#cluelesskyle

Awake so early.

Oh god, why did I succumb to checking it out.

Was he asian.

Did you ever want me to tell you those words? I always thought you only saw me as a friend, and maybe I'm completely wrong, but those last words you wrote about me made it seem like you longed for more. You make it sound like you had hidden feelings for me...Feelings that I also carry. I love you, I never thought it a secret, everyone knows, but maybe everyone but you. I guess I never directly told you I loved you, but I've told everyone else. I was afraid that if I came to you with my feelings that you'd refuse to even acknowledge them, or take them as a joke. What I was most afraid of is that if I ever confessed to you that it would ruin our friendship. Although I would much rather be your other half, your boyfriend, and your lover, I must say I am content being your dear friend.

You never once showed you were interested in me as a lover, and it surprises me that just by typing "I love you" I get this kind of reaction. Most likely, you just want to hear those words from your dear friend more often, but part of me hopes it's because you might feel the same way I feel for you. The feeling of longing, desire, and importance. You fill me with happiness just by being able to converse with you, you make me laugh just by being yourself and you inspire me daily to be better at everything I do. I can't quite explain why I feel the way I do, I just know that this is love.

My ears tell me you lie!

If you truly wished me to try those delicious morsels you have described you would not attach the condition that I must spend time with you.. 

you went!? so did I xD

oh no, i wasn't actually there. there was a sponsored viewing at my school :>