So i finally got the courage to ask the art people what markers to use, spent an entire hour there, just to have the markers not work, and bleed threw, and now this fucking project looks shitty as hell and it makes me so upset, because I keep trying to make it perfect, and it's causing me so much anxiety and stress and I know the person doesn't really care, but I'm so fucking critical about it, and ughh, but basically I'm going to go back and buy an entire new canvas and start from scratch because I don't want to make something ugly, I mean it will probably get thrown into a box, but still I don't want to give a present to someone, when I didn't put my entire everything into making it. I guess what I'm saying is art stresses me out, as much as it makes me happy. & if I ever make you anything ever your a lucky.