âYou put a chip inside of my head?â You huffed
âWith what you could do and how fucked up in the head you can get, youâre damn right I did. We canât risk you killing someone over your emotions.â
âwhat the fuck! You said you trusted me, cecil I canât even be show emotion now?â
ây/n. The chip only stops you from getting overly emotional to the point where your fangs start to peak out. You should be greatful that youâre not killing criminals anymore. Besides, we have a switch to deactivate the chip. Weâll only turn it off during emergencies.â
Your breathing turning sharp and fast before you stumble to get back up. âthis isnât over.â Flying rapidly back to your apartment.
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Pairing: Eli âHawkâ Moskowitz x reader | Eli âHawkâ Moskowitz x Moon | Platonic!Demetri X platonic!Reader
Warning(s): Swearing, Use of harsh language, mentions of underage Drinking , Eli being a dick to reader (per usual), briefly proofread , my bad writing, Kreese being looked up to
Word count: 3.6k, 10.1 pages
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Part 1
You ended up leaving the party after the altercation with Hawk, even though Demetri and Moon both tried to stop and talk to you but you just pushed past them and stomped out of the house in a blind drunken rage. Not stopping when you seen Tory seething in rage and not even caring that you car pooled here with some of the other Cobra's you tried to order an Uber but your phone was dead âof courseâ, so you continued to walk down the street long away from the house. Completely in aware what was going on within Moons house in your absence.
âExcuse me!â Demetri said into the microphone. Everyone in the crowd turned to look at him. âIâd like to make a toast.â
âTo Eli Moskowitz.â Demetri raised his cup in the air as everyone looked around confused, muttering between themselves asking who that was, as Demetri scanned the room. âOh. Iâm sorry,â Demetri scoffed and threw his empty cup on the floor. âSome of you might know him as Hawk. But underneath that crazy clown cosplay and whatever type of Manic Panic he dumps in his hair, heâs still good old Eli. My binary brother. Well he was my binary brother. You know what he is now? A real zero.â
âAll right thatâs enough Demetri.â Hawk called out. He looked around the room looking for (Y/n), she was nowhere to be found within the crowd of kids in the living room.
âDonât let that angry red hairdo fool you. Heâs a big softie. We watched every Harry Potter movie together, and he bawled like a baby when Dobby died.â
The others laughed as Demetri imitated a pathetic cry.
âRight if he doesnât shut up, Iâm gonna shut him up.â Hawk said to Mitch, getting angrier by the minute.
âRemember what Sensei said about showing mercy.â Hawk clenched his jaw and turned his head back to face Demetri.
âIn the words of Eliâs hero, Steve Jobs, Iâve got one more thing. Have any of you heard of sleep enuresis?â Demetri asked the crowd.
âDonât.â Hawk tried to beg. But Demetri just smiled and continued on with his speech.
âThat is the medical term, of course. In the Kingâs English, itâs good old fashioned bed wetting. And Eli here is a pro.â Demetri pointed his finger guns at him and winked. âMy Mom even had a special air mattress for sleepovers. And she called it; Eliâs waterbed.â The party goers just continued to laugh.
Hawks fists tightened and his eyebrows scrunched together. âScrew mercy. Youâre a corpse!â He shouted as he advanced to Demetri. Some of Miyagi-Dos blocked him from stepping any closer and Cobra Kai closed in behind Hawk and Mitch.
Moon stepped between them. âGuys. Stop. Weâre friends.â
âOh, I smell a rumble!â Police sirens and lights lit up the room and everyoneâs faces.
âCops!â The party goers scattered in every direction out of the house, some grabbing pizzas others grabbing drinks.
âDemetri! You got lucky!â Hawk shouted. âIâll see you at school!â He shouted over some of Miyagi-Doâs shoulders as he pointed a finger at Demetri before he got shoved backwards and ran off.
You had been walking down the sidewalk well far way from Moonâs house trying not to trip on your heels as a bunch of cop cars sped past you in the direction you had come from, but not much worry crossed your drunken mind.
