#civanahs interviews

Q: 1. How long have you been a Tiller?

1. uh honestly I think about a year in January! and more to come. 

Q: 2. What happened for you to go from being a lacour to a tiller?

2. The lacours are a bunch of loving caring people but I was going through a bad break up and shit happened and I deleted and I basically didn't want to be coming back and forth so I just told Taber I would stay out. 

Q: 3. Are you still friends with any of the former republics, or anyone from the lacour / sanrio group?

3. YES I'm close with everyone still they know who they are I ain't gonna name drop. 

Q: 4. You and Calla Locke are so cute! How long have yall been dating? And what do you say to the people that hate on yalls relationship?

4. Why thank you very much we think we are the ugliest couple orp haha but we have been together since June 22 but we have actually been friends for a little over a year we would talk here and there then one day when I needed her the most she was my light at the end of the tunnel and she basically saved me from becoming the old me and after someone does that for you, you kinda just wan to give them the whole world so here we are now it's been 2 weeks and 5 days I think I suck at keeping track haha and the haters can literally kiss my ass because we are living our best life and they don't phase us. 

Q: 5. There has recently been alot of drama with Georgia Styffe. What do you have to say on behalf of the Tillers? What happened? and Why was it such a huge blow out?

5. That drama is done with honestly everyone attacking her can stop everyone say's dumb shit from time to time and she apologized for it so it's dropped. 

Q: 6. I absolutely adore your name! What made you wanna change it the first time? and then back to Zeke?

6. I don't mean to sound full of myself but I changed to angel because I figured most people would not like me as much if I were a girl but I was wrong so I just went back to being Zeke.

Q: 7. Who are the OG tillers, and how did yall go about making the family?

7. Gio and I are literally the only OG Tiller's (Mykel, Isla, Ava, Hadley, & Lucy, were part of my old old family the zaveri's and Camden, Hyde, Danielle, & Matty are new people) and we went about making the fam because we both wanted something different and a fam that is close as hell full of good hearted people so he got the last names asked me if I wanted to join and help him and I was like "YEAHHHHHH MY DUDE" and here we are now thriving. 

Q: 8. If you had to tell rp something, and set the record straight about anything, what would it be?

8. Honestly I'm pretty open about everything so if there are any rumors about me going around and you wanna know the truth go ahead and comment me or whatever and tell me about it and I will gladly let yall know the truth I'm an open book. 

Q: 9. Are you and the Tiller family super close? Do yall imsg, skype ect.

1. What caused the break up?

It was honestly a mixture of two things, Gavin was upset about how I decided to leave the family she was in and she wanted space  - which I tried to do, but I saw that while she wanted space she was online talking to others which I understood as just ignoring me - but she was probably just trying to keep her mind off how upset she was that I left.  So then I proceeded to block her because it was the only way I could stop myself from texting her and she found out and that upsetted her even more because the last time I blocked her we didn’t speak for months and she thought it was that again. So to keep it short, what caused the break up was me leaving her family, not giving her space to process it, and then me blocking her to stop myself from texting her, and then us just not knowing wha was going on since we weren’t speaking.

2. Who broke up with who?

She thought I had broken up with her without saying a word because I blocked her, so once I unblocked her she said “I’m done” and because I didn’t know thats how she saw things until we spoke after, when I saw “I’m done” I thought she was breaking up with me because of the last name situation and because of the not giving her space ordeal, when in reality she thought I had broken up with her first. Confusing? I know. It was all just a miscommunication but at that point both of our actions just triggered us into assuming things because of our past and just because we know each other so well.

3. Who shaded who and if you could go back and change things would you?

One of her siblings shaded me, and thats where things got complicated. Her sibling did clarify after the entire ordeal that she was trying to be there for her sibling, but I was too hot headed to even process it. Once I saw the shade I didn’t even see who was my target at that point, I was just so upset - and just saw red. I was on full defense mode. If I could I would absolutely take it back 100 percent, hurting someone you love isn’t something anyone should do - especially if you love them. Alot of what transpired that night was just my own anger towards the situation, it could of been addressed differently but I honestly just snapped when I saw the shade.

