Once again here to complain about people being judgemental about my source memories. I constantly get asked "How could you love him?"
I don't see why I have to justify it. I love him, it's as simple as that. I don't regret loving him and I never will. I'll always wish things could've gone better and that my brother wouldn't have despised him but I can't change that and I wouldn't want to because my brother had every right to.
I'm just tired. I shouldn't have to feel guilty because of love. Loving him has made me kinder and softer. I saw beauty in someone who was made out of human hatred and fear. How could I do that and not see so much beauty in humanity in the process?
My Mahito, if you're out there, please know I love you beyond measure. There isn't a moment I don't think of you. I'll pray that we both get to be happy and live long in this life.
— choso fictive (jjk)
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