You were very much still angry, as you pushed through the doors of the Cobra Kai dojo. Kicking off your heeled boots and setting up to spar the dummy set up towards the center of the dark room. Throwing kicks, punches and jabs until tears threatened to spill down your cheeks. Who would have thought a few hours ago youâd be trying to down enough alcohol to put a grown man on his ass and now youâre here, in the dojo trying to fight the rage burning inside of you.
âGosh how could you be so stupid to even think Hawk would listen to you, to actually acknowledge the words you were screaming at him in that bathroomâ
A scream ripped through your throat as you began punching the rubber dummy harder and harder until you fell to your knees in a sob. Tears spilling down your face in the dark.
âCrying solves nothing, even you should know that.â
You quickly wiped your tears away and looked up. Sensei Kreese stepped out of the shadows of the rooms. âYes Sensei!â You rose to your feet haphazardly.
Kreese held his hand out for a moment. âNo need for formality after hours (y/n). Call me John.â You nodded your head slowly.
âNow tell me, why on a Friday night are you alone in here and now out with your friends?â Your gaze rested down on your sock covered feet. âI was but..â Your words fell off as you began thinking about tonight.
âBut what? Did something happen?â Your words were trying to climb out of your throat like knives. âI had a fight with a few friends, even told my best friend Iâve had a crush on him for forever and he just brushed it off like nothing happened.â Your gaze was still on your feet.
Kreese just nodded his head as you talked about your experience at the party, taking in the details of it all. âI see and how is that all making you feel now?â Your head shot up to look at Kreese. âIâm pissed off.â
Kreese shrugged his shoulders as he peered at you. âGood.âYou stuttered in confusion, âW-What?â He gave you a smirk. âI said good, use that anger to make you a better fighter.â A blank stare crossed your face as you stared at him. âLetâs go now. Use that anger.â He walked off to grab the sparring pads to hold so he could feel the power behind the punches and kicks you were going to throw.
Your jean jacket was long forgotten on the floor as sweat covered your body. Sweating out the alcohol was the best thing you could have done after the night you had at the party. Training is the best way to get you to stop thinking about Hawk and your stupid crush. You and Kreese stayed there for hours as you trained before deciding it was late enough in the night and that you should probably go home.
Kreese locked up the door behind you as you stood out of the dojo under the shitty overhead lights shined down on you. âYou did great work tonight. I see a lot of potential in you, as long as you continue to harness that power during your fights and in training and you could be an unstoppable fighter.â
A grin was plastered across your face as you thought about all the possibilities, hell maybe youâd even win the All Valley Tournament. âYes Sensei!â
There was no need to sneak into your house you parents didnât care much of what you were up to just as long as they thought you were safe. So coming into the house in the middle of the night was nothing new to the, hell coming home from Demetri or Eliâs house this late was none but normal, or at least it used to be. You missed having sleepovers and watching Harry Potter or Starwars, but of course that was all behind you all now, god did you miss it. Everything changed after joining karate.
You finally plugged your phone in after who no knows how long and went to jump in the shower. Washing the day of events off of your body and out of your hair and mind, relaxing in the hot water cascading down your body.
Drying off and making your way back into your room to get dressed you dug around in your closet for a shirt to put on, one of the empty hangers fell off the rack and as you leaned down to pick it up your eyes landed on a shirt youâd been missing for a while, or actually a certain someone was missing it for a while since you took it one night at a sleepover when you had forgotten one. It was Eliâs. It was his original 1977 StarWars episode four shirt he had bought at comic con when you guys were in middle school. This was his favorite shirt, you were just as astonished that night when he let you borrow it as you were this moment sitting on your bedroom floor almost tearing up again. But Sensei said crying doesnât help anything and thatâs something youâll listen to. But wearing the shirt to bed wouldnât hurt anything.
