Sunshine
Nothing is going right, there is soo much to think and decide all at once. Will I be able to make it to the other side, is there any good side or am I just heading to nowhere again. Your head is buzzing with so many thoughts and worries. Suddenly a little kid comes up and sits in your lap, I think I want to eat pancakes. He lays his head against your chest with legs flapping on the side of your thighs. He slowly closes his eyes and snuggles to find the best spot. You let out a deep sigh and you realise that was the only peaceful bit of the entire day. You look in the distance and you know everything will be fine. "I am hungry, let's go make pancakes" the squeaky voice rings in the ears and you just laugh for the first time in the whole day. You pick him up and let yourself be swept with the motherhood.
















