to ashes, development
Clint Barton x F!Reader
To Ashes, Chapter Thirty-Five
Chapter Summary: a development on a mission means it's time to move on.
Warnings: angst, fluff, canon-typical violence.
Word Count: 2,313
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Days Since the Decimation: Three Years, Eighty-Five Days
âHoly shit, you got any idea how fuckinâ hard I am right now?â
You wrinkled your nose. âOh, gross.â
Clint frowned.
âWhat? Itâs seedy as hell,â you waved a hand. âYou take me to the worst places.â
You swore, you could actually see him roll his eyes from the other side of the building. âNot exactly poetic, are they?â
The two of you were on top of an old disused warehouse in Harringay, listening with distaste as the men inside discussed their, ugh, merchandise. What was it with men and guns?
The weapons ring youâd fought in Holland Park was still at large, and Clint had spent the last two weeks tracking them down again. Honestly it was a testament to them that it had taken him this long, even without his old SHIELD connections. Whoever they were, they werenât street level thugs.
âŚIt made you feel the tiniest bit better about them getting the better of you in the park.
Clint had scrubbed through the local police files for any clues as to where they were setting up house. Between that and his own reconnaissance, heâd managed to track one of their prominent dealers to right under your feet.
âYou still clear on the plan?â
Nodding, you unhooked the safety hood of your holster. âYeah. Yeah, I got it.â
âY/NâŚâ
You looked up with a raised brow, fixing him with a pointed look. âAre you really about to lecture me about not taking revenge?â
Clint met your eye with an almost exasperated expression. âPoint taken.â
âYou ready for this?â
âThatâs my line.â
âIâll take that as a âyesâ.â you smirked, stretching out a kink in your neck. âLetâs go to work.â
***
You were really getting tired of these guys.
Thatâs the only thought that came to you as you rolled behind the crates to your left, gun still in your hand. You came to a kneel, your back meeting the wood with a dull thump. They were too prepared, to ready for the two of you.
This wasnât supposed to end in a shootout. This was supposed to be a quick job, and yet⌠how did they know about the two of you? Theyâd mentioned a boss in the park, someone who had guessed youâd been Clintâs back up, but still⌠they knew you were coming. Not well enough to lay a proper trap, to ambush you before you got inside, but well enough to be ready.
You ducked lower with a curse as wood shattered above you, large splinters raining down on top of you. Thankful for the hood that kept them out of your hair, you exhaled and turned to fire two shots back around the corner. One shot went wide, but you smiled grimly as the second bullet buried itself in a manâs shoulder. He cursed in a heavy Eastern European accent as you ducked back behind the crate.
âDid you have a plan B for tonight, or are we winging this?â you said into your comms. You heard a cry go up among those shooting at you, followed by shouts of confusion and a few wild shots. You winced despite yourself for a second, waiting for a response in your ear to assure you that theyâd missed.
âIâm working on one,â Clint replied gruffly, and you released a small, relieved breath despite your faith in him.
âSo⌠winging it, it is then,â you sighed wearily, setting a new magazine into your handgun and adjusting your hold on the grip. âYou know, I kinda hate being the one to draw their fire.â
âIâll make note of it for next time,â he replied dryly, and another gurgling cry went up among the men between the two of you as Clint shot back out of the shadows long enough to take one of them down. He sliced up two â the one youâd wounded and the man closest to him. âDonât do anything stupid, alright? Weâve got this under control.â
âDo we?â
âYou doubt me?â
âIââ
âFuck this!â shouted one of them â a burly brunette with a greying beard and tattoos scattered over his biceps. âGet one of the pushka out here and end this!â
âClintââ you said warningly, stealing a glance over the crates.
âDonât panic,â he warned, and you swore you caught the glimpse of silver in a brief shift of the light to let you know exactly where he was. âYouâre not their biggest problem right now.â
âClintââ
A deafening blast sounded and you fell forward, hands flying automatically to your ears. The crate to your left exploded â as did the wall in front of you, burst apart in a wave of electric blue energy.