The buzzing of your phone finally coming back to life on your nightstand dragged you out of your thoughts just as fast as you put the shirt on. Deciding you probably should check your text messages and calls. You had gotten off the floor to sit on your bed.
Demđ§ââïž48 missed calls
Sunshineđ 4 missed calls
Aishađ€ 5 missed call
Moonyđ 3 missed calls
Miguelđ„ 6 missed calls
Hawkđ„ 8 missed calls
Oh god Demetri was probably worried sick about you, you could only imagine how he was feeling but god did it annoy you that he thought just blurting your secret out to Hawk was okay. You sent him a simple text letting him know that you were home safe and okay and that you just needed some space for a little bit. Last thing you wanted was for Demetri to get the nervous twitches, heâs bad enough when heâs not nervous, let alone after letting his long term best friends secret out to the word heâs probably been shaking in his shoes all night thinking about it.
Opening your text messages with Tory.
Sunshineđ: Yo whereâd you go?
Sunshineđ: Weâve got a big problem
Sunshineđ: Call me when you read these
Your mind started to wonder, what was going on? Did these have to do with her being so angry last night? You sent her a text back:
Freakđ: Hey sorry my phones been dead all night is everything okay?
Sunshineđ: Oh my god I thought you god kidnapped or something you idiot
Freakđ: Lmao! Missed you too loser. Seriously though you good?
Sunshineđ: No absolutely not good. Caught that bitch kissing Miguel last night at the party
Freakđ: No fucking way! Thatâs why you were so pissed when I left
Sunshineđ: Wait whenâd you leave Hawk said he had seen you and then couldnât find you and he was asking around
Freakđ: Ha yeah we had a pretty bad fight very surprised he bothered even asking where I went
Sunshineđ: God heâs such an idiot are you okay?
Freakđ: Yeah just went to the dojo after the party to blow off some steam and all the alcohol đ
Sunshineđ: Haha there ya go girl! Well if we donât hang out this weekend Iâll text you
Freakđ: Sounds good Sunshine Iâll talk to ya later
Tory was not one to mess with if you werenât her friend let alone messing with her boyfriend, that was just plain and simple, that was a death wish and not a pretty one.
Your eyes glanced over the text messages from Hawk the most you could see was him texting you heâs sorry. You decided to open the message thread.
Hawkđ„: Princess whereâd you go?
Hawkđ„: Iâm serious princess youâre in no shape to be alone right now
Hawkđ„: Please Iâm sorry for what I said can we just talk
The internal conflict between your heart and your brain was a bloodbath, one wanted you to just completely forgive him to just say it was the alcohol making him think the way he was and the other half wanted to just leave him on read and go to sleep. But you heart won that battle just not completely, you caved ever so slightly and sent him a message. He wasnât normally a night owl like Tory was and you could only hope tonight wasnât one of the nights that he chose to be.
Princessđ: Hey
Princessđ: Iâm sorry my phone was dead but Iâm home safe you donât have to pretend to worry especially after the fight.
You pressed the power button to lock your phone before putting it down on the nightstand, it was late and you needed sleep. Not like you were tired even though you should have been exhausted after training and the party. Getting comfortable in bed before flipping the switch on your lamp to shut it off, turning onto your side and throwing your blanket over your shoulder to get comfortable.
Ding, Ding
A text message
Ding, Ding
Another
You tried to ignore it, keeping your eyes clenched shut as the light from your screen bounced across your features. Pretending the anticipation wasnât eating at your skin. âIgnore it. It can wait.â
Who were you kidding you couldnât wait, as some part of you kinda did hope Hawk chose to be an owl tonight. To forgive and forget the things heâs said. To come running at his beck and call. You threw the blanket off your body and sat up hastily reaching to grasp the phone within your hands. The screen lit up again in your hands.
A notification.
An instagram notification.
You flopped back onto your bed, head hitting the pillows you let out a large sigh. You felt absolutely flustered, eyes squeezed shut, arms thrown over your face in embarrassment. Until your phone dinged again. But this time you did hesitate to check it. But then it dinged once twice three more times to texts coming across.
