#complicated relationship

So we did each other one time that month and I liked it. I also liked my friend. I felt bad about the sexual encounter. I respected her (my friend) so much until she started to care about him more than me. We fucked even after I saw how he treated you. I felt so bad about it that I used my usual unorthodox situations to erase the pain and try to turn what was happening into something different than it is. I felt I loved him more than she did at a time, so I took that personal and made those stupid I love my boyfriend posts urrghhh. I said "I'm taken :3" instead of "it's complicated" I should've just moved on and left her alone.

Assume Alastor is asexual in all of my fics and art. I never think to tag it cuz I’ve always considered it inherent to the character, like he’s asexual unless tagged otherwise, you know?

But yes, he is and it does put even more of a strain on their relationship. Like in the show, Alastor’s never had a word to describe his relationship with sex, all he knows is that he’s not all that interested in it and he’s waiting for the “right one” to come along and “fix it.”

I can see asexuality being something Vox doesn’t understand or necessarily believe in (in the circumstances that HE even knows the term) and any lack of interest on Alastor’s part he takes as a personal attack. But he’s still very possessive of Alastor and although Alastor has become something of a sex icon, unlike Angel Dust, he’s not actively involved in porn.

He may do soft core pornography, like sexy pin-ups, calendars, photo shoots (maybe pole dancing for a specific clientele—but there is still a strict “no touch” policy—or audio for those with voice kinks). As long as it doesn’t involve physical sex, Vox will allow it.

And despite their fucked up relationship, Alastor appreciates it too. The only person he has actual sex with is Vox, which is far easier to deal with then multiple people. It makes him a bit more lenient/cooperative towards Vox, but it’s still not necessarily consensual as he wouldn’t be doing it if he got a choice.

I think the ONLY time Vox would have Alastor sleep with someone else is if it would help him seal a deal. But it would have to be with a HUGE influential figure (like a major Overlord) or Goetia) for him to even considered, and they would have to be the one to request it, he never gives it out as an option.

we wrwtched creatyres we wretchid crichurs

I always forget that I am an known entity outside of my immediate surroundings that people talk about me and my games when I’m not around crazy shit

We wratched critters💜

THANKS THAT ONE GUY

7331 art words from “Therefore you and me” by kiwi:

ゆえに (therefore)

you and me

you and [?] [?] [?] [?] ラブラブ (love love/lovey dovey)

[?] [?] [?] 関 [?] ? (…connection/relationship…?)

small explanation + uncorrupted lyrics under cut:

So. That West Virginia lore we were talking about.

i tried making a comic-esc style page