4. Are yall back together? and If so why did yall get back together after the fight?

We’re back together, we’re working on us and just learning how to approach one another with situations. We’re both very hot headed and thats something we’re both working on fixing, we’re also trying to work on our communication with one another.

We got back together I wanna say the night after everything happened, I called her apologizing - crying, and just genuinely admitting and accepting fault and just telling her everything that had transpired that night. I admitted that a lot of it was just my hurt, two wrongs don’t make it right.

5. Are you sorry about anything that was said?

Yeah..I’m sorry about saying I didn’t love her because that was a lie. I’m sorry for saying things like how she didn’t like her family out of anger, or just posting screenshots and participating in what happened that night.

6. Do you think all of the that was needed? The screenshots and shade??

Honestly no, at that point when we had broken up we hadn’t spoken since the break up - I mean we spoke on and off but it was just two people who were hurt talking, so any little thing could of set me off and just seeing her sibling shade me by saying something so minor but at the moment was so hurtful and big for me - I just snapped. None of it was necessary, we could of just hashed it out in private like we did, but things just got ugly and messy.

7. Do you still love each other? Whats next for you guys?

Yes, absolutely.  I love her so much, like I literally don’t know what to do with myself without her. She’s my chickpea, and I’m her crackhead. She reminds me every day that she loves me, and just the smallest things make me fall more inlove with her each day. I don’t want to sound cliche but I’ve never been into or been in love with anyone the way I am with her and the way she is with me, I’ve never experienced that.

I honestly can’t tell you whats next for us because we’re taking things one day at a time, but I can tell you that whatever is to come it will never ever get to the point it did the other night. For now we’re just laying low, focusing on us, mending broken wounds and just trying to get back to how we were.

Next is our chatzy wedding, everyone’s invited!  Haha. 
But next time if we do get into a fight it’ll be more private and just handled between her and I to avoid everything that happened that night.

Both families and friends got involved and while we’re both supportive and grateful our loved ones were there to have our backs, we’re just going to work on keeping it between us.

8. Was Gavin upset or mad you left her family?

Yeah, she was upset that I left her family and more importantly how I just left without telling her anything first. I didn’t think it was such a big deal or that it meant that much to her, but it did and her feelings were hurt for it. I should of considered that, but at the time I didn’t see it as such a big deal but I definitely should of considered her feelings more. After that, we both just said mean things to each other because we were hurt.  

9. If you could tell rp one thing what would it be?

That Gavin is an amazing person, and that I made a mistake as well as anyone else but no couple is perfect, and we all react to things differently. If anyone still has bad feelings about that night towards Gavin they can direct them towards me because the majority of it was my fault. She’s honestly the sweetest girl who loves The Office, Big Brother Salads, Chipotle and Vines. And if you’re into those, you should definitely comment her. She’s also super supportive, like even when her and I were fighting she told you Civ not to post about me and I think thats honestly one of the sweetest most protective things she’s done for me.

Okay guys, since ive gotten SOOOO many interviews to conduct, I’m going to be doing them, but its going to take me a second. Just according to what I think is relevant atm I might do some sooner than others! If you have any drama, or interviews you want me to do due to recent drama or tea thats been happening lemme know! Please, if you have specific questions for ppl don't be afraid to send it in! xoxo This is the list of interviews...

Brielle Lacour 

Mikki Jerzak

Kova Essence

Spencer Vigz

Leilani Madej

Matty tiller

Mattis Madej

Chesni Shake

Dover Korsica

Eric Lacour

Alina Rose

Hadley Tiller

Danni Dash

Taber Lacour

Austen Cocktail

Georgia Styffe

Wolfe Bates

Zach Miles

Kaliaunna Styffe

1. Alot of people say you are a player. Why do you think people are spreading these rumors about you?

Adym: Because in my past I was not a very good. I did some not good things to a few good people and cheated. I know I shouldn't have done it and I know better. I know I was wrong. I hope someday I can lose the "player" label.

2. Do you have girlfriend?

Adym: No,I do not. I'm single and just riding the roller coaster we all call life. If I get one then cool if not then I'm just here.

3. How long have you been in the Everetts? Have you ever thought about joining another family?

Adym: I've been in the Everett's for about a year and a half maybe two years. I have but I could never leave even if I though about it because they have always been there when I needed someone to talk too.