You lifted your arm just enough to take a peak with one eye at your screen held up to your face. Hawk. Your heart fluttered with warmth, maybe being hopeful wasnât such a bad thing.
Hawkđ„: Thank god youâre okay
Hawkđ„: Iâm so sorry for what happened
Hawkđ„: Could we maybe meet up and talk?
Your thumbs hovered over your phone's keyboard so as to not seem so desperate. He made you wait this long so maybe you could make him wait a little while too.
Princessđ: Uhm yeah sure where would you wanna meet?
His reply was almost instantaneous, the thought of him sitting biting his nails waiting for your reply crossed your mind. Oh how you missed Eliâs old mannerisms and the tiny little things that made him who he is no was.
Hawkđ„: Our old hangout spot?
Your lips turned up into a smile, your old hangout spot. The one that hasnât been touched since you guys were kids. You wondered if the roof was still even on the thing. The place where you'd all hang out in the heat of the summer, when you fell and had bloody knees, popsicles dripping down staining your favorite shirts.
Princessđ: Yeah Iâll be there
Hawkđ„: Sounds good Iâll see ya soon Princess
Your face burned as it flushed thinking about the place. The place where you and Eli had shared a first kiss unbeknownst to Demetri, back in the fifth grade right after your mom had called you to you from the house saying that it was time to take Eli home. He had leaned forward in a rush, quickly leaving a peck on your lips and running out and back towards your house while you just sat in shock. The place where toys and stolen kisses went to die but it was yours to always come home to.
The sun bleached and peeling paint was your safe place once before. The memories came flooding back the moment you stepped past the wooden door frame. The club house your dad built you just within the forest line, still close enough to the house where they could holler from the back deck and youâd come running like a dog to food. Yet somehow you felt so far away now, as your shoes scuffed across the wooden floor. Taking a seat in the beaten lawn chair you fiddled with your thumbs as you waited.
The slight breeze that blew through the open window ran a shiver over your body, the shirt and shorts pajama combo not doing much to keep you warm as you didnât bother grabbing a jacket on the way out the door.
Eli knew the route to your house like the back of his hands, the years of making that trek whether on foot, on bike or by car, he could at this point probably do it blind folded. Of course as long as your neighbor didnât have his lawn chairs out on the sidewalk like he sometimes did, heâd make it there in one piece.
So there he stood outside the side gate of your yard waiting to let himself in ready to hike through your yard like the years prior. To march straight into your secret cabin and take back everything heâs ever said, to fall to his knees and beg for you to forgive him.
He swallowed the lump in his throat, unlatched the lock and pushed forward. Wiping the sweaty hands onto his black track pants and stepping through the dewy grass to the secret oasis that he used to hold dear to his heart. Just like you.
At some point in your tireless waiting you contemplated just getting up and just going back into the house. Shutting all the lights off and just pretending like nothing ever happened. Like you havenât answered his text at the speed of light. Like it wasnât the one and only thing you were looking forward to. But you couldnât bring yourself to do it. And so you sat there waiting and hoping that heâd show so you could just get this over with.
You felt fidgety as you sat staring down at your shoes, rubbing the rubber soles gently against the floor. A small knock against the wood drew you out of your thoughts, you sat up straight in the chair when he stepped through the door in all his glory. Having to duck down through the smaller door because of his mohawk, you almost chuckled at the sight. He took the seat across from you, his hands intertwined in his lap.
âHey.â You spoke softly, uncertain of what was to come. He looked up to meet your eyes and a small smile graced his features. âHey! Iâve been looking for that shirt forever!â
Your face lit up as you let out a laugh.â What? This old thing? I have no idea what youâre talking about.â He sported a similar smile on his face as he looked at you.
âYes, that old thing. But I donât like nerd shit any more so keep it.â Your smile dropped when he said that. Nerd shit? He loved Starwars, he was nerd shit. âOh come on Princess, don't lose your smile now.â
âBut you used to love ânerd shitâ Eli.â Maybe this was a bad idea. âYeah Princess keyword is used to. Thatâs not my life anymore. This is.â He motioned to himself.
