay if I get rid of this magazine, right?
Shin: N-No need to!
Toma: Then don't lie to me, both of you. Just be honest and admit you were reading it.
end Choices
Toma: We still have work to do; you guys can read it later, okay?
Shin: Are you our mother?
Toma: I think of myself more as a brother than a mother to you two. Geez⦠You guys never change, do you?
You two usually say things to each other that make me think you're fighting, but at times like this, you're a team.
Shin: We're just connected like that.
Toma: If that's the case, then why were you looking to apply to a different school at first? Wasn't it like, "I wouldn't have to see your faces again"?
Shin: β¦..
Toma: Anyway, we can still be together for a little over a year.
Our next destinations, whether university or other school⦠will likely vary based on our individual goals.
Y/N: (...He's right. We've been together for so long; it almost feels unreal that we'll be separated.)
(Things that used to be normal for us might not be possible for much longer.)
Toma: We've already had less time together than usual.
Shin: And despite that, Toma and Y/N somehow manage to swing by my class to "check on me" every day.
Toma: Well⦠How do I put it? I guess it has become a habit.
Shin: Still⦠Just because I'm doing my own thing doesn't mean I don't have friends, alright?
It's been 10 months since I started this school already, y'know? Yeah, at first, a few people were chatting about my dad, but honestly, I had no issues with itβ¦
Orion: Huh!? Was he really fine with that�
Choices
1) What did they say?
2) You should've told us.
β What did they say?
Shin: Don't worry, they weren't mean to me like some people used to be.
They wanted to hear what I had to say, so for once I was able to explain things.
β You should've told us.
Shin: It's fine; I was able to handle it on my own.
I'm pretty sure people will still bring up my dad⦠but that's okay.
end Choices
Toma: β¦I see. If Shin thinks that, then we should let it be.
Shin: Exactly, you two should concentrate on yourselves.Β
Y/N: (Shin even came up with his own answers when asked about his father.)
(It's a family issue, so I bet he's still got it on his mind, but he's also keeping his eyes on the future.)
(I thought he was supposed to be like a little brother to me, but after that headpat earlierβ¦)
(It doesn't feel like that anymoreβ¦)
Place: Classroom
Orion: Haa, the opening ceremony is finally over. Everyone seemed to be even more tired than usual, maybe because the holidays have ended.
Y/N: (A lot of students went home during their winter breaks; I think that might add to that.)
Orion: Meanwhile, we were just shoveling snow and hitting the books with Shin and Toma for the new semester.
Y/N: (Talking about thatβ¦)
(Shin was putting in a ton of effort into studying.)
(His grades look good, and if he keeps this up, he might get into a good university.)
Orion: It goes to show how much effort he's putting in for his future.
Y/N: (Shin's working extremely hardβ¦)
(I⦠might have amnesia right now, but I need to seriously consider my future too.)
(Toma mentioned there are some university and college brochures in the career guidance office, so I might as well take a look at those.)
Sawa: Hey, Y/N! Wanna get lunch together? I'd like to ask Mine, too.
Choices
1) Yes, I want the lunch A) cake again.Β
2) Sure, let's go get her.
β Yes, I want the lunch A) cake again.Β
Sawa: What a coincidence! I was thinking the same thing actually.
I get that having it every day isn't the best idea, but treating yourself to it once in a while is fine, right?
β Sure, let's go get her.
Sawa: Alrighty. It's been a minute since we last hung out because we didn't get to see each other over winter break.
end Choices
Sawa: Also, is what Toma told me true? That you've been shoveling snow from around the school?
Staying in the dorms over winter break probably didn't feel much like a break, huh?
Orion: It was just that there were no classes; otherwise, it felt pretty much the same as usual.Β
Sawa: There's only so much we can do at the moment...
For example, we could pray at the shrine behind school today after class.
Since we're already heading out, why not invite Mine, Shin, and Toma along too? Hey, let's all go there together!
