#coleymoley

sometimes, i think my brother is the only one that really understands me. he sent me a link to Bruno Mars' new song, "When I Was Your Man" and all of my troubles just seemed to melt away and everything just made sense.  its time for me to move on.  

why do i feel so disconnected?

whether you like it or not, you are bound to come to a crossroads in your life. one direction will seem like the obvious choice, providing you with a safe passage from the dangers that might arise and the unforeseen horrors lurking in the shadows. then, there will be another path--one riddled with risks, heartbreaks and teardrops, leading you towards an unknown and uncertain destination. when we come across this crossroad in our life, we are forced to make a choice. will i take the path that is definite and safe or will i take the road that is sprinkled with adventure, danger and a story worth retelling? at the end of the day, it is up to the individual on the journey and no one else. and for me, i feel like i have been standing at this crossroad for way too long and it is about time that i bucked the fuck up and choose where i want to go. 

i miss you so much. sigh, i can't believe this is all really happening. 

I said goodbye to best friend today before she leaves for her big travel around the world. sigh, I don't know what my feelings are doing right now. It's going to hit me all at once and I'm not going to know what to do with myself.

i hate you so much.