4. How long have you been on rp?

Adym:I've been on rp since my jr year of high school so since 2009. 9 years. I've just had different names.

5. Is there anyone on rp you're super close to and would recommend someone to be friends with?

Adym: There are a few people. Civ Essence,Sam Everett,Mikki Jerzak,Melzey Everett,Alyssa Dash,Leilani Madej and Evie Essence.

6. Is there anyone on rp you look up too?

Adym: Honestly,everyone on my top I look up to for different reasons. They have all talked to me at one time and made me a better person. So thank you.

7. What makes you the best boyfriend?

Adym: Honestly,I don't know. I'm just me. I will make you smile and try my best to be sure I'm there for you when you need someone to talk to you. I will even try to make you laugh.

8. You're looking for a girlfriend? If so, what qualities do you look for in someone your dating?

Adym: I mean it would be cool to have a girlfriend but Whatever happens happens. The qualities I look for in a girl is honesty,willing to give new music a try,understand I'm the biggest dork. Everything else is a bonus. I do tend to sleep til the last into the afternoon because I'm lame and I'm up all night because I have insomnia. But Hey,get to know me.

9. If you could pick one playby to rp for the rest of your time on rp who would it be and why?

1. How long have you been a Tiller?

Hmmmm, I’m actually really bad with dates but maybe a month or a little bit more? I will say it feels like I’ve known them for a lifetime. Honestly, I’m extremely lucky and proud to be a Tiller. I love my family so much! Our GC is always lit and I know I can depend on everyone whenever I need them. They are my safe haven and I wouldn’t have it any other way.

2. You and Alina are cute af! How long have yall been dating? And what kind of advice would you give to other couples having relationship troubles?

Awww thank you! We have been dating for 2 months (I actually have to remember this or my gf will kill me) and she’s honestly the best surprise of my life. the best advice I can offer is to fight for each other and don’t stop fighting “if you’re going through hell, keep going”. Relationships aren’t easy and we’ve had to go through so many obstacles in order to get to where we are now but I can honestly say that it’s only made us stronger as a couple. Also, don’t disregard your significant others feelings no matter how small and stupid it may seem, you never know what they have been through it’s their last relationship and that’s why they act the way they do. Overall just remember that the problems are only temporary and its not worth losing the person you love over a fight you won’t remember happened in a year from now all because you both can’t agree on something. Side note: I’m completely and utterly in love with Alina and I’d do anything for her. I wish she could see herself the way I see her because she truly amazes me in every way. I heard about the blowout between the Jerzaks, and Alina. What happened? Care to elaborate on the details? Out of respect to Alina’s privacy I will not disclose what happened in details because it’s in the past and we tend to leave it like that although most of you already know what happened due to a public post.

4. Are you still on speaking terms with any of the Jerzaks?

Nope 

5. Is there anyone on rp you look up to editing wise? Or just in general. Editing wise?? Colson italee, she’s a beast and taught me how to apply actions lol & because of that I am able to share premades for people on tillerscrs.tumblr.com In general there’s a lot of people who have my maximum respect and that is Zeke Tiller, Dover Korscia, Chesni Shake, Eric Lacour, Kassi Korscia, Etnies Cocktail, Danni Dash, Wolfe, Kolby Kyzan, & my babygirl Alina. There are 3 people I would like to mention I’ve acknowledged from afar and that’s Taber Lacour, Lani Madej, Civ Essence, & Atari Komani. & I would like to give a special s/o to my family because I know some of them are going through a lot lately but no matter what challenges life has thrown at them they haven’t given up and they are handling things day by day. I honestly don’t know where they find their strength but I admire that a lot and I learn from them everyday.

6. What do you think about this whole face claim ordeal? Do you think people are taking things out of proportion when they get mad over "claiming" faces?

