Johnny- Part 2 - Johnny "Soap" MacTavish x POC!Fem Reader Warnings: angst; part 2 of this; feelings of betrayal; hurt/comfort Note: does this make sense? I don't know but i had fun
Johnny…
Johnny with a woman…
Johnny with a pregnant woman…
Johnny with a pregnant woman who thinks you're just a friend…
Johnny who ignored you that night.
How can you be so stupid? All the signs were right there. A handsome guy who can only meet you during the day, exactly when everyone else, especially a pregnant partner, is busy. That should have been enough to ring the alarm. Actually, scratch that! Him being military should have made you run to the hills. But no, you were too enthralled by his baby blue eyes to even think clearly. (When has blue eyes ever been a good thing?!)
After finding out about Johnny's very pregnant partner, you blocked Johnny on everything. You didn't even bother waiting for him to say anything. You couldn't believe it that you were someone's mistress. Yes, you didn't know but that doesn't change the fact that you slept with another woman's man… a pregnant woman's man.
Oh that poor woman! Your heart ached for her. She looked so happy next to Johnny. She's probably excited about having a child with a supposed good man. While she's going to pre-natal appointments and buying baby clothes, the father of her child is out in the streets canoodling with a dumb ass who is too desperate for attention to realize what's going on.
For the first week post-heartbreak (if you can call finding out your "relationship" was never real heartbreak), you consider unblocking Johnny to somehow find this woman and tell her what happened but you couldn't bring yourself to do it. Assuming that you can get that information out of Johnny, how are you going to tell a mother-to-be that the father of her child is a cheating bastard? You don't know her. What if she reacts badly and hurts you or, worst, herself? So instead, you decide to hope and pray that karma does her job. And to ease your conscious, you vow to tell her if you ever run into her again.
Which you know is a cop-out since the likelihood of running into her again is extremely low. You all live in a fairly big city.
Or at least you thought until now as see her looking over the tomatoes at your local grocery store.
What the fuck! Jesus. You have to stop assuming things. It just makes an ass out of you and still you.
Despite every cell in your body urging you to run away, you linger. You couldn't understand why Johnny would even cheat on her. She's beautiful. Her brown hair somehow glows under the florescent lights and even her blue eyes, despite just looking at some overripe tomatoes, shine with a sense of warmth and familiarity. She looks so nice. How could Johnny betray her? How could he betray both of you?
Unfortunately, you're so caught up in your staring that you don't catch Johnny's very pregnant partner looking your way until it's too late. You quickly look away but to your misfortune, she recognizes you and decides to say hello.
"Hey you," she announces as she slowly moves her shopping cart towards you. Her smile makes you uneasy. "Johnny's friend, right?"
You just nod. You're going to have a heart attack. No. You need to have a heart attack right now. You have to get out of this conversation some way some how.
Extending her hand, she introduces herself as Emma. You timidly take it and share your name which earns you a very excited glee from the brunette.
"Sorry. I'm just so happy that I ran into you. I've been wanting to meet you since that night." You're sure that Emma can see the sweat running down your face. She inches her face closer to yours and, in a low voice, says, "and between woman-to-woman, I'm so glad he made a friend. I was starting to get worried. I can only entertain him for so long, you know?"
What? You can't help but gape at the woman. So she's okay with the father of her child sleeping with another woman? Emma doesn't miss the way your eyes flick between her face and stomach.
"Oh this?" She jumps and rubs her stomach. "Yeah, I mean look at me. I really can't so much these days." Your stomach churns at her excuse. You open your mouth to say something but she keeps going. "I know Johnny wants to help but at the end of the day, I just want to see my little brother happy."
What kind of white people shit is this? Wait… did she say brother?
Before you have a chance to react, you hear a familiar voice.
"Found those nasty cookies you've been craving," Johnny announces with a flat voice. You freeze. You consider making a run for it, but it's too late.
Johnny practically yells your name as soon as his eyes fell upon your figure. He quickens his pace to reach you and Emma, eyes wide, terrified that you'll disappear before he reaches you. "You're here?" He asks mostly to himself.
You remain silent. What do you even say? Hey you, just having a chat with your pregnant girlfriend… or sister?
Thankfully, Emma breaks the impromptu staring contest between you and Johnny as she brings Johnny up to speed. "I was just telling your friend here how badly I want to see you, my little brother, happy." Johnny's eyes furrow as his gaze bounces between Emma and you as the gears in his head start to move. He does this for a few seconds when suddenly
"Ooooh!" He loudly groans. He looks at you and starts, "yes, this is my sister, my older sister, my older sister who is pregnant with another man's child who sadly—"
"That'll do."
You just nod as you take all of this information in. "So she isn't your girlfriend?" Johnny and Emma immediately gag at that and vehemently deny it. You nod and continue, "so why did you say I'm just a friend? I thought I… we were more than that."
Johnny drops his head in shame and stammers for an answer. He struggles until…
"Because of me," Emma answers. She squeezes Johnny's shoulder before continuing, "my love life is a mess right now, and this eejit here has a tendency of putting others first before himself."
Johnny throws you a sheepish smile. He slowly brings his eyes towards you and echoes his sister's words. "I never wanted to hurt you. I just panicked and when I tried to fixing it, you'd already blocked me."
"And after his fifth trip to the library, I knew something was up. So after some coaxing—"
"It was more of an interrogation." That earns Johnny a smack on the back of his head.
"I realized what this fucker did and decided to help." Johnny's sister gives you a kind smile. "I did my part so now," she announces as she pushes Johnny towards you. "It's your turn."
After stumbling to catch his balance, Johnny takes in a deep breath and looks directly into your eyes. "I'm really sorry bonnie. I never wanted to hurt you. In trying to protect my sister," he looks away to admit to Emma that she never needed his protection before continuing, "I hurt the most beautiful, intelligent, driven woman I've ever met. Do you think you can give me one more chance?"
You let out a small incredulous laugh. You stare at Johnny for a bit before giving him a small nod. A wide smile breaks out on his face. He immediately pulls you in for a hug and thanks you against the crown of your head. You and his sister let out a hearty laugh at his eagerness.
He may be an idiot at times but at least he's your…
Johnny.
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