#chusma

(Ousía Poética)

I’m excited it Friday. The week had me extremely confused, I hear so many opinions during the day that it gets overwhelming. I need a break sometimes, I cant take so much talking during the day. I would love some peace and quiet like 2/3 of the day then the rest can be whatever. If someone says they’re productive the entire workday I would be sussed out because thats pretty rare. I tried a couple of days last week, it made the day go by fast but it was also not worth it. There is still more work to do and there always will be. I decided to give myself a reasonable amount of time for anything. 

I’m thinking about opening a little online shop and see where it goes. I was talking the other day that fools really be online selling anything and i have stuff. My shit isn’t even garbage too, it’s actually kind of tight so I think with some hard work I can sell a shirt or two. I mean its 2021 so why not. Why not try whatever the fuck you’re thinking about, shit might go somewhere. Its just another exploration that can lead to somewhere better than you’re current position or you might be in the same place. Capitalistic views aside you have nothing to lose. 

Baseball starts soon ya fucks. 

Been a minute but I'm still here. Work is a constant grind, same highs and lows of being ok and then getting into a funk. Lately shit has been ok. Most of the time I feel like I dont produce enough work and it stresses me out but I might thrive under conditions that terrify me. Somehow it ends up working out in the end.  Still been screen printing shirts at home and making shit. Taking advantage of free time. I have some bad habits that I'm trying to shake off like managing my work more effectively. I think its fine right now but I ask a lot of myself and sometimes I dont deliver. In terms of priority my work time management is second to my personal time management skills. At work I manage alright but I always think it can be better. I think its a combination of a lot of factors at work that affect my productivity. When I'm doing shit for myself there's less that distracts me or takes up my time. Theres something really special about being comfortable with the way you do you and small comments i receive that would once throw me into a negative thinking pattern are bothering me less and less. It’s still all about not giving a fuck and who can give less shits. For now this is a good ease into posting again. I'll pick up soon with more thought out posts.

¡Qué costumbre que tiene la gente de meterse en la vida de los demás! ¡Decime si no te pasa! ¡Decime si no te molesta! Obviamente no es tu caso, vos no sos así, ¡pero hay cada uno! Sí, hay de todo, y por lo tanto, hay extremos. Está el que tiene espíritu de cámara de seguridad y convierte su ventana en un punto de observación para ver qué hace la vecina o, como si tuviera un gran angular o un…