Choices
1) Why do you want that?
2) Thank you, Sawa.
β Why do you want that?
Sawa: I feel like there's so much to talk about. Although it feels a bit weird saying it out loud like thatβ¦
Like our love livesβ¦ No, maybe how studying is going so farβ¦ Orβ¦
Orion: Should we be worried�
β Thank you, Sawa.
Sawa: You don't need to thank me for this. Since we couldn't hang out during the break, I just want to hang out with everyone.
And the only thing that came to mind was going to the nearby shrine.
end Choices
Sawa: Alright. The sooner we go, the better, right?Β
Let's see if everyone is free to go today.
Mine is⦠Ah, there! Hey, Mine. Can I ask you something?
Y/N: (Where's Shin�)
Orion: Isn't he sitting by the window? Look, he's talking to a girl right now.
Y/N: (Ah, you're right. He's getting his lunch ready tooβ¦)
Orion: Last year, he sneaked out to the rose garden to eat it⦠and now it looks like he's getting closer to everyone in his class.
Y/N: (...Seems like it.)
Mine: What's up with you guys?
Sawa: We were wondering if you'd like to grab lunch with us and if you have some time to check out a shrine later.
Mine: Sure, eating lunch together is fun, but going to the shrine...?
Sawa: It won't just be us; we thought it would be cool to invite Shin and Toma to join us as well.
If everyone's free, why don't we go today?
Mine: Sure, why not? I haven't been to the shrine since the beginning of the year, so I'm in.
Sawa: Yay! I was gonna ask Shin if he was around too, but he looks busy.
Mine: Oh, Shin? I'll go get him for you.
Choices
1) β¦Is Shin close with her?
2) We shouldn't bother them.
β β¦Is Shin close with her?
Mine: Uhh, I don't know much about her. They're on the same committee, but I haven't talked much to her.
β We shouldn't bother them.
Mine: Eh? Why shouldn't we? Perhaps Y/N is misinterpreting the relationship between those two?
Don't worry; I think they're merely in the same committee, nothing more.
end Choices
Y/N: (...We're in different grades, so I've seen Shin talking with people I don't even know a ton of timesβ¦)
(...Then why is it bothering me now?)
Sawa: Ah, whenever he's done, can you ask him then?
Mine: Alright, sure. Let's wait a moment.
time skip
Mine: I got him.
Shin: β¦You said you wanted to go somewhere?
Sawa: Yes, yes. I was thinking about inviting Toma as well so we could all go to the shrine together.
Shin: I don't have music club practice today, which means I can go.Β
Y/N: (Shin's joining usβ¦!)
Sawa: Alrighty! All that's left is to ask Tomaβ¦
I'll check with him when we head back to class. If he doesn't want to join us, I'll let you know, Mine.
Mine: Okay. I hope Toma-senpai can join us, though.
Place: Outside β Shrine
Orion: Now this is the shrine Sawa was talking aboutβ¦ I'm glad we all could make it there today.Β
Y/N: (Yes, I'm glad we could come here, even though Toma can't stay for long.)
Shin: I had no idea there was a shrine behind the school...
Mine: I also didn't know that. I wonder if it comes with a special blessing.
Toma: Has anyone ever heard of someone making a wish here and it actually coming true?
Sawa: Yes, I do. It's pretty common for students to come here and pray during exam periods.Β
Mine: I see... I'll make a serious wish then.
Toma: How about you, Y/N? Have you thought about a wish?
Y/N: (Uhhβ¦ I was thinking about wishing for my memories back, but I can't really say that.β¦)
Choices
1) What's your wish, Toma?
2) β¦It's a secret.
β What's your wish, Toma?
Toma: Hey, come on, don't avoid the question.
Besidesβ¦ my wish is pretty much the same as always.Β
I'm praying that nothing bad happens to you or Shin.
Y/N: (Toma really looks out for us more than he does for himselfβ¦)
β β¦It's a secret.
