#cloudstridekin

so, back in my source i got geostimga, it was a sickness from my source. it made me absolutely afraid of being sick, and more importantly, giving whatever it was to someone else(yea ik geostimga didn’t spread like that, ik it was based on the cells, but i didn’t know that back then). i definitely carried that fear to this life, i’m a hypochondriac and sometimes i’ll get pain in my arm from an injury i had in this life, but my brain immediately sends all the alarm bells of “GEOSTIMGA ITS BACK ITS GEOSTIMGA” and then even though i know it’s not a thing in this life, i will shut myself in my room for at least a week just because of that fear.

also, when i first realized that covid was really gonna be a bad thing, i shut myself in, dropped out of school, everything just to get away from the chance of getting covid and giving it to someone else, and two years later i still just stay inside. no friends, no job.