Hey y’all, not sure if this will reach anyone or not, but my not quite a year old laptop crashed hard Saturday evening and is in the repair shop but it ain’t looking good for it.
I am physically ill feeling about it all. My work, my small barely growing business, my writings, my animations, and everything else is on that thing and I’m looking at the best outcome being getting it back a month from now without garuntee of any of my files or programs being salvaged from it. This includes abandonware and other programs I use for things that aren’t easy or impossible to restore.
I have not been in a pleasant mood or health about it all for the past four days. No one can figure out why it’s crashing hard, and every single check has turned up green but it’s still failing.
It sucks even harder when I’m in the middle of a large commission and I can’t move forward without my laptop. I don’t have enough money to replace it. I was trying to save up cash via commissions for this kinda stuff but that’s gone now. I will not be opening up any gofundme or patreon or whatever asking for donations, I just wanted to tell everyone the kind of bind I’m in and that it really really sucks.
I’m trying to stay positive about this but reality makes it hard to do so. I’m not in the best place currently. Mostly just asking folks to understand and stuff. Well um, yeah that’s about it. I know everyone’s just gonna scroll past this anyways or forget about it in like five minutes after reading.
I am not asking anyone to do anything about it other than to just understand why I’ve not been online or active this week. I want to rage and scream and yank my hair out rn, but it doesn’t fix anything. So uh yeah, imma just sign off for now. I hope you guys have enjoyed all the cool art I’ve made in the past, and here’s hoping that things go well on my end. -Blueskyheadleft010