Mine: Ehh!? Why not tell us? I'm really curious about it.
Toma: Don't tell me⦠Is it a wish about love?
Sawa: Ahh, that's probably why she can't say it out loud. Especially in front of you guys.
Shin & Toma: What's that supposed to mean?
Mine: β¦I think I get why. Around them, the subject seems a little sensitive.
Sawa: Right? Well, if it was really a love wish, you've gotta fill me and Mine in on it later!
Y/N: (...I guess my vagueness backfired horribly.)
Orion: You've been together for a long time; it's no wonder they'd be curious if you suddenly found someone you like.
end Choices
Mine: Hey Sawa, do we all toss our offerings at the shrine together and then pray?
Sawa: When I say "ready, go!" we'll all toss it. Alrightβ¦
Orion: Sawa's really motivated. Maybe I'll give praying a shot tooβ¦
Sawa: Ready? Go!
Orion: I'm praying that your memories come back so you can get back to your usual life...Β
Y/N: (Orionβ¦)
Orion: I had the same wish as you. But I'm not sure if God will make my wish come true.
Y/N: (...Thank you so much.)
Orion: That's the very least I can do for you; don't thank me.Β
Ah⦠looks like everyone's done making their wishes.
Shin: β¦..
Orion: Wow⦠Shin's praying with all his heart. His mind is deeply on his wish...
Shin: β¦Ah. Sorry for making you wait.Β
Choices
1) You took your time.
2) What were you wishing for?
β You took your time.
Shin: Yeah⦠I guess. I didn't really plan on depending solely on God, but hey, it's always good to have a backup, right?
But don't ask me what my wish was.
β What were you wishing for?
Shin: β¦It's a secret.Β
Orion: Eh!? If he says that, I'm getting even more curious about it!
end Choices
Shin: I've heard that if you keep your wishes to yourself, they're more likely to come true.
Y/N: (I⦠didn't think Shin would be so into the whole "wish" thing.)
(If he really wants something that much, it's gotta be something he truly hopes will happen.)
(Shin has always worked really hard on himself, especially given his situation.)
(Whatever he wished for, I really hope it comes trueβ¦)
Place: Library
Orion: That's all the books stored for today⦠right? I've got all the bookshelf numbers memorized, meaning you're basically the perfect librarian now!
Y/N: (At first, it was a bit of a challenge to get everything sorted since this place is huge⦠but now it's way easier.)
Shin enters library
Y/N: (Ahβ¦ it's Shin. He's probably here to study againβ)
Shin: I'm sure the book on the bookshelf over there has a more detailed explanation, and maybe it's easier to understand too.
Y/N: (β¦Sounds like he's talking to another girl again.)
(The girl he's talking to⦠it's the same girl from the other day in class.)
Orion: Isn't that the girl Mine mentioned is on the same committee as him?
Y/N: (Yes, it is. But it doesn't seem like they're here for committee workβ¦)
(.....)
(Toma and I were always a bit concerned about whether Shin would fit in here, given his family situation.β¦)
(We keep an eye on him a lot because of this, so it should be a good sign that he gets along with his classmatesβ¦)
(β¦And yet I feel weird. I somehow can't be happy about itβ¦)
Orion: Y/Nβ¦
Y/N: (Maybe I feel this way because of my amnesiaβ¦)
(If I were my usual self, maybe this wouldn't bug me as much as it does right now?)
Orion: Even though we're connected, I can't totally grasp all your feelings, so I can't say for sureβ¦
But right now⦠I can tell that you're feeling a deep sadness.
We don't know how you felt during the last school year, but you're still you even if you can't remember.
Even though you've lost your memories, the feelings you have won't go away.
Y/N: (I wonder⦠what I thought of Shin before I lost my memory.)
(Toma and I are older than Shin, which is why we treat him like our little brotherβ¦)
(But right now, Iβ¦)
Shin: Hey, Y/Nβ¦
Y/N: (...Nn!)