I think the face claim is stupid, I’m gonna roleplay who I wanna roleplay. Idc if people state I’m always changing faces but I can’t help that people are so sexy and I need to show them off 🤷🏻‍♂️ I do however believe that if a person is roleplaying someone unique people should respect that and at least ask if they are okay with roleplaying them as well. 7/8. How long have you and Chesni Shake been friends? How long have you and Danni Dash been friends? I have no idea because I’m bad with dates but they are both my best fucking friends and I love them so dam much. I can’t see myself without them and they aren’t just my rp friends but my rl friends as well. Whenever I’m sad or just bored I know I can always call them and they will always answer me (except Chesni in the mornings, if I wake her up she will scream at me and hang up lol) I can confide in them with anything and know that my trust will never be betrayed. I know they genuinely care about me and when I lose myself they always find a way to pull me out of it. You guys mean the world to me, please don’t ever forget that!

9. Do you have any personal beef with anyone on rp right now?

1. Your love for Demi Lovato is definitely a true fanatic! What makes you want to rp her?Why do you love roleplaying her so much?

Awe, thank you! It means a lot to me when people comment on my love for Demi! I've been rping her since 2013 when I joined this side of rp, ever since then I've been hooked. I love roleplaying her because I've been a fan for 10 years now, she's confident and strong and speaks her mind. She's unapologetically herself, I love that about her. Don't even get me started on her musical abilities... OUT OF THIS WORLD! She's everything and I'm proud to represent her on rp.

2. When you get hate about your last name or just in general, how do you handle the situation?

I've gotten hate when my name was Pinkvato, for being "annoying" etc. I don't let it get to me. It just pisses me off when people who don't know anything about me, just go off of other rumors that they've heard to try and bring me down. I usually reply to confessions that are sent in about me because it's like bitch really?? There's rumors in the past that I've sent confessions in about myself, that is absolutely false. Why would anyone take the time to do that? Sometimes I want anons to come to my face, it's much easier and makes them look less like a coward. But overall, hate is hate and at the end of the day it's petty and doesn't stop me from being me, ya know?

3. People say that you are a "drama starter" or you jump into things that you shouldnt. What would you like to say to defend yourself from those accusations?

I don't recall ever starting drama. I have been petty in the past but haven't we all? I don't think I jump into things I shouldn't, if I have an opinion on something, I'm going to share it. I feel like people have this idea of who I am in their head and hold that against me. At the end of the day, people will have their opinions whether it's true of not.

4. When did you create the Belini family?

I created the Belini family in 2016, I believe. It was a good family until drama arose in late 2016 and I decided to start the family over again (the members I have now are apart of the "new" family.) I was on the search for a new lastname because I was getting tired of Miscellany. I randomly looked up alcoholic beverages (or maybe I saw peach bellini at Trader Joe's?) and found Bellini and thought it was cute. But I accidentally spelled it wrong with one L!!! LOL And it suck so there ya have it :-) 

5. Do you still run a secret site / site in general?

http://confessionsorp.tumblr.com/ is my confession site, I don't really run it anymore but I'm thinking about revamping?? Guess you'll have to stay tuned!

6. What can you tell people about yourself? Interesting qualities you hold.

I'm kind of an ambivert irl, I'm always dancing and singing and just trying to see the bright side of life. No one really knows me personally on here, and I like to keep it that way. Random facts include: favorite desert is chocolate cake and vanilla ice cream, I enjoy editing my profile while listening to music. I think of myself has a determined and hardworking person. Idk I guess those are some random qualities/facts about me? haha

7. If you could set the record straight about anything, what would it be?

In terms of rumors that have been said about me, I pretty much said all I had to say in question #2. I just admire people who get to know others for themselves instead of believing the negative opinions from other people.

8. Would you be genuinely upset if someone started rping demi? Referring to the face claim ordeal thats been going around.

Honestly the only person I had a slight issue with when it came to rping Demi was Dolce Italee. I believe she had a problem with me rping demi and she would always throw shade at me on rp tumblr. All of that is in the past so it doesn't matter to me anymore. But I don't have a problem with anyone rping demi. Only if it's done out of spite, that's when it pisses me off.

9. Why should people join your family? Is there anything you want to tell people or promote to everyone why they should join your family?

1. How long have you been a demarco? Are you an of demarco?

1. For a year and some change now. am i an og DeMarco? oh that was never my intention. i was just doing whatever i wanted to do tbh lmfao. i mean some people actually saw me as a leader, i can’t help that. if people asked me about the lastname i was upfront about it, i never once in my life claimed i created the name.

2. I’ve noticed recently that you and your family members changed their names to Delano which is beautiful btw. Why the sudden name change?