âHolyââ
âY/N!â
âIâm fine, justââ
âForget the bitch! Get the Ronin!â
You scrambled away from where youâd hidden, throwing yourself behind an old forklift. Too late, you realized youâd left your gun behind, having dropped it when your hands had flown to your ears. Swearing to yourself, you winced as another blast fired. The building itself groaned as they blew another hole in a wall.
âWhat the hell is that thing?!â
âJust get outta here, Y/N! Iâll distractââ
âDonât you fucking dare, Barton!â
âJust go!â he barked back. âNow!â
âGoddamn it!â you growled, standing as you heard the men shout that theyâd spotted the Ronin above them. You saw the gun â a bazooka-like cannon â turn upward, point directly at the shadowy figure above. âStubborn-ass-son-of-aââ
The blaster fired, and you swept your arm upward in the same moment. A shield appeared seconds before the energy wave could hit Clint, knocking him to the side. The energy wave just barely glanced off the shield before blowing a hole in the roof and sending debris collapsing down on the men below.
âWhat are youâ?â
âTake the moment, Clint; you can yell at me later!â you spat back through gritted teeth, sprinting towards the group still shielding themselves from falling bricks and timber. âGet out! Iâm right behind you!â
Pulling the knife from the back of your belt, you turned it in your grip and plunged it into the hand of the man closest to the crate theyâd pulled the pushka from, ignoring the way he screamed. You released it, instead grabbing the first weapon you could from the crate â thankfully, a much smaller hand-gun style weapon â and kept running. A few men managed to get off a few shots before you were clear, and you winced as you felt a bullet tear through your sleeve to graze your forearm.
Feet pounding too loud on the pavement, you made it quickly to an alleyway across the street, tucking your prize under your injured arm as you grabbed hold of the rung of a fire escape ladder with your other arm and swung yourself upwards. You could hear the building behind you continue to collapse as you climbed the ladder, and you winced as a hand gripped yours as you reached the top.
âAre you insane?â
âAre you?â you shot back breathlessly as Clint pulled you up onto the roof beside him. âWhat the hell kind of plan was that? You were gonna let them shoot you with that thing?â
âIâm faster than I look, Y/N,â he pointed out sourly. âAnd now they knowââ
âThey donât know shit,â you argued. âThereâs no way they could see the difference between that shield and whatever the hell they were shooting at us with.â
âIt was still really stupid, Y/N.â
âYouâre welcome.â
Clint gave you a look that somehow managed to look grateful and exasperated all at once.
âOh, and I totally get MVP this mission.â
âIs that a thing?â he replied dryly.
âIt is now,â you said proudly, finally managing to catch your breath. Ignoring the pain throbbing in your arm, you held out the gun youâd stolen. âTa-freakinâ-da, Barton.â
***
âLatââ
âWhat?â
Clint repeated himself louder, but his voice was still muffled by the wood of the door and the spray of the shower.
âWhat?â
You heard the shower door open and a few dull sounds before the bathroom door in front of you opened. Water dripped over Clintâs bare torso and soaked his hair, one hand clutching the towel slung around his waist. You watched him hesitate as he met your gaze, watched the adamâs apple in his throat bob. âLatveria.â
âLatâ Latveria?â
âThis is starting to feel dangerously like a bit,â Clint said dryly, stepping back into the shower stall. You felt heat rise in your face as he closed the door and the towel was thrown up over the top of it. You stood awkwardly in the doorway for a moment before closing the lid of the toilet and perching on the edge of it. âThatâs where the weapons are being made.â
âAnd theyâve made it all the way out here?â you replied, swallowing as you tried to pointedly avoid staring at the shower. The stall was made of textured, frosted glass, and while it granted Clint modesty, you could still just make out his silhouette against the screen. His hands rose to scrub through his hair, his profile turned just barely away from you.