Shin: β¦Don't act so surprised. I just wanted to ask you to borrow this book for me.
Y/N: (This is⦠a classical Japanese textbook?)
Shin: β¦..? What's wrong?
Choices
1) Are you studying with her?
2) It's rare to see you with a girl.
β Are you studying with her?
Shin: I mean, I am doing research with her, but that's because we have to do a group presentation.Β
When I said I borrowed some classical Japanese textbooks a few times here, I was instantly treated like the resource guy, though.Β
Y/N: (Ahh, I see⦠they're working on a group project.)
(That means it's part of one of their classesβ¦)
β It's rare to see you with a girl.
Shin: Ah, we're supposed to do a group project on classical Japanese literature, and I'm the one handling the materialsβ¦
I even said I'd handle the project on my own, but they insisted on helpingβ¦
Y/N: (A group project, huh? β¦I guess it must be part of some class.)
end Choices
Y/N: (.....)
(Orion⦠What's going on with me?)
Orion: Eh? What's wrong?
Y/N: (I⦠feel relieved hearing that.)
(When Mine mentioned they were in the same committee the other dayβ¦)
(And now seeing them together in the library, I thought they might be more than just classmates or even friendsβ¦)
(I'm glad⦠I was wrong about it though. But when did I start making assumptions like this�)
Shin: Y/N? How long are you gonna hold onto the book? I'll give it back to you when we're done, y'know?
Y/N: (W-What do I do? I can't even look him in the eyesβ¦)
(I guess I'll give him the bookβ¦)
Choices
1) Here.
2) Good luck on your project.
β Here.
Shin: Here� What's up with you acting like that since earlier?
If you have something to say, spit it out.Β
Y/N: (Ahβ¦ Now he's suspicious of meβ¦!)
β Good luck on your project.
Shin: β¦At least look at me when you say that.
Y/N: (Ughβ¦! I tried to be as normal as possible, okay?)
end Choices
Female student: E-Excuse me.
Y/N: (Ahβ¦ Thank God. This would have just gotten more awkward the longer we were aloneβ¦)
Orion: But Shin still doesn't seem too convinced by what you just saidβ¦
Y/N: (T-Trueβ¦)
Shin: Listen, I have something to talk about here. I'll meet you in the classroom.
Y/N: (Ehβ¦!?)
Shin: I'll bring the book we need with me once I'm done here.
Female student: β¦Okay.
She leaves
Shin: β¦..
Y/N: (T-This is awkwardβ¦)
Shin: Now⦠What's up with you acting all strange around me lately?
Y/N: (Even if I told himβ¦ I wouldn't know where to startβ¦)
Shin: β¦Right now you look the same as you did back then.
Y/N: (...Back then?)
Shin: Just before summer vacation startedβ¦
Remember when you were on a stepladder trying to put that heavy book back on the shelf?
Y/N: (Before summer vacation�)
(Ahβ¦!)
Flashback
Y/N: (I've put up the sign saying the library's closed, meaning all that's left is to put the books back where they belong, and then I'm done for the day.β¦)
(Battleship encyclopediaβ¦ That looks like a heavy oneβ¦)
(Ugh! It's even heavier than it looks! Err, the shelf it belongs to isβ¦)
(Ah, on the top.)
(.....)
(I can barely lift it; how am I supposed to get it up there?)
(Alright. Let's tryβ¦)
Shin: Sorry, I haven't returned a book yetβ¦
Y/N⦠What are you doing?
Y/N: Ah, Shin.
I'm trying to put this book back on the top shelf over here.
Shin: Book? β¦This looks more like a dictionary, doesn't it?
Y/N: I mean⦠you're not wrong.
Shin: Idiot. No matter how strong you think you are, this is impossible for a woman to lift.
Y/N: It's not impossible. I know if I try a little harder, I can do itβ¦
Shin: That's not the problem.