âAlso itâs Hawk now and you know that. But thatâs not why I came here.â
âThen why did you come here?â You felt sick, like your stomach was crawling up your throat claws and all.
âI came to make sure you were okay, you were almost tripping over yourself leaving. But mostly because I came to say th-that I donât think we can be friends anymore. Especially not after what you said about Moon. Sheâs the love of my life.â He was blunt, way too blunt for your liking. You scoffed at him, he came all this way here to say this?
âListen babe I get it. Everyone wants a piece of hawk and normally thereâs enough to go around but just not right now.â His cocky smirk did nothing but annoy you.
At this point you were just laughing at him, âYou came all this way, had me get my hopes up because you decided I deserved to get told we shouldnât be friends in person?â You stood up harshly, chair getting thrown back as you stood. âGet the fuck away from me please.â
âBabe listen!â He stood hands out as if trying to calm you down.
âEli go the fuck away! Iâm sick of the bullshit you continue to spew out of your mouth. All because you canât actually comprehend whatâs going on in your life. No go!â You pointed to the door as your chest rose and fell in anger.
Eli had seemed to get the message as he went to turn away to leave, but the look in your eyes was filled with hurt and anger as they began to well with tears. He stood in the doorway and looked like he almost wanted to say something else but chose against it, turning his back to you and left without a word.
The moment you thought he was far enough away you fell to your knees in a sob hands covering your face as you heaved to breathe. You couldnât believe the blatant disregard for you or your feelings and the fact he had to come all the way over just to say those things. You fell asleep that night curled into a ball on your bed, eyes puffy and red, pillow and your cheeks stained with tears.
Eli on the other hand left your house phone in hand, texting Moon. But yet again getting left on read. She laid cuddling in bed with her girlfriend that night with pure bliss in her heart.
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Prompt: "Iâm not gonna be here when she breaks your heart" And âAre you going to tell him?â
Word count: 6.1 pages · 2,208 words
Warning(s): Swearing, underage drinking, name calling, Hawk being stupid
Part 2
You told Demetri there was no way you were going to the party at Moon's house and some how here you were, getting dragged through the front door of her house by none other than your dojo member Miguel. Somehow within the first few minutes of being in the house Miguel patted you on the back and disappeared into the crowed of school mates and people you've never met before. You slowly made your way through the house, having to push a few teens out of the way while doing so, running into Moon finally.Â
"Oh my god, (Y/n)! Demetri said you weren't coming I didn't expect you to be here. Drinks are in the kitchen and kegs in the backyard." She had a wide smile on her face, red solo cup in hand the only indicator is was a real high school party and not the kind you, Eli and Demetri used to have. You gave her a smile back not wanting to seem rude with her knowing you didn't want to be here. "Yeah, ended up having a change of plans and thought why not come over for the fun." You knew that was a lie but couldn't muster up the guts to tell her the real reason why you didn't want to show. Scanning the crowd you seen the one person you did want to avoid here, that person being Demetri in question. "Well I'm so glad you could make it (Y/n). I'm gonna get back in there go have fun." She gestured over her shoulder back towards the living room where Demetri was. Once she turned around to leave you spun around to part ways but ended up running face first into someone's chest. You stumbled back a few steps taking a look to see who it was.Â
"What were you two talking about?" You had a confused look on your face. "Hawk?"  He gave you a stupid flirty smile like he normally does, handing you a red cup full of who knows what. "Here princess, drink up." Taking the cup from his hand and taking a sip, that damned nickname he decided to call you since he turned into âHawkâ and god did it ruffle your feathers. It was liquor mixed with little to no coke, this wasnât your first rodeo but god was liquor not your go to drink, especially with little to no mixer in it as well. âJeez I know youâre a badass now but no mixer? Whatâs wrong with you?â You choked out a small laugh, looking around at everyone.Â
