Kit left HQ as quickly as possible trying to keep her face hidden. She would not cry she refused to do so, she wasn’t weak. To her it was a sign of weakness to get upset, not to mention when she was younger the boys she grew up with would tease her. Always that same damn line of, ‘awww are you going to cry?’ they stopped soon after she finally had enough and punched one in the face. She was strong and wouldn’t cry, sure having someone you love telling you it is over hurt like fuck. But she would not cry…
She could feel the stinging in her eyes and walked a bit faster down the stairs towards the sidewalk. It was stupid to get upset over, right? Yes she loved him deeply and she hoped he still felt feelings for her, or was that wishful thinking? Just maybe he was right…. A long distance relationship wouldn’t work out; she was more than willing to try. He seemed positive about it not working out at all and so he ended it right there. Maybe she should have yelled at him, told him he was being stupid and it would they just would need to work harder at it. But she didn’t, she just forced a smile and just accept it without too much fuss. Not without first stating she hated the idea at all and didn’t agree with it.
Kit clenched her fists moving faster down the sidewalk as she continued to think about what happens minutes before. Maybe she should have gotten angry with him? But would it have really helped in changing his mind? She still wanted to continue seeing him, being on friendly terms with him. Even if it would be hard not to want to take his arm or his hand into her own… She had finally got comfortable enough to do these things. If she had exploded at him it wouldn’t have turned out as well…. well. She half choked out a laugh at the thought, how was this turning out well? Roy had dumped her in his office and was going to Ishval early the next morning. For who knows how damn long, he never said and she didn’t think she could stick around long enough to listen.
Finally she burst out into a run and ran all the way just outside of central. She could do damage out here without too much ruckus about it later. What Harris’ did, when upset they tended to go about destroying random wilderness to let it all out.
Kit finally stopped when in a patch of woods and leaned forward to rest her hands on her thighs, panting to catch her breath. “Fuck…. Fuck…” She continued to curse as she caught her breath, the tears finally running down her face. “ARGGG!” She threw her arm to the side making a large earth snake erupt from the ground taking down a handful of trees with it. Soon followed by another one after she stood up straight, bringing her arm towards herself. More trees and earth was uprooted destroying everything in its path. “Stupid… fucking stupid!” She yelled more at herself than anything as she made even more snakes in her frustration, angry and sadness, upon the trees. Sliding her foot back making a dozen snakes come out around a large stump in the middle, dragging it down under the ground.
After a few minutes she finally broke down and fell to her knees. She will allow herself a little cry, just a little one, just this once…