Did you ever think about the fact that you might end up hurting yourself if you do something stupid like this?
Y/N: (.....!)
Iβ¦
Shin: β¦..
β¦Give it to me. I'll put it back for you.
Y/N: B-But it's really heavy, you know?
Shin: β¦You think I'm that weak? I could carry you right now if you wanted me to.
Y/N: C-Carrying me in your arm, you mean?
There's no way you could do that, Shin.
Shin: Stop yapping so much already. Do you want me to prove to you that I can?
Shin gets closer
Shin: Let's goβ¦
Y/N: Y-You don't have to!
Shin: Then give me the book.
Y/N: β¦Okay, fine.
Shin: Good. In the meantime you can return the book I brought with me.
Y/N: Alrightβ¦
(...I'm still worried about him though.)
(Sure, Shin's taller than me now, but he doesn't seem all that much stronger than he was before.)
Shin: I know you're still watching me⦠I told you to return the book I brought, didn't I?
Y/N: I'm justβ¦ worried about youβ¦
Shin: I know you're worried about me, butβ¦
You can't treat me like a kid forever.
Y/N: β¦..!
(Even if he says that, Shin is still Shin to me⦠and he might always be.)
(...But he didn't trip like I did when I tried to carry the book.)
(And even now, it doesn't look as dangerous as I thought it was.)
(I don't think it would have gone that way if I did it. Maybe Shin is more grown up than I thoughtβ¦)
Shin: β¦All done.
Y/N: R-Right, thank you.
(Ever since Shin moved into the dorms, we've only really gotten together during the holidays.)
(That's why I thought he was still the same old Shin he used to be...)
(I only started to notice something was off when we stopped hanging out as muchβ¦)
Uhh⦠I'll handle the return myself, so you can head home, okay?
Shin: β¦No, I'll wait.
Y/N: Ehβ¦!?
Shin: Whenever you're done, we can go back together.
We use the same path to the dorms; there's no reason to go separately.
Y/N: I meanβ¦ Yeah, butβ¦
(Somehow⦠I can't calm down. Why am I feeling this way around Shin�)
Shin: β¦Why are you acting all nervous around me now?
Y/N: Shinβ¦Β
Shin: I⦠What?
Y/N: β¦It's nothing.
Shin: Just say it if you've already started.
Y/N: (But this is absurd. Thinking of Shin like thisβ¦)
(We've known each other since we were kids, and Shin isβ¦)
Shin: Y/N? Are you⦠really fine?
Y/N: Y-Yes. I was just surprised at how strong you are.
Shin: β¦Ah, now you realize that you've clearly underestimated me.Β
This time I was here to help you, but I'm sure this will happen again.
Next time, if you ever doubt your abilities, don't do anything reckless, okay?
Y/N: Okayβ¦
(For now, I'll keep what I thought to myself.)
(It's probably best to just keep things as they are instead of saying something that might make things weird between us.)
(And hey⦠maybe I was just surprised by a side of Shin that I haven't seen before.)
Monologue
β¦I figured I had nothing to lose if I just treated what happened today as some kind of "imaginary thing."
β I know Toma, Shin, and I won't always be together.
As we get older, it's normal that we won't hang out as much as we used to.
That's why I really want to make the most of our time together.
But⦠it's difficult to act like I haven't developed feelings for him.
For a moment, it made me think about what might have happened if we weren't childhood friends.
β¦ Even just thinking about that felt like I was admitting that Shin means more to me now.
Flashback ends
Orion: It was around that time you started to become aware of your feelings toward Shin.
Y/N: (Orionβ¦? Where are you? I can't see you anymoreβ¦!)
(Are youβ¦)
Orion: Yes⦠you've regained all your memories now. Which means⦠This will be our goodbye.
Y/N: (...I knew I had to say goodbye to Orion someday, but not that it would be so soon.)
(I'll be so lonely without you. You were always there for meβ¦!)