Hawk gave you a friendly chuckle with a smile and took a sip of his own drink. âItâs honestly something you just get used to. But what were you two ladies talking about?âÂ
You threw a playful smile on your face you knew about Hawk and Moonâs old relationship and you knew how hung up on her he was. âOh, you know just the usual; nails, hair and how Iâm gonna beat your ass if you donât stay out of my business.â Punching hawk in the shoulder, but immediately turning your attention to the the cheering going on out back.Â
Making your way out of the sliding glass doors onto the back porch to be met with the crown of people standing around Tory and some random guy standing on bar stools on one foot chugging out of red solo cups as the crowd cheered âchug! chug! chug!â Watching as Tory gulped down her cup swiftly. You clapped and cheered her along as the guy fell down off of his stool while Tory held her cup to rejoice in her winnings throwing the cup down to the ground and yelling into the crowd who wanted to challenge her next and both you and Tory loved challenging each other at the dojo sho what could be the damage in taking up her offer.Â
âWho wants to go next!âÂ
âHey, miss sunshine! Iâll take ya up on your offer!â You held on to some poor guys shoulder as you climbed atop of the wooden bar stool your chunky heel of your ankle boots making a clonking noise at it made contact, being handed a red solo cup. You and Tory both stared at each other with a gleam in your eyes a challenge in which who could hold their alcohol and themselves up better on one foot. Tory definitely knew how to hand her alcohol but youâve seen her sparring at the dojo youâve out balanced her plenty of times to know you could win this you just had to hold on longer than she could, obviously.
âNew game!â Both you and Tory raised your cups in a cheering motion inches away from clinking the plastic cups together, raising one leg up just like a flamingos and all at once the crowd started just as they had been earlier when you walked out shouting, Chug! Chug! Chug!. Tory gulped down her drink in fast succession as you slowly started to down yours, this wasnât a race of who could drink the fastest just of who could stand on one leg drunken longer. Tory had been at this game long before you had stepped outside so she couldnât last much longer could she?
Finishing your drink here some people on the crowd cheering for you long with stingray and some girl he brought along. Getting handed another cup, downing that one a bit quicker this time you began to sway a bit as the wind pushed through, Tory couldnât help but smirk as you tried to ground yourself to stop the swaying.
âIs it getting too much for you, freak?â
You crumbled the empty cup in your hand before throwing in to the ground not caring who it hit on the way down. âNot yet, but you couldnât possibly last much longer sunshine!âÂ
Yes to everyone else it might seem as if you and Tory actually hated each other but in all honesty thatâs just how youâve acting towards each other since youâve became friends, saying rude things to each other in challenges to push each other to do better. You called her sunshine because of the very clear difference of her attitude to the seemingly nice name, everyone could tell Toryâs attitude was anything but Mrs.sunshine. And she called you whatâre the hell she felt like would fit in the moment but sometimes you still felt as if there was some truth behind her words as you were in fact a freak. Hung out with people of a much lower popularity class as everyone else at least thatâs how most people see it.Â
Taking another cup from a hand in the crowd, Tory doing the same the crowd began again yelling Chug! Over and over again. Both of you about six maybe seven cups in and now moving onto shot of vodka holding the shot glass in your hand you began to sway you noticed that you had almost put your foot down but focused and steadied yourself.Â
âHow ya doing over there, (y/l)?â Tory gave you a smirk.
âOh I could do this all night.â You threw back your shot and threw it to the ground. And just like that Toriywas laying on her back, the stool had kicked out from beneath her.Â
âGuess someone couldnât hold their liquor, huh?â You looked down on Tory from atop of your stool. Tory gave you a disgusted look as you stepped down off of the stool, throwing out your hand you helped pick Tory up from the ground.
