#chp 138

Please don’t shit on me, its just my opinion.

1. HOW COULD I BE SO DUMB not noticing the very subtle hints of eremika. I’m not much of an eremika shipper because it always seemed very one-sided, but seeing that it is canon makes this story sooooo much sadder.

We see that after Mikasa gets a headache, she sees an alternate reality in which she and Eren run away from all of this and just live a happy remaining 4 years. But in this alternate reality, they have abandoned all their comrades, and all the people they care about including Armin and Historia. They’ve given up on trying to save Paradis and decide to be selfish. WHICH IS JUST SAD! Even if they decided to be selfish, they will be plagued with betraying the other people they care about. It just (sadly) couldn’t be a possibility for them to settle down. Is there really happiness in that?

ANYWAYS, back in Chapter 123 (?), Mikasa decided not to be honest when Eren asked her what he was to her, in which she replies “family”. Eren decided to continue on with his plan as a result. But like wasn’t it so obvious that Mikasa loved him? Why did he need to ask her that if he knew she would up and leave with him anytime he asked her to?

(EDIT: Okay, Mikasa wouldn’t up and leave. She knows better than that and will not go against her morals to be with Eren as you have seen in the past few chapters where she is well aware of what is right and wrong)

I think regardless of Mikasa’s answer, Eren would still continue his rumbling plan. Did he send her these visions as a way of confessing to her? To show her that he did consider or imagine a world in which they could be together? Maybe it gave her closure, allowing her to act the way she did, with a happy face, showing that maybe she understands his intentions (?)

2. THE ACKERPARALLELS!! I KNEW IT!! Throughout this manga, I’ve noticed multiple similarities between Mikasa and Levi, who:

Both decapitate the Jaeger bros

Say “See you..” to the people they love or care about deeply

Look after Gabi uwu

And more that I can’t recall right now

Totally unrelated: but I think levihan is canon and honestly I aint complaining ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Like I mentioned a while back, I have a feeling that Mikasa is going to lose all the people she cares about just like Levi T-T Highkey hoping every titan related thing will just get reversed (including Ymir’s curse), bringing me to my next point-

3. GDI JEAN, CONNIE AND EVERYONE ELSE?!?!

I had to go through those pages 5 times because I was so shook. Not sure what exactly was going on but I’m assuming that the centipede thing did that to all the eldians? We see that the centipede has this insane will to live and hence why its literally letting all hell break loose. But I swear I thought I saw the centipede outside of Eren so why is Mikasa decapitating him? I figured that if that centipede died then all these problems would be solved? Maybe once that centipede dies, all those eldians will turn back to normal? I’M REALLY HOPING THATS THE CASE THOUGH!! Jean and Connie didn’t go through all the shit for this to happen to them, it just seemed so random.

Not to mention that Falco had gone so far to protect Gabi and now she’s also a mindless titan? There’s no way Isayama would build up such relationships and feelings only for it to end like this. BUT then again, this is Isayama we’re talking about and he just loves to see us cry LMAO

4. How did Levi know they were all gonna turn into titans? Also made me think about that scene where all the survey corps members turned into titans while Levi didn’t. I had always thought he didn’t turn into a titan because he didn’t drink Zeke’s spinal fluid but could it be because he was simply an Ackerman?

Edit: OK just noticed they all turned to titans because that centipede was emitting some kinda titan gas. Excuse my slow brain

I’m sorry, I just can’t... It has been a good 10 hours since I read this and I can’t sleep.

Look at the way Connie and Jean sees them leave. They’ve fought and sacrificed so much to get where they were today and that freaking gas just had to ruin everything 😔

They’ve both gone through a lot of shit. Connie literally lost HIS WHOLE VILLAGE, and his mom has been a titan for 4 years so far! He literally lost all his family, then lost Sasha aka his twin and I can’t imagine how shitty it would be to end up as a mindless titan killing your comrades without even realizing it. It was so sad seeing him visit his titan mom because she’s literally his only family member left and all he could do was watch.

Then theres Jean, whose personality did a whole 360. He used to only think about his comfort but chose to join the Survey Corps which was literally a death wish. From a selfish ass, he became an empathetic person who worried about his comrades. Throughout the manga you can see how much he valued human life, and even hesitated to kill one of Kenny’s men when his life was in danger. Even during the attack in Marley, he wanted to keep casualties as low as possible, when he could’ve taken ‘revenge’ on the country that killed thousands of his own people.

I just love Connie and Jean so much and am still in denial that they probably won’t turn back. THIS IS SO STRESSFUL! ISAYAMA WHYY!!