Orion: I'll never forget the time I was able to spend with you here at this school, Y/N.Β
What worries me, though⦠is Shin.
I know you don't want to ruin your relationship as childhood friends. But is it really okay to leave it at that?
Y/N: (...I'm afraid that if I tell him how I feel, things will change between us.)
(But⦠even when I lost my memories, I still couldn't help but think about Shin.)
(This wasn't some "imaginary thing" that would eventually go away. I think⦠I'm in love with him.)
Orion: If you know the answer to your feelings now, will you be brave enough to tell him?
Even if I might disappear now, I'll still be by your side. So⦠please do your best, Y/N!
Y/N: (Orionβ¦)
(I'm still scared of what will happen, but I want to cherish this feeling too.)
(I⦠I'm in love with Shin.)
Shin: β¦You're finally looking at me again.
Y/N: Shinβ¦
Shin: So? What made you not want to look at me?
Y/N: β¦I can't tell you yet.
Shin: Huh? Yet�
Y/N: I'll tell you soon.
Shin: β¦Don't copy me now. Spit it out already.
Y/N: I can't. Pleaseβ¦ Wait a bit for my explanation.Β
Shin: β¦..
β¦Fine, but I'll be mad if you make me wait forever and it turns out it wasn't something important.Β
Y/N: (It's really importantβ¦)
(Because it's probably something Shin never thought would happenβ¦)
CW: Fem!Reader, kinda suggestive in Shin's part, Toma's yandere mode is mentioned, alcohol on Ikki's part, Ikki's fangirls are a warning themself, lol
Characters: Shin, Toma, Ikki, Kent + Ukyo
β€οΈ I honestly believe quite a few girls think Shin is attractive, but his rough exterior/reputation scared them away from making advances. Other girls flirting with him is honestly not a common occurrence
β€οΈ One of the best traits abt Shin is his honesty and directness. The off chance someone is flirting with him? He's shutting them down immediately and even shaming them for their advances. The latter is especially apparent if you're right there!
β€οΈ As for someone flirting with you, well...we all know Shin is quite possessive in the relationship. He's inserting himself in your conversation right away, insulting the guy, and taking you away. Is he mean? Yes. But it's the quickest way to shut the guy down
β€οΈ Will scold you for being naive, may give you a hickey in private to mark you if he's feeling like it :P Though, seeing protective Shin is always a nice treat
"You know, you shouldn't let your guard down so easily around another man. Especially when you're already mine. Let's just go home,"
β¦οΈ Toma is canonically popular with girls, but he's another boyfriend you don't have to worry about if girls are making advances towards him. Man has proven several times he's loyal asf!
β¦οΈ He politely declines, telling them he already has a girlfriend. Though, if they're not stopping, he will flat out ignore them. It really never goes that far after Toma makes it a point he's taken. He's almost always w/ you and doesn't have a problem being affectionate in public (plus, he doesn't have a fan club filled w/ volatile girls unlike someone else...)
β¦οΈ Honestly distances himself if he sees you being flirted with. He's upset, but tries to act like it doesn't bother him (it does). If you push enough, he'll be honest. Will be verrrryyy clingy when you two are home. Expect to be reassuring him a lot
β¦οΈ Gets into yandere mode if two things happen 1) The girl flirting with him makes jabs at you 2) A guy flirting with you is not taking no for an answer. Both rare occurrences, but if it does happen, let's just say...god have mercy on their soul....
"You're really the most adorable girl in my eyes. I wish you could see that, princess. C'mon, it's getting late. Wasn't there that new video game you wanted to try? I could install it after I make us dinner,"
β€ I mean well.....Ikki's fanclub....I think that's enough said.....