âGood game there sunshine.â You smiled and jokingly judged she arm with your elbow.Â
âDidnât think youâd be able to hold your liquor sweetheart. But Monday in the dojo a new challenge.â
âOh youâre so on Tory!â You patted her on the back accepting the challenge turning to walk back inside to the kitchen. At this point the world was spinning a bit but eh you would manage, mixing up another drink of vodka and whatever mixer was laying around on the counter.
â(Y/n)? I thought you said you were coming.â Whipping your head around to me met with Demetri with a confused but saddened looking face. you knew it was inevitable that you werenât going to avoid on of your friends for long but god why did it have to be while you were drunk.
âDemetri, hey!â You couldnât notice the slight slurring in your words but he definitely could. âHere take a sip you look a lot more sober than I am now.â Pushing your drink towards his face.
Demetri pushed the cup out of his face, âYou know drinking isnât going to make you forget about him you know.âÂ
Chugging down your cup and angrily placing it back on the counter before trying to start making another one. âI donât know what youâre talking about Demetri. Iâm having fun, letting loose ya know. Now drop it.âÂ
He shook his head in frustration and pursed his lips together before stating, âAre you going to tell him? Or am I going to have to? This is the longest running running secret Iâve kept and believe it or not itâs eating at me.â
âGonna tell who what?â Hawk stood across the kitchen island from you both. You swore your heart stopped beating in that moment in time as your eyes connected.
âHawk⊠itâs nothing drop it.â You grabbed your mixed drink and went to step away.
âSheâs been in love with you for years and youâre to blindly in love with Moon to see it!âÂ
You felt your cup slipping out of your hand as Demetri blurted out your entire life secret the one thatâs been eating away at you for years, the one you stayed up at night thinking about constantly, the one that made you avoid playing truth in truth or dare. The one that made you join karate in hopes that maybe then heâd see.
You didnât stick around to see what you come out of either of their mouths, making a b-line out of the kitchen pushing and shoving people out of your way to the nearest set of stairs to get way from everything and then everyone. Shutting yourself away into a bathroom with your back up against a way in hopes no one would be bothered to come looking for you. The sound of knocking pushed you out of your trance of running through your own head.Â
âItâs occupied!â
Another laps of knocking came from the other side.
âFor fucks sake I said it was occupied!â
Again more knocking and at this point you were drunk and beginning to get more angry than you already were quickly unlocking the door and swinging it open, âCanât you fucking lis-â
You hastily tried to shut the door again as a foot got stuck in the door, âHawk go away.â You felt defeated, absolutely drug through the mud.
â(Y/n), youâre drunk and I donât think you should be alone right now.â He started to push the door open some more, you just stepped back believing youâd be strong enough in your drunken state to push against the door to keep him out.Â
Closing the door behind him and leaning up against the sink while you stood across from him in your original position against the wall. âWhy didnât you tell me sooner?â
âAnd what exactly was I supposed to say to you? Oh hey Eli Iâve been I love with you since middle school please date me!â You flapped your arms around as you spoke.Â
Hawks breathe hitched when you heard you call him Eli for the first time in a while. âIâve liked you too for a while but Iâm sorta with Moon and you know that.â Hawk across his arms over his chest.
That made your blood boil that heâs still pining after a girl whoâs clearly not interested in him anymore at this point you were in fact shouting in anger, âOh please Eli, she doesnât like you anymore! Why donât you see that?â
Hawk dropped his arms down to his sides in disbelief of your words, âWeâre on a break dude and Iâm trying to win her back over!âÂ
It was now a screaming match between the two of you and your didnât care who heard you at this point. âIâve been your friend for a while now Eli and Iâm definitely not afraid to tell you that youâre a fucking idiot sheâs clearly moved on did you not see her in the living room arm wrapped around that other girl!â
âMaybe we shouldnât be friends then anymore if youâre going to try make me feel stupid about my decisions!â
âFine then Eli Iâm not gonna be here when she breaks your heart!â You swung the bathroom door open and pushed past Eli to get out of the door making sure you push your shoulder into his as you went past. Canât believe Demetri and how stupid Eli is being