2. It’s been my intention to change the name. me and my sister was once in a family with someone who deleted. when they came back months later they talked shit publicly instead of just hitting us up asking if we could remove the name, i told them I’ll change it when i get ready. I did just that. and i got tired of my name being tied to taz and for the people who think they know it all and all the the cry babies can hop off my dick, that’s all.

3. What happened with the Sanrio? Why was there so much drama and shade thrown at you guys? I wanted to get both sides of the story what happened.

3. I can only say, i was defending my fam members. I mean for me there’s no personal beef lol. I’m actually friends w a sanrio so we chillin i don’t care anymore. that’s a good question. I don’t know why there was so much drama and shade towards us, when people are in certain pacts it’s bound to happen in the rp community.

4. Why do you think your family gets so much hate?

4. people don’t like me, therefore people aren’t gonna like who I’m surrounded by but i don’t know why we’re a bunch of cool ass bitches.

5. I know you personally and you are not a bad person at all. You are actually super sweet and chill. If there was anything you would like to tell rp about yourself and your family to change their mind what would you tell them?

5. I got a good sense of humor. I’m easy to get along with and my family just a bunch of cool ass sluts who love each other.

6. Will you ever go back to the demarco last name?

6. nahh. my petty days are over.

7. How do you handle drama situations? Do you go balls to the wall and expose them? Or do you talk to the person in private and work things out that way?

7. It depends. I try to keep things to myself because i don’t like drama but if someone starts something with me, I’m gonna go ham on my keyboard real quick lol. but yes, I’m mainly a private person. I like to hash things out in a private matter.

8. How long have you and Lauren been in a family together?

8. A few months! She’s awesome!

9. Are you dating anyone?

Q: 1. How did the Madej family come along?

1. Well my sister, Mattis, is the original Madej and she wanted to start her own family. I was the first one that she asked to join and then the rest just came after.  

Q: 2. What made you want to join?

2. I had missed being in a family and I considered starting my own but then Mattis came to me, asking (well actually telling me lmao) to change my last name to Madej. And I joined because she's a very good friend of mine and we were in a family before, so I thought it be cool to be siblings with her again.

Q: 3. You love for Nina Dobrev is inspiring. What makes you such a big fan of hers? and idolize her so much?

3. Thanks so much! I love Nina so much, she really is my idol. Well for one thing; she's an AMAZING actress. That scene in TVD where she has that breakdown before turning her humanity off, gets me every time. Also she isn't afraid to make a fool out of herself and she doesn't give a damn what anyone thinks of her. She's also very outspoken about human rights. Like I just think she's a beautiful person, both inside and out.

Q: 4. Since you are a HUGE fan of nina, theres this whole faceclaim ordeal going around and I wanted to know your opinion. Would you be upset if someone started using her as a face?

4. No I wouldn't be upset. I mean it's not like I'm the first person to ever use her. I do see some roleplayers, here and there, defaulting her but I'm the only one (at least to my knowledge) who uses her consistently.

Q: 5. What happened with you being an Allston?

5. Nothing bad if that's what you're thinking! I just never really talked to them anymore. My ex sister - Palmer - was more on Twitter than she was on here and vise versa. I still have love in my heart for her and I hope that she feels the same way about me. There's really no bad blood between us.

Q: 6. How do you feel about drama popping off? Do you get involved? or do you stay neutral? How do you approach drama situations?

6. I feel like some of the drama that people start on here is stupid and pointless. On the other hand, if someone does something that's actually messed up, than they deserve to be exposed/called out on it. I don't get involved in all of them but occasionally I'll post a status relating to the drama, just to get my two cents in. I approach them by trying to hear everyone's side of the story.

Q: 7. So far how do you like being a Madej? Are they a super close knit family?

7. I love it, they're all great! Yeah I think we're pretty close, we talk every day in our family group chat.

Q: 8. Do you have a bf/gf? Or your eyes on anyone? If so who?

8. Sadly, not anymore. My ex boyfriend and I recently ended things (we don't hate each other and we're still really good friends). I do still have feelings for him though so I don't really have my eyes on anyone else. 

Q:9. Is there anything you would personally like to tell rp or set the record straight about?