β€ In all honesty, once you and Ikki finally becomes serious and he has the balls to finally stand up to those women, he's gonna be a bit aggressive when someone is flirting with him
β€ He seriously must be fed up with constantly going outside and literal strangers invading his personal space. Not to mention, with what happened to you, he's gonna get a bit snippy when he's being flirted with
β€ He's not necessarily rude about it, but like Shin, he's honest and forward. After putting his fan club in their place, he wants you to trusts him to protect you. You both know you can't help his, er...condition, but what he can do is make you feel special
β€ Like Toma, he tries to act like he's fine if someone is flirting with you. He's not. Most likely drowns his sorrows in alcohol and cries softly to himself. Please find him and comfort him. He's drunk ass will demand cuddles all night long
"I....think I was jealous when I saw you with that guy...I'm sorry for leaving without saying anything. And for you to see me in such a pathetic state....you'll....stay here right?"
βοΈ One of the calmest guys about it, tbh. Both being flirted with and seeing you being flirted by another guy. It's not that he's okay with it, just that he won't make a big scene about it
βοΈ In one of the drama CD's, Kent does the dumping rather being the one that's dumped. So he's shuts down any advances made towards him relatively quickly. Like Shin, he's blunt and honest, but his words can come off as harsh. It's not even like Shin where he knows he's rude, Kent just...naturally comes off that way....
βοΈ He sits back and lets you handle letting the guy down. He's prepared to swoop in and reject the guy for you if he's not giving up. But he trusts you to handle the situation. After all, you're better words than he is
βοΈ Tries to process the feeling of jealously, but he understands the discomfort sooner or later. He won't tell you unless you ask him, but at least he has enough sense to be mature about it
"That woman was difficult to deal with. She was pushy and unpleasantly aggressive about wanting to go out after my lecture. I told her numerous times that I already had plans with you. And I don't intend for that to change,"
π I honestly think while Ukyo has a pretty face, no girl flirts with him. His personality has been stated to be 'weird' and something about him is just off-putting to others. Plus, he already is kind of a loner
π You don't have to worry about anyone flirting with Ukyo, not for the same reason as Shin and Toma though. Just cause...there are no girls to flirt with him in the first place. Kinda a sad thing to say, but at least it's good on your end?
π Ukyo is not a jealous person, at least easily. He trusts you and wants to focus on the love between you two. It's just the man has no confidence. Still, that doesn't stop him from going up to you two and introducing himself as your boyfriend
π He'll be honest when you two are alone, kinda get pouty about reliving the whole ordeal. He doesn't need much reassurance like Toma or Ikki, but some words of affirmation + cuddles would be nice
"Is this person bothering you, darling? My name is Ukyo, I'm her boyfriend. She's also my muse and I cherish her immensely. I would appreciate it if you left her alone, please,"
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This post will contain spoilers for Tomas Amnesia Later route. This includes CGs.
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Hey guys and Merry Christmas! What good are family get togethers if not to play otome games! I finished Tomas route today and I have a few things to say.
Firstly I tried to approach this story with comedy in mind. I know Toma is some people's favorite, but I couldn't get through this route without laughing and cracking some jokes. After what happened in the first game I cannot take Toma seriously and keep my sanity.
Tomas route was something special. I did not imagine him to try and take accountability in his own weird way by telling Shin about the abuse he did upon MC. He deserved that punch 100%. I thought it was funny that he invited Shin in afterwards and they ate together. Just like old times. I might not like Toma but I enjoy the friendship him, Shin, and MC share.
MC is way too forgiving. I can't believe she forgave Rika and the club after what happened to her. Not only that but what Toma did to her also. Mc is usually a pushover but it's very bad in this route.
I love the domesticity in this route, I love that they live together throughout this route. I find it to be very realistic too. Maybe not to most but I move fast and love to move in right away. I can relate to MCs need to be around Toma often. I also am needy!
Overall this route is much better than the original Amnesia routes. Toma is much mote tolerable in this and I can see his appeal. However I will never forgive him for what he did to MC in the first game. It's almost brushed to the side in this game too. But it is what it is haha.
