when I was suicidally depressed during the pandemic i went through a ~3 month phase where i watched chris fleming's Sick Jan video at least once a day, often more. I don't know if this helped or not? i think it did. the strangeness and whimsy of Sick Jan compelled me in a time when no other experience, no piece of art could make me feel anything at all. only Sick Jan could pierce through the depressive cloud. watch it now.


