âTheyâre global,â Clint told you, raising his voice over the spray. âI heard reports of them turning up in New York back before⌠Fury had someone else working on it.â
âAnd we just happened to stumble onto them in a park in London?â
Clintâs hands lingered at the back of his neck. âTheyâve been making bigger waves lately. Guess sheâs been getting a little cockier since the Decimation wiped out half the authorities that could work their case.â
ââSheâ?â
Clintâs hands moved down his chest to his stomach, and you lowered your gaze to the floor, face burning. Your thighs pressed together despite yourself. You knew your voice had broken slightly as youâd spoken that one word.
âLucia von Bardas.â
The water shut off, and you straightened slightly, your hands threaded together in your lap. The towel disappeared into the stall. âShould I recognize the name?â
âOnly if youâre trying to be familiar with Eastern European politics,â Clint told you, the shower stall opening after a moment. âSheâs a pretty big name in Latverian political parties. Sheâs got interests in most of the big exporters coming out of that place, including Von Doom Industries. Thereâs been rumors of her dealing in some⌠less than legal businesses for a while now. Guess now weâve actually got some proof.â
Clint stepped out; the towel tucked securely around his waist once more. He seemed to be avoiding your eye, wiping down the foggy mirror with his palm.
âAnd?â
âAnd what?â
âWeâre going to take her out, right?â
You stood up, and Clint met your eye in the mirror. He sighed.
âThat expression tells me youâve already decided on the answer for us.â
***
âIâm starting to miss Starkâs money.â Clint sighed, settling back into the seat beside you.
âYouâre the one who books these oh-so-deluxe travel arrangements,â you pointed out, attempting to find a comfortable position against the firm back of the bus seat. âYouâd think with your super-ninja-spy-magic youâd be able to get us a fancier ride.â
âIâm not a ninja,â he told you patiently. âOr magic.â
âYouâre a little magic.â
Clint shook his head with a smile; you were sure there was faint color on his cheeks as he dropped his head back against the headrest.
âSo, how long exactly is this ride?â
He answered with his eyes closed. ââŚAbout two days.â
âTwo days?!â you repeated, when you saw his smile grow slightly, you scowled. âI kinda hate you, you know.â
âI thought I was magic.â
âMagic and despised.â
He chuckled; eyes still closed. The bus pulled away from the curb, surprisingly empty. The sky outside was already dark, and the glow of the streetlights passed over the archerâs face. âWeâre less likely to be recognized on the bus.â
âCurse you and your logic.â
Clint didnât reply, and the two of you sat in silence for twenty minutes before you spoke again.
âItâs a little annoying how easily you can fall asleep.â
He smirked; eyes still stubbornly closed. âIâm not asleep.â
ââŚHow about now?â
âWere you always this annoying on road trips?â he teased.
You laughed, closing your eyes too. âOh, please. Youâd be so bored without me.â
***
You opened your eyes slowly, blinking away the sleep still lingering. You hadnât even realized youâd fallen asleep, but the wide expanse of road ahead of the bus told you youâd left the city a long time again, as did the faint pink glow tainting the deep purple of the night sky. You shifted, brow furrowing as you felt the warmth pressed up against your side and the rough fabric against your cheek. A comfortable weight rested against the crown of your head, and you frowned against the fuzziness still clinging to your tired mind.
Your eyes finally cleared to settle on the color of Clintâs jacket, and you felt his breath fan softly against your hair. Youâd fallen asleep, your head falling against his shoulder, and heâd apparently done the same. His cheek was pressed against your hair, his breathing steady and even. A smile touched your lips as you let the sensation of his chest rising and falling lull you back into rest, and you ignored the sensible part of your brain that was trying to remind you that you were supposed to maintaining your distance from him.
Your eyes fell to your lap as your eyelids began to droop, and warmth flared in your cheeks. Your hand was on your thigh, and Clintâs rested beside it, his fingertips settled on the back of your hand. Your skin was warm and tingled under his touch.
Had he⌠had he been